What a
beautiful world this
would be
if
people had
hearts
like dogs

woof.



written by me... ..

Quite a few mistakes i've made,
proved that I am human too.
as a child I was an ol church boy,
that's just what I would do.

I grabbed my grandmas loving hand,
she'd pat me on my head.
I'd listen to the preacher preach his gospel word,
to every word he said.

I'd kneel before the greatest man,
i'd pray for everyone.
I'd feel just like i've done some good,
when his preaching
words were
done.




written by me... ..

When I leave God's masterpiece of creation.

I assert that there will not be not one cloud in the sky.

Not one door that I need to open on my stairway up to heaven.

Jesus will be waiting in the bluest of skies for me.

Arms wide open,

whispering to me.....

' I know that life was hard for you son ' !

'But ---- '

' Welcome David....its now time to put all of your trepidation behind '.

' You are finally here ' !!!

' And here is where you were always meant to be '.



written by me... ..

until death
do us
heart.

it's the
only one
that
i've got.

I'm only
here
because
I have
to be

Here,
where
evil
overwhelmingly
lurks
free

I wish
that I
could so
off me

But alas,
my soul
is not
worth
the fee

So,
here
I sit
unselfishly



written by me... ..

if i,

allowed
you
to
write
your
story
upon my
heart.

would
you
break
it,

just
rip it
apart?

or
would,

Aruban
beach
divi divi trees
and
tradewind
fantasies
fill
and
be the
ink
in
your
quill?

would
you
script a
story
for
you and i
like
fine
classical
art?

or has
life
left
all your
remaining
ink
black
and
my heart
has
been
made
to pay
the
bill?





written by me... ..

Am I deliberately destroying myself ?

Maybe ?

Probably !

But;

Why so slowly though ?

Especially

If I am as unhappy as I feel most days ?

Watching skinny feral cats prowling for scraps.

It hurts me so...

Just about ruins my day.

Most of you will never understand that

Because;
you're not me !

I know,

being a realist that I can't save them all.

Nor people that senselessly **** each other everyday !

I have a heart that never feels whole.

Because it's always breaking.

So I think;

keep drinking that alcohol,

eventually it will **** you.

But I swear most days,

i'd like it faster......

and,

it's just then I think,

I want to live forever with Jesus !

So I cling to alcohol

and continue to **** myself slowly.



written by me... ..