echoes. of. splintered glass. run. closer, closer. petals of rain. white. falling
stars. burn. glass. you keep me locked by your words. sweet. shatter. echo. of. splintered glass. crimson stained hands. s i l e n c e. you keep me locked by your words. sweet. dark. and..
clip. clip. i fall.

darkness/dim eyes/creeping hollowness/bitter taste/the echoing loud sound of blood in your ears/ the echoing loud beat of your heart/ harsh drums against your ribs/ shatter/ fall / stomach in knots / twisting / darkness / dim eyes / yet—

sunlight blankets you in honey

the sunlight spills through the windows
like honey
creeping into my duvet covers and inside
my fortress of darkness
touches my closed eyelids. and

there

that day

in my dream

i dreamt of stars

. roses
wither away. falling red. falling
petals. burnt ash. bitter. s w e e t. sharp thorns. crusts of soil. ash stained hands. falling silence .  
   l o v e s  m e  or  l o v e s  me not

breathes full of shards. crimson lungs. smiles full of blood. come on. spit it out.

now, how do you feel darling? better?

ash stained hands. burrow. deeper. —
     stain.

Kiss the galaxies of his yet unborn universe slumbering in his soul and blaze them awake.
Hold his eyes, weave your fingers in his till you both are so tangled together there’s no way to know what it feels like to be alone or lonely anymore.  
Love him and make the world yours.
Atom to atom, bond together with no spaces in between.
Then, set the world on flames and build your fortress from golden ashes born from the death of stars.
Rise as phoenixes from depths of hell, spread your scarlet wings across the expanse of sky blue above.
Grip the world with your hand and kiss him
With life, with everything.
Taste sweet victory sharp, vivid on your toungue
and then, go beyond.

soft hands. scratched nails. dig deeper.

deeper. darker. heavier. —
    i fall. darkness.

sprinkle rain taps your glass. shatter.

Her bright shoes drum against the concrete

they echoes into the silent night– all I can hear is her  
stamping stars on the cold hard ground and

the world bursts in glitter stars and her smile is the sun
and I gravitate towards her—

towards her and her bright orange sky.

kiss  m y  eyes to sleep. hidden stars.

it’s there

look closer

look deeper

dig dig

burrow

come on

again

again

crimson-ash-stained-hands

oh, so did you find it yet? ;)

your hope.

(no..)

you did.

the moment you asked the question. you did.

the moment you asked and wanted to find it. you already did.

come on.

dig deeper.

is that really ashes and blood on your hands?

or stardust?

look closer.

again. again.

now, what do you really see?

(you.)

Darling,
       pink stains my nails
as my dress paint words with flowers
     petals dancing like stars

chirp.
   chirp.

thousand whispers of birds
and
   I enter a new world with you

Breathing a past of you. foward.

closed eyes.

silent _ lost _

drown _

fade away. _

closed eyes.

hush
      
            breathe
        
     smile then.
      
      fall.
          
/ burn. /

in my dreams,
(dreams that run through my blood)
you surface. there’s
no light, no lies but
only truth and us
our lives bare
in the dark
as the thread tangles
as I pass and you pass by
as our eyes meet at the point
where love is nothing (can’t be anything)
and
you see something deeper
behind those eyes. I see nothing.
in dreams, dreams
that run through my blood (iron
hiding in my blood)

there’s no waking up
only us and the truth
that unravels as we
pass. a moment of
touch that shatters
my shadow
in the dark.

in dreams
(dreams that run in my blood)
you surface. and wreck my insides
with a look.
till there’s no reality
no illusions
only us and truths.
not love. (never love)
only truth that
lies bare
so hollow
so full
we can’t look
away. only
deeper.

(into nothing.)
(into everything.)

into your eyes.
into my eyes.

into the distorted reflection
that surfaces on my
blood that drips,
bleeds from fresh scars.

in dreams,
dreams that run in my blood
(I drowned and you surfaced).

in dreams,
dreams that run in my blood

I drowned (I woke up).

smile. up. higher. come on

dance with the  stars

drench in star shine. come on.

take my hand

and smile. up. higher

let’s dance with the  stars

and burn with the lights of
thousands of stars.

smile. up. higher. come on, darling.