If I would’ve broken it
I would’ve had to pay

So here I am
Laying
Myself to rest

I ******* up
And for that
I am sincerely
Sorry
Sorry for not thinking
Sorry for making you almost lose them

I realize I made a mistake
But hey
I’m only human
But so are you
You have emotions
You have
Love
Girlfriends
Hate
I get it

I deserve that hate
But hey
I’m only human

Don’t think that I’m the only one
Making the mistakes
‘Cuz you’ve made some too
I won’t tell you them
Since this is my apology
Not yours

So I’ll just say it
I am sorry
Sorry for being a ****
I would give anything
To fix the mess I made
Anything
Sorry
Does this help?
If not
I get it
I’ve been there
Where the words
I’m so sorry
Don’t make a difference
They don’t turn back time
They don’t heal
They don’t stitch up even the tiniest part of the wound left

If you need me
I’ll be here
If you don’t need me
I’ll leave
But if you do
I’m here

I’m sorry
I’m sorry for being a ****
And not thinking

I wish I were made of stone
So your words would never hurt me
I wish I were cold as ice
Then maybe I wouldn't be lonely

I wish I were made of steel
So my strength would never waver
If only I could turn back the clock
To a time when I felt safer

But I'm only flesh and bone
And your words have left me bleeding
My heart is torn apart
It's a wonder it's still beating

You made up your mind
Given me your final answer
What we shared is in the past
Time to write a brand new chapter

I will fix my broken heart
Some how piece it back together
It may never be the same
It'll bare this scar forever

But I'll be strong, I'll be alright
Though I'm not as hard as steel
And I can't turn back the clock
In time....my heart will heal