The snow starts to fall
After I die they build a wall
I want to go home
Where I can roam
The soup is cold again
I have the worst stomach pain
I try to always have hope
I will cope
****'s are everywhere telling us what to do
They are pure evil even the doctor laughs at our hue
Peter was the one I talked too and I may say I loved
We watched the doves
I work hard in the camp
It gets so damp
The nights are short the dogs bark
I miss going to the beach and the park

My girl don't sit next to me and play on the swings
She's in my mind just doing those things
Sometimes I wish I wasn't a chicken and I could see you more
Should of pushed harder but how can you when its a c section
Running around alone when you should have a family
Giving all your baby clothes away
Its like better than a miscarriage but its not because you know she's somewhere laughing in someone else's house
Your scared to tell people your feelings because we are all supposed to get old and have kids
What if you didn't have your kid no more and your not "mom"
Then you know how it feels when everything's gone
Jealousy's  a deadly sin but I am already dead inside
I know you can't have what I can but why does it mean you can take it in the first place
This is eating me inside but I think about is you sitting on the swing set outside.