I'm lost in the midst
of my memories trail
where the ghosts have broken
free from their chains
I thought they were gone
all but forgotten
but the memory remains
where have you gone
my lost only love
I used to see you
behind the flames
those dreams of mine
you would often visit
still the memory remains
where have they taken
the one whom i looked too
every breeze kindly whispers
as my soul cries in vain
the dark of the night
cannot hide you forever
now the memory remains

The dreams and hopes of men are powered by addiction
And who am I to say that this is an affliction
When everybody gets suckered in and lives their lives like fiction
They say they want you for your colorful evocation
The way you turn a cliche into a sensation
But all they ever wanted was that same vibration
You can't be happy while someone else has a fistful
They glow from TV screens healthy strong and fiscal
And everybody slaps their back while you're alone with a wrist
All you ever need:
Success

It was eighteen years or more
Oh the way you held me tight
We let the world pass by us
As we loved into the night
For reasons unexplained
Our hearts drifted slowly cold
The feelings slowly changed
The newness now was old
You looked at other lovers
I guess I did the same
She stole you from my essence
I couldn't bear the pain
I drifted towards another
I made a brand new start
He never had the answers
To the questions of my heart
Out of the blue I called you
I poured my feelings free
I tried to make you listen
I want you here with me
You laughed and told me never
We had to stay apart
I guess I couldn't answer
The questions of your heart

Just follow the driveway
To this lonely world of mine
You'll find me waiting' here
In this
Box of mine
Not so very long ago
You walked away from me
And after all the plans we made
You decided to be free
Loneliness surrounds me
Without your arms around me
And the sun will never shine
In this box of mine
I keep waiting' in this lonely room
Just in case you change your mind
You'll find me waiting' here
In this box of mine

A lifelong restriction personal  self affliction
A desperate addiction
A familiar affliction fiction,
Your body's cold you feel numb from your addiction
Just say no's a contradiction
My beautiful addiction
The more you get, the less you want
A dead-on prediction
To my addiction
Every care is taken
With my protection
And my abduction It's never easy breaking' this old addiction
I, I've got the reasons but no rationale
And I wanna hate you 'cause you don't give me no conviction
Your, your betrayal ought a make this break-down

I'm lost in the midst
of my memories trail
where the ghosts have broken
free from their chains
I thought they were gone
all but forgotten
but the memory remains
where have you gone
my lost only love
I used to see you
behind the flames
those dreams of mine
you would often visit
still the memory remains
where have they taken
the one whom i looked too
every breeze kindly whispers
as my soul cries in vain
the dark of the night
cannot hide you forever
now the memory remains

A gypsy wind is blowing warm tonight
The sky is starlit and the time is right
The sky whispers to the night
A name-- your name-
And all my soul takes to flight
My days are brighter my nights are lighter
You gave. Me strength when I needed to be a fighter
Out bond couldn't get any tighter