Shape of
My heart
Tug of war

Torn to pieces no longer

I’ve waited here for you
Unspoken
All things are possible

In what I can’t see

With my own two hazel eyes
Stand up fight thee
Good fight

Survival of the fittest

No time for wasting away
Seeing is believing
One spark

Changed it all

Life finally begins
Better late then never
I’d almost given

Up on myself

A life I thought
I could never have
Fully attain and value

Came to be

Landed in my lap somehow
Closed my eyes
Took a leap of faith

Learned to fly

And trusted in something I’ll
Never fully understand
And learned to live again

Redemption never

Tasted so sweet
Full speed ahead
Cup overflowing

No turning back around

Thee past is dead
Gone without a second thought
Or care for that matter

Living in the here and now
Never felt so satisfying

Alive finally free to be

WHO I TRULY AM

Sands of time
Flesh and bone
Bent but not broken

Decades came and went

Fearless one
You swooped in
Without anger

Ruler of all

Forgiver of sins
And wrongdoings
Freedom came at a price

Yours forever

Closer to heaven then ever before
Strong enough
To shoulder thee burdens

To forgive the wicked

Sinners of this place
By your grace alone
I was saved

From my wretched self

Is nothing short of a miracle
There are no words
Forever grateful

Could it be

I can finally
Feel my heart beat steady
My eyes are clean

My soul has been washed

Cleansed by you
I am truly in awe of all your are
I’m not worthy

There is only one

Never be another
Never duplicated even if they tried

Holy majesty never shaken

You are truly thee ONLY ONE FOR ME

Scandalous beauty
Rotting in view
Why was I always the

Sacrificial lamb

I should have
Taken an oath
To draw myself closer

To you sooner

Instead I allowed
The evil to wear me like
A sad painting

Soaking up my sanity inch by inch

Consuming me
Entirely to often
All my praises

Belong to you from here on out

What happened before
Shouldn’t matter
Yet it still displaces my being

Ball and chain

Breaking rocks falling face first
I never had a say
As I was blindsided

By a life I would have written

Differently and had
It been more decent  
Terrorized by

Meaningless tyrants

Like a sick addiction
It became maddening
Forgiveness is a skill

I’ve never quite mastered

And probably never will
My tarnished
Image split me in two

Mirroring a hologram

Left to pick up the pieces
Has never reflected well
In my direction

As I’ve stared it all in the face

The mirrors
That have broken me apart
Sadly to this day

Are the ones I hate the most

Motorcades approaching
Billy clubs
Violently swinging

My savior
Almost didn’t see
The light in my days

A better me

Problematic equations
Over complicating
The simplest tasks

Hurting the most

Life’s gains
Became my black hole
Time was wasting away

Two worlds
In a throw down
Collided as the battles

Raged on

Angels and brainwaves
Effortless breaths
I wished to attain

Lynchpin of evil

Is no leader
I wanted to follow anymore
Taker of harmony ousted

Brian waves fizzled

Leader of the armada
Squeezed me
From the inside out

Like a lemon
That tasted so sour
But now I drink lemonade

Took me a while to adapt
To the sweet taste
Of life

NEVERMORE will my alter
Ego rule over
My HAPPINESS

Holy water
The scores now even
Blessed be thee one

Thousands of tears cried
A million heartbeats
Gravitational pull

What I’ve always coveted

When judgement day
Comes knocking
I hope I’ve met my quota

Showering pixie dust
Angels gracefully
Dancing about in pixels

Life was just
The tip of the iceberg  
My garden of Eden

Pales in comparison

To a world
Drowning in sin and darkness
Time to close the drapes

Like heathens in a draining swamp

A clandestine palace
It’s truly
No secret to your faithful followers

Illuminating Arcadia
Eyes wide shut
Ready for takeoff levitate me

Harps and violins
Serenading my soul
Playing my swan song

As the pearly white gates unlock

There massive doors
To me  
Thank you
For saving a damaged wretch like me

ALL MIGHTY ONE

FOUND IN HEAVEN OR PARADISE

TRUTH BE TOLD IM HOME NOW

FOR ALL ETERNITY AND BEYOND