He’s sitting there, with that perfect smile
..And perfect hair..
I catch him staring a few times, I won’t lie I stole a glare.
But just like every time the child’s play is gone and I’m hit with cold air.
For now, just like before it’s as if Im not even there...
I knew it was just a matter of time because nothing that perfect could ever want me and if they did well that is rare.
Or maybe I have a flair for the dramatic and he still stares.
No one will ever know the end for the pair.

As I sit and look out the window I watch as a star falls from the sky and I wish upon it
I wish that you might be here by my side
I wish our love hadn’t died
I know deep down I should of never let you inside
I wish we had never collided
Just as the stars in the sky
We should of never aligned
And I swear in that moment we were blind
But our love was shallow I did find
And now I am no longer blind
For I see you for who you truly are and you see me for who I might be for I never let you get deeper than the surface and we never let each other see each other for who we truly could be
And just like the stars we fall and lose everything we ever thought was truly ours

One thing you should never be sorry for in this world is the way you feel the way you feel for someone or about something
We don’t have stupid problems just simple ones put too much emphasis on
Because at the end of the day none of this will be remembered it’s imprint on your life will be gone

He never wanted her all along his hurtful words hitting like bricks as the spewed from his mouth.
She wanted it to stop wanted the world to end so with the bed filled in 2 dozen yellow carnations she pulled the trigger laying there..
...alone
she was the winner..

-Green eyes
With her pale green eyes staring back at herself in the mirror
The longer she started the more her image became clearer
She wondered how everyone else saw her was this how they saw her, from the way she looked in the mirror?
Or did they see something else something she could never see as she looked at her figure
With her pale green eyes staring back at her in the mirror.

Her midnight hair swaying in the breeze, the sun glistening through the trees, the smell of pine needles floating through the breeze, as her hands traced the waxy petals of tulips softly dancing to its own beat. Her scarlet dress flowing vigorously fighting against the seemingly easy breeze she walked barefoot paying no mind to the soft crunch of the grass underneath her feet. She needs to enjoy this very moment for it might be the last she sees this picture perfect moment as she swayed in the summer breeze.

On the edge of a cliff she stood with her arms stretched out and her feet firmly planted on the ground. The smell of the wild flowers behind her wafting in the wind and the smell of the ocean trailing up the side of the cliff as the water crashes against it. The wind blowing violently as she stands there imagining how it would feel to fly, to take her feet off that cliff and the wind to catch her as she becomes like a raven in the sky and flies away from all her worries and mistakes. But when she opens her eyes she is back there on the edge of that cliff, she takes one last look then she turns around and walks away from the world she loves and hates.