Mi amor era algo que NADIE pudo dudar de mi. Te amé con dos brazos abrazado de ti. Yo tuve noches sin dormir nomas pensando en nuestro futuro, y tu? Me tienes que creer cuando te digo que te amo. Tu sientes los sentimientos con todo la pasión del mundo. A mi me encantaba eso de ti. Pero cuando te dije que ya no podíamos estar juntos hasta que en el futuro, que hiciste? Te enojaste y me dijiste que ya no te hable. Lo que nunca se me va a olvidar es cuando dijiste que ya estabas preparada para esto. Para de tratar de hacerme sentir como la persona mala de la situación. No te hallas el valor de decírmelo directamente. Yo te quiero y siempre lo voy a hacer, pero se puede decir lo mismo de ti? Te moviste tan rápido. Yo ni puedo escuchar mi música sin pensar en ti. Y tu? Estás disfrutando tu vida con todo el mundo y su mamá. Tal vez si era lo mejor para ti. Es todo lo que he pensado durante este tiempo. Si quieres decirme algo, Ya sabes donde voy estar. Yo hice todo por ti. Nunca vuelvas a decir que no te tuve paciencia o que nunca pelee por nosotros.

i’m frustrated, i hope you can understand me.
How can i emotionally depend on someone who’s opinion on me changes every 2 weeks?
How can my source of happiness come from someone who’s happy by me once every blue moon?
I’m not saying you don’t love me,
but i want consistency.
it’s selfish to say that i want this love to be a certain way, but i’m afraid.
a fear envelops my body, because this inconsistency will make me lose my mind.
The love i feel from you is the greatest thing anyone could ever feel, but do i want it whenever you’re in the mood to love me?

the sun is radiating,
the birds are chirping,
the dogs are barking.
A man walks by and says hello.
Music is playing


and just for a second,
the most minute insignificant fraction of time,
everything is okay.

ask your teachers
ask the man leaning against the wall
ask this tea
ask the barber
ask the murderer
ask the beatles
ask the preacher
ask the cabinet maker
ask the man who sticks his head in the mouth of the lion
ask the man who will release the next atom bomb
ask the blackbird
ask the man who thinks he's christ
ask the man with the lisp
ask the man with one leg
ask that smiling moon.
ask the man who never showers
ask a clown or ask the first person you see
       in the light of day
ask the men who have never worn shoes
ask a goldfish
ask a kind face
ask the person you hate the most in this world
ask the sad-faced man drinking coffee
ask the plumber
ask the man who dreams of ostriches every night
ask the conquerors of nations and planets
ask the man who has just cut off his finger
ask a bookmark in the Bible
ask the man who slipped in the bathtub
ask even the liars
ask anybody you please at any time you please on any day you please           whether its raining or snowing or whether you are stepping out onto a porch yellow with warm heat.
ask the men who feels almost no pain
ask the dying
ask the most miserable man you can find in his most miserable moment
ask any of these
or all of these
ask ask ask and
              they'll all tell you:
The feeling of not having you is more than I can bear

he slept beside his old burnt house



alone



for dark was the night, and cold was the ground