deeper. darker. heavier. —
    i fall. darkness.

sprinkle. light steps. up. higher. fly.

closed eyes.

silent _ lost _

drown _

fade away. _

closed eyes.

ash stained hands. burrow. deeper. —
     stain.

breathes full of shards. crimson lungs. smiles full of blood. come on. spit it out.

now, how do you feel darling? better?

the sunlight spills through the windows
like honey
creeping into my duvet covers and inside
my fortress of darkness
touches my closed eyelids. and

there

that day

in my dream

i dreamt of stars

it’s there

look closer

look deeper

dig dig

burrow

come on

again

again

crimson-ash-stained-hands

oh, so did you find it yet? ;)

your hope.

(no..)

you did.

the moment you asked the question. you did.

the moment you asked and wanted to find it. you already did.

come on.

dig deeper.

is that really ashes and blood on your hands?

or stardust?

look closer.

again. again.

now, what do you really see?

(you.)