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Sep 2019 · 299
Always Broken
Lupus- Sep 2019
Nothing can fix me
My love was stolen
I'll always stay in misery
I'll always stay broken
Nothing brings me joy
I can only cry
My life was played as a toy
My life is just a lie
I can't continue
Nothing good survived
If only this wasn't true
My happiness would've never died
Sep 2019 · 57
Move On
Lupus- Sep 2019
You were left all alone, all broken up, yes that's true
But that doesn't mean you can't continue
There's a whole life ahead just waiting
A future better than just crying
Keep walking ahead, don't stop
You're injured but you'll heal and work non-stop
Nothing should stop you from moving on
Life is still continuing meaning you're not done
Aug 2019 · 161
Live Happily
Lupus- Aug 2019
Live happily, you have to try
Love and care, don't deny
Choose the path to live happily
And a better future you will see
Attempt at a smile every single day
Before you end up pushing everyone away
You have to fight to live better
And live happily forever
Aug 2019 · 56
Don't Feel Ashamed
Lupus- Aug 2019
You weren't the cause of someone else's fight
Or that someone didn't know what was right
Don't think it was your fault
That people grew apart
Or that someone gave up in life
Too painful to handle the sharp knife
Stop making yourself feel guilty
For the past remaining in your memory
All of those things you did not cause
Before you start hating yourself pause
Don't feel ashamed for anything you didn't do
Problems erupted, but not because of you
Aug 2019 · 61
What You Got
Lupus- Aug 2019
Start appreciating more
Than what you've done before
Start showing some care
Treat your loved ones fair
Don't worry about the stuff you want and are missing
Or the things that you are hoping for and are wishing
Think about the stuff you already have and worry
You might be left all alone making you feel sorry
Be thankful that you at least have something
Not like others who have nothing
Be glad of the stuff you own
And that you at least have a home
You say you deserve more but you don't
You're not loving what you have, so getting more you won't
What you possess, the ones you got
Those who remain by your side are worth a lot
You continue to push everyone away
May it not be too late when you admit it and realize
Selfishly you led yourself to darkness and isolation
Soon everyone will be vanishing before your eyes
Aug 2019 · 63
Failure and Success
Lupus- Aug 2019
Failure is what you think you're going to meet
But success is what you're going to greet
Nothing should stop you from accomplishing your goal
Nothing should hurt your heart or your soul
But if you do come across something that doesn't let you keep going
Then try to ignore it and keep on moving
I'm telling you, it's the only possible way
To move on through another day
Don't stop believing in yourself. Trust
You need to keep going. You have to. You must
Make your success sound very loud
Because ignoring it won't make yourself feel proud.
Jul 2019 · 49
Why I Write
Lupus- Jul 2019
I write poems because it helps me let go of what I hold inside
It's almost like a diary writing down my thoughts and what I decide
It's fun creating words out of my feelings
To write down many sentences having similar and different meanings
I write to forget the terrible moments I lived just a few minutes before
I write to remember those happy moments and to wish for more
I write all about life, others or mine
Either it's a positive or negative time
I write about the dreams that I have and my wishes too
But I also write about the pain that I go through
I get inspired by quotes and lyrics from a song
Talking about what I think is right and what I feel is wrong
There are so many reasons for why I write
It could be to escape from another big fight
Or because it takes a lot of creativity and is so much fun
But the main reason is because I feel as if I'm good at something, at least one
Jun 2019 · 122
All On Me
Lupus- Jun 2019
All the pressure you put on me
Causes the pain you cannot see
You trust me too much, and I can't take it all
With all that occurs, I feel as I would soon fall
It's not easy to live with all these expectations of yours
The misery in my heart just gets bigger and grows
Your main goal is for me to turn out perfect
But it's hard work to meet with what you expect
I have to be careful with the moves that I make
To make sure they don't seem to be another mistake
I have to keep going, more than what I can do
Only just to be able to please you
For you some things I do isn't right
And with myself alone I just fight
Being who I am isn't good enough, you want more
So now I can't live happily like I used to before
Jun 2019 · 96
Dear Friend
Lupus- Jun 2019
Dear Friend,
There's only one thing I want to let you know
I believe in you and you should never let go
For the ones that you love, you should be very strong
To make them know they were never wrong
Let them know that you will keep on fighting and never rest
Because you're trying your hardest to pass the test
To live with the pain it's hard to move on
But your job here yet isn't done
You're meant to be here and not leave us behind
We all need and love you so keep that in mind.
With lots of love,
...
Jun 2019 · 55
Why Think Twice
Lupus- Jun 2019
Why think twice
If you're sure you're not in doubt
Why think twice
If you know what you're talking about
Why think twice
If you know where your heart will belong
Why think twice
If you want your life to last for so long

You know what you decide and know what is real
Because you're pretty sure you know how you feel
You have no doubt in what you're saying
And know exactly what you're doing

Why think twice
If you know you want to love
Why think twice
If you know that care you don't want to shove
Why think twice
When there's nothing to re-think
Why think twice
If you know the truth is so heavy it could sink

There's no need to think twice if you know what you're doing
If you're sure that you won't end up losing '
Once you decide you should know that there's no way back
Your decision should be very strong and should never show a crack

Why think twice
When you know the result would be good
Why think twice
If it would cause you to be in the best mood
If you know what you're doing then you should hurry up and not move slow
If you're determined, then you should never let that person go
Jun 2019 · 50
A Dream
Lupus- Jun 2019
A dream is to keep and to never let go
Even if it looks impossible and goes very slow
Here, hope is the main key
To be able to accomplish your destiny
A dream should grow bigger and stronger
So that it could last a lot longer
But giving up only causes it to be weak
And the endings won't be as happily as someone would seek
A dream is yours and only belongs to you
So choose wisely on what you're going to do
Because a dream could break apart very easily
And no one wants that because we all want to live happily
A dream is unique and very important
It's what someone believes in and that is it
It's not easy to believe on something for a very long time
Patience can reach up as weak as a thin line
A dream can never be changed that's for sure
However it can be erased, but it could be a lot of torture
Never give up on a dream
It can bring good luck, even as impossible as it may seem
May 2019 · 87
Help Me
Lupus- May 2019
Dear Lord, help me deal with the pain I go through
Let there be a tomorrow and something for me to do
Nobody seems to need or like me anymore
I can no longer see love like I did before
Darkness has finally covered my eyes
Now all I see in front of me are lies
Please, I beg you, help my heart feel okay
So that I could at least live another day
May 2019 · 107
Sometimes It's Best
Lupus- May 2019
Sometimes it's best to stay in silence
To be able to hear life's hints
Sometimes it's best to be left alone
To learn to think clearly on your own
May 2019 · 59
Life Without Me
Lupus- May 2019
Sometimes when I'm alone I think "What would life be without me?"
My answer would be "Maybe others would live more happily"
Or "I belong and deserve to be here"
But the true answer is my greatest fear
For I don't want to know what would life be if I were dead
Neither would I want to know what other things could've been thought or said
I was put here to always stay
And never ever would I go away
Apr 2019 · 73
When Something Goes Wrong
Lupus- Apr 2019
When something goes wrong
You cry for so long
When something isn't right
Your heart feels so tight
Apr 2019 · 79
No One
Lupus- Apr 2019
No one is there for me
No one is there to see
No one has my soul's door key
No one knows who I can really be
Apr 2019 · 82
I Don't Care
Lupus- Apr 2019
I don't care what you think
Your thoughts won't be able to sink
They'll be gone as fast as a blink
And will disappear with invisible ink
I don't care what you say
In my heart, these words won't stay
Just please go away
I'd rather live during the sunny day
I don't care what you do
I just want to stay away from you
Leave me alone because you don't see what I go through
Everyone deals with pain and maybe even you too
I don't care about you, so leave me alone
Because one day those mean comments can reach deep into my bone
That's why I'm telling you to stay away from the no-touch zone
For, away I don''t want my happiness to be thrown
Lupus- Mar 2019
Who doesn't want to be loved?
The answer is nobody
But why is love always getting shoved
Is it because some people don't want to live happily
Maybe people like to act strong
To prove that they're not weak
But without love how can someone live for so long?
You can't because it's what we all seek
Many people try to reject love again and again
Obviously, it's not at all the love's fault
It's their pride they want to protect and defend
They just don't want to end up with a soft heart
We all want love whenever our faces are full of tears
And we want it to appear pretty soon
We want love when we're forced to deal with our fears
But sometimes people try to hide their true feelings behind the happy tune
It doesn't matter what anybody does to try to hide their true feelings
It's obvious we want love all the time
Our actions aren't the same and all have different meanings
But one similarity we share is we all want happiness to shine
Mar 2019 · 178
Why Me
Lupus- Mar 2019
Everything seems to be going wrong
I ask myself "What is going on?"
Nothing ends up being right
Almost everything turns into a fight
No one seems to like me
I'm always left in misery
There seems to be less fun moments
Because everyone else turned out to be my opponents
I wish something good could happen
But happiness is what evil's trappin'
Nothing great is going to happen soon
All I could do is cry every night under the moon
Why do I have to deal with pain?
My broken heart is driving me insane
Why do I always have to use the joyful mask
"Why does this happen to me?" I always ask
I can't take this all
My heart is soon going to break and fall
There's just that one question stuck in my head
And that is "Why me and not someone else instead?"
Mar 2019 · 71
Loving Myself
Lupus- Mar 2019
Loving yourself is the best you could do
And I know because I have seen it too
Caring for yourself should be the first thing to come to mind
Leaving all the problems behind
Yes everyone else matters
And to think for others shows good manners
But sometimes you have to come first
Think about yourself before you get worse
Sometimes you think no one likes you
But that's not close to being true
The problem is that you haven't learned to love yourself yet
Solve it and imagine all the confidence you'll get
Including you, everyone is worth a lot
Think of that when you're heart feels like a knot
Nothing about you is wrong
Believe me, that has been the truth for so long
Maybe everyone says you're worth nothing
But you should know you're worth something
So prove them wrong by appreciating yourself
And always reminding them their error by saying "At least I started loving myself"
Feb 2019 · 74
Letting Me Down
Lupus- Feb 2019
I trusted you very much
But you payed me back with a punch
I had lots of hope in you
But in your mind, that didn't go through
You didn't care what you did to me
Neither did you care about your destiny
All your actions were only wrong
You didn't care of what was going on
From you I was expecting the best
But instead, you showed me the worse
You really let me down
And made me look like a joke, like a clown
You ruining your life is my worst fear
And everyday that seems to be more near
I don't want you to end badly
But you prefer to be lonely
I worry for you but you don't care
And what you're doing isn't really fair
You're getting worse instead of getting better
I want you to turn good but that won't happen ever
You promised me that you'll keep trying
But like always, you kept lying
Letting me down was the worst you could've done
Now you've lost the trust that you have once won
Feb 2019 · 1.2k
In the Shower
Lupus- Feb 2019
In the shower I cry
In the shower I break
In the shower is where
I name my mistake

In the shower I’m happy
In the shower I’m cold
In the shower is where
All my stories are told

In the shower I’m mad
In the shower I’m hot
In the shower is where
My heart feels like a knot

In the shower I talk
In the shower I pray
In the shower is where
All my feelings would stay

In the shower I’m sad
In the shower I plead
In the shower is where
I plant my seed

In the shower I think
In the shower I scream
In the shower is where
I would keep my dream

In the shower I remember
In the shower I shrink
In the shower is where
All my memories would sink

In the shower I’m not shy
In the shower I grow
In the shower is where
My soul would glow
Feb 2019 · 77
With No Hope
Lupus- Feb 2019
My heart was broken
My happiness was stolen
I can't continue
This can't be true
Everything is ruined
The beautiful world was polluted
Nothing can hold on
Everything is going wrong
In this damaged world no one can stay alive
There's no way to survive
No one can live with the big mistake
It's too much to take
Nothing is going right
One single thing turns into a fight
Everything is a problem
And with them I go down to the bottom
Nothing is going the way I want it to
These tough situations, I can't go through
And because all these things changed
With no hope I stayed
Jan 2019 · 85
A Happy Ending
Lupus- Jan 2019
A happy ending is what we wish for
Love and care given, we want no more
But that time won't always appear
Because pain will always be near
With our problems, we want everything to end
Cheerfully we want to live instead
Can there be no more fights
Because we won't be in peace and won't see the lights
We want to live happy without even trying
With no problems and no purpose for crying
We want to live in a fairy tale to see how it would feel
To live those joyful experiences and make it so real
We want to live a life with no fear
To not be frightened when problems come near
With the ones we love we want to be with forever
To always be happy and live together
Life we only have one
Let's live peacefully before it's done
Can we all have a happy ending
To never live a time so depressing
Jan 2019 · 59
Our Hard Lives
Lupus- Jan 2019
Why does life have to be so hard
You can never be happy like you write on a card
There are problems always running around
You have no hope left, you can just cry on the ground
Sadness is what you feel every single day
You don't have good thoughts and no spirit to play
You feel alone with no one to talk to
There's no one to listen or to understand you
Can there ever be a time when you're feeling alright
When your heart isn't pounding and feeling so tight
Would there ever be a time when you won't feel so guilty
When your soul isn't so hurt and awfully filthy
But I'm losing hope that that time would ever appear
And we're all going to be living in days full of fear
Would someone come and help us when we need it
Or would they leave us alone in the deep dark pit
Why in life do we have to suffer
So that our hopes and spirits can go under
With all our hard lives we go through
There is nothing much in the world left to do
Jan 2019 · 54
There Was A Time
Lupus- Jan 2019
There was a time where I used to live
There was a time where my love I would give
There was a time where I had no struggles
There was a time where care wouldn't have tangles
But all that changed
The love has just been mazed
To find it, it's terribly hard
It's between hundreds of guards
There was a time where I had no worries
There was a time where I had happy stories
There was a time where I had belief in real families
There was a time where I had no tragedies
But everything is not the same
My life is now filled with lots of pain
I need a guide, help me please lord
My life has just been stabbed by a sharp sword
There was a time where I would be kind
and that doesn't pass through anyone's mind
There was a time where I would care
But everything's done, there's nothing to share

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