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Lupus- Mar 2019
Loving yourself is the best you could do
And I know because I have seen it too
Caring for yourself should be the first thing to come to mind
Leaving all the problems behind
Yes everyone else matters
And to think for others shows good manners
But sometimes you have to come first
Think about yourself before you get worse
Sometimes you think no one likes you
But that's not close to being true
The problem is that you haven't learned to love yourself yet
Solve it and imagine all the confidence you'll get
Including you, everyone is worth a lot
Think of that when you're heart feels like a knot
Nothing about you is wrong
Believe me, that has been the truth for so long
Maybe everyone says you're worth nothing
But you should know you're worth something
So prove them wrong by appreciating yourself
And always reminding them their error by saying "At least I started loving myself"
Lupus- Feb 2019
I trusted you very much
But you payed me back with a punch
I had lots of hope in you
But in your mind, that didn't go through
You didn't care what you did to me
Neither did you care about your destiny
All your actions were only wrong
You didn't care of what was going on
From you I was expecting the best
But instead, you showed me the worse
You really let me down
And made me look like a joke, like a clown
You ruining your life is my worst fear
And everyday that seems to be more near
I don't want you to end badly
But you prefer to be lonely
I worry for you but you don't care
And what you're doing isn't really fair
You're getting worse instead of getting better
I want you to turn good but that won't happen ever
You promised me that you'll keep trying
But like always, you kept lying
Letting me down was the worst you could've done
Now you've lost the trust that you have once won
Lupus- Feb 2019
In the shower I cry
In the shower I break
In the shower is where
I name my mistake

In the shower I’m happy
In the shower I’m cold
In the shower is where
All my stories are told

In the shower I’m mad
In the shower I’m hot
In the shower is where
My heart feels like a knot

In the shower I talk
In the shower I pray
In the shower is where
All my feelings would stay

In the shower I’m sad
In the shower I plead
In the shower is where
I plant my seed

In the shower I think
In the shower I scream
In the shower is where
I would keep my dream

In the shower I remember
In the shower I shrink
In the shower is where
All my memories would sink

In the shower I’m not shy
In the shower I grow
In the shower is where
My soul would glow
Lupus- Feb 2019
My heart was broken
My happiness was stolen
I can't continue
This can't be true
Everything is ruined
The beautiful world was polluted
Nothing can hold on
Everything is going wrong
In this damaged world no one can stay alive
There's no way to survive
No one can live with the big mistake
It's too much to take
Nothing is going right
One single thing turns into a fight
Everything is a problem
And with them I go down to the bottom
Nothing is going the way I want it to
These tough situations, I can't go through
And because all these things changed
With no hope I stayed
Lupus- Jan 2019
A happy ending is what we wish for
Love and care given, we want no more
But that time won't always appear
Because pain will always be near
With our problems, we want everything to end
Cheerfully we want to live instead
Can there be no more fights
Because we won't be in peace and won't see the lights
We want to live happy without even trying
With no problems and no purpose for crying
We want to live in a fairy tale to see how it would feel
To live those joyful experiences and make it so real
We want to live a life with no fear
To not be frightened when problems come near
With the ones we love we want to be with forever
To always be happy and live together
Life we only have one
Let's live peacefully before it's done
Can we all have a happy ending
To never live a time so depressing
Lupus- Jan 2019
Why does life have to be so hard
You can never be happy like you write on a card
There are problems always running around
You have no hope left, you can just cry on the ground
Sadness is what you feel every single day
You don't have good thoughts and no spirit to play
You feel alone with no one to talk to
There's no one to listen or to understand you
Can there ever be a time when you're feeling alright
When your heart isn't pounding and feeling so tight
Would there ever be a time when you won't feel so guilty
When your soul isn't so hurt and awfully filthy
But I'm losing hope that that time would ever appear
And we're all going to be living in days full of fear
Would someone come and help us when we need it
Or would they leave us alone in the deep dark pit
Why in life do we have to suffer
So that our hopes and spirits can go under
With all our hard lives we go through
There is nothing much in the world left to do
Lupus- Jan 2019
There was a time where I used to live
There was a time where my love I would give
There was a time where I had no struggles
There was a time where care wouldn't have tangles
But all that changed
The love has just been mazed
To find it, it's terribly hard
It's between hundreds of guards
There was a time where I had no worries
There was a time where I had happy stories
There was a time where I had belief in real families
There was a time where I had no tragedies
But everything is not the same
My life is now filled with lots of pain
I need a guide, help me please lord
My life has just been stabbed by a sharp sword
There was a time where I would be kind
and that doesn't pass through anyone's mind
There was a time where I would care
But everything's done, there's nothing to share

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