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Feb 2019 · 116
Unrepair
Da Soul Feb 2019
My fear is the silent trigger  
Makes me physically stiff
And emotionally aware
Heightened senses,  more like heightened paranoia!
Heightened insecurities !
Heightened negative thoughts, continuously saying I’m not good enough
I’m never enough
So
I build walls
I place fences
Cuz **** hurts when your damaged
White picket fences is the role to portray because everyone always run from the haunted houses on display
Feb 2019 · 132
No Reflection
Da Soul Feb 2019
Looking at the girl in the mirror
I wonder who she see,  
Cuz when I look in the mirror i don’t even see a reflection of me.
Personally,
Just a vessel.
Soul detached.
Mind gone.
(Pause) where’d my spirit go ?
Can I smile?
Can I laugh?


Filled with emotions but looking emotionless,
Walking stick.
I wonder where phianie went,
What a blimp!
Time waits for no one
But here it is.
Chasing me.
Telling me it’s time to chase my destiny
Relentlessly
The timer ticking down
I feel like it’s rushing me
No time to breathe
(Deep breath)
What’s happening to me?
I can feel the heat
I can really see
Feel the joy overwhelming me
But the evil speaks
It’s calling me back to sleep
Now I’m shivering
Can’t really see
Feeling like the war within is wearing down on me
So it’s time I sleep
I surrender please
Looked in the mirror and there is no me.
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Feb 2019 · 102
Breathe
Da Soul Feb 2019
Breathe
I’ve been living in darkness so long I forgot about the light
The light of truth
The light of purity
I’ve been living in a wasteland I feel out of the ordinary
Extraordinary indifferent to the clouds that Hoover me
I tried to find the light but all I got was my reflection
It felt like a Spotlight
Now I’m Feeling like a deer in headlights
My eyes on me
A constant freeze
start to feel like I can’t breathe
Breathe
I finally speak only to be made a mockery
Not taken seriously but who to blame
only me
Lies I told
My damages unfold
***** laundery
Skeletons now running after me
They grabbing hold of me
It feel like the devils tormenting me
All the voices in my head just attacking me
Crowding me
No air to breathe
Panic attack slowly rising inside me
I
I
I can’t breathe
Breathe
I turn away
cast away
There’s no time to play
There goes the clouds again
My darkest friend
This is the reality that I am in
The dark within
Maybe next time I’ll try again.
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