No longer here
Eclipsed by Fear
Seeking Blood
of Dreams
within the bones of Reason.
Crows under my skins
Hunting the snakes that gave them to me
As dark as night
The faded and the lost
Death meat
Of Hope,
An arrow in my flesh
My dreams are bleeding
Ride on
Separate Ways
inside my DNA
Horses racing
the sound like thunder
But no it’s my heart, beating to dying freedom.
Not even running with my own feet
Not even facing my own defeat
****** scream with sharp teeth
For I was alone
In my soul’s home.
Not even dreaming in my own head
Not even sleeping in my own bed
For the sheets are the snow
That by the sun's light glows
Lying on the cold ground
Praying to find
The Earth
Under me

Body boldly light
Feather caught in the wind
That blow an absent mind
Out of the presence.
One last kiss
To my already gone consciousness,
So I’ll never forgive
The loss of my memory.
One last breath
Taking upon my breast
As a sleeping beast
Inside my chest
I screamed
Wept in the dept
Of a no life land
Of a low knife end
I screamed indeed
Not a sound seen
My mouth was shut
Ans yet...
It was I who sang
It was I who cried this life
I who I left to die
It was me.
Spell my name if you might
No answer will come.
Spell my heart if you can,
Spell my thinking and debates,
the ghosts of mine you can see
Fracture what’s left of me
Rebuilt my shadows with what is left behind.
For all I care,
God may have written the Devil
To be less alone
Or the other way around
The ashes of my spirit lying somewhere
From where my words come to you,
Corpses of undying grace
I may be alive or death
There is no difference
For I am lying in the cold
Of pure glowing snow
In the dark
Alone.
Alone and no one will listen
Alone and no one will care
Alone but you will all ear
Alone but you will all fear
Like I did like I dare
Listen, listen
To the ****** and broken It may be you one day
Build from hate and dismay
It may be you one day
WARNING: THIS IS DEPRESSING.