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Ella Mar 2019
I cry over you
I cut over you
I don't know how to move on from you
We had something
where the hell did it go
I know something about her you don't know that I'm sure you don't want to know.
I'm done crying over you
But I read our emails our texts and...
I cry over you
What do I do about that
I think I messed something up
But what?
Am I not good enough?
Ella Mar 2019
Ma'am.
I don't understand.
Do you ever think that you're not good enough?
Well.
You are perfect.
don't change.
Be yourself.
Don't change who you are because people don't like who you are because to me you are perfect you don't have to change who you are for one person.
No ma'am
Ella Feb 2019
Why won't you talk to me anymore
What happened
We were getting close
We where friends
What did I say wrong
Can I fix it?
Can I make anything right again?

I said sorry
You said stop
I said you know what I'm not sorry
I keep seeing that in my head and it hurts me to know that we are probably going to not be friends anymore.
I can't think about that anymore
It hurts
Answer
Please
You helped me
You stopped me from doing something I would regret
I did not commit suicide because of you and I love you but, I know you don't love me back.
And that is what hurts me the most.
I have this friend well I don't know if he is still my friend but I am a young and hopefully, life is going to change and I hope that things between us get better.
Ella Feb 2019
I thought that we were friends
What happened
Did we talk to much
Did i say something
Am i not good enough for you?
Where did i go wrong?
Are you gone forever
Will we be friends ever again?

I lost a friend
What happens
How do i tell you im sorry only when i dont always want to waste my breathe When you might not even care.

What happens next?
Will anything even happen?
Will i ever love again?
I loved you but.
What happened?

Why dont we talk?
What happened?
I wish we could be together.
where did i go wrong.
i cant believe i lost you over mainly
Nothing!!

I feel lost.
Hopeless.
Why do things happen.
What do i do.
These where my thoughts in one day.....
Ella Feb 2019
I want to change my output on life.
But how?
I want to tell him how i feel.
But how?
should i change myself.
But how?

Its been rough for me.
I dont know what to do.
How do i do anything when i want to change.
How do i function?
How do i live my life without knowing that you dont hate me.
But how?
Thanks :)
Ella Feb 2019
It Hurts

People hurt feelings.
People make fun of people.
Pain hurts don't encourage it.
Strong people don't put others down they lift them up to help them.
People hurt others and hurt themselves for no reason that cannot be explained.

This is a fresh start.
Put the past behind you.
This is a new beginning.
Some people can see things about you that you can not see about yourself
That's what makes people unique.

Most people are with you until they get what the want from you.
Most people like each other most do not.
Be who you wanna be.
Don't be that person that other people want you to be, be you.
Always be yourself don't let anyone change you.

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