Running but the pain won't leave
Trying hard to find peace through
All these things feel empty inside
All over again as I chase the wind
It's like a great win seems to be so sad
When I always want something so bad
I chase it till my hands are on it and
I feel lost all over again

These walls cover up a damaged ❤️ filled with pain, abuse and crooked lies feels stuck and tounge tied on who this 🧱 should crumble down for I guess being alone helps yet these thoughts and feelings seem to stick a little deeper feeling crushed as this ❤️ bleeds deeper into a shallow abyss that keeps nothing but torture and torment, feel like 😭 but I'm afraid I'll look weak it's so hard to open up about these feelings it's like I barely even 😴.

Feeling numb ain't worth running from the pain
Cause we keep getting stuck in the same place
It's like there's freedom but there's not
stuck in the same rut and looking for a way out
Used to life looking bleak now when I see the other
Side of a different peak I don't want
I can't understand why I keep loosing my mind
Over this issue

These thoughts run through a mind
And ❤️ that's filled with pain all the escape tools seems to keep him stuck inside the same rut wanting to get out of the cage but he's the one holding the 🔑 to get out fighting himself wondering why he doesn't just sit this one out fighting himself and the pain he once felt feeling like the trap better than the joy he once felt it's ❄️ and lonely but that's what's felt like 🏡

Heart turned cold for what the world once
Known about an innocent man who loved his life
He had family, wife and two kids and a dog in which
He loved so dear then one day it all went grey when he
Found his wife with another man  it broken him
So much that he started to cry cause he had been living a lie

To the one who seeks the door will be opened
Shoutout my people living in Africa

The hate he received from a 👓 wearing fiend who berates him with all these violent words that cut his ❤️ so deep it seems 😊 comes from his pain and he can't seem to get her off his 🧠 the lies she keeps telling him piles up in his mind till he explodes and let's the whole 🌍 know of the pain she brought his ❤️ and how she picked him apart it seems dark but the 💭 of ending it all cross his mind all because of one 👩🏽 lies.

Doing drugs just to escape pain
Feeling light through the heavy storms of life
Fighting myself whilst I gain flight
From the hell that's fought deep inside
Love the feeling but hate the down time
It;s like a best friend yet worse enemy

Stuck to you like glue cant escape
the hole you found me in seems like
Being happy is when I'm without you
It's tough times but we gotta move
But the goal is near the end

It's like I live in another's 🌍 feeling trapped with this constant conflict of a ❤️ that wants to feel free by a mind that feels stuck inside the 🧠 it seems hard to escape this trap where I'm living for people to see them 😁 whilst my ❤️ and emotions run wild, feeling like the success brings 😞 and disappointment can't seem to 🙈 a way out of this constant controversy of a mind and ❤️ trapped in this cycle of people pleasing that it feels like life itself seems to broken to live when all I knew was pain. Trapped inside this cage whilst I hold the 🔑 I don't know what to do

Can't stay living in the past tense
Cause that's where my mind seems
To wonder to feeling like the memories
Will swallow me but I can't 🙈 and it's all
Because I feel trapped in these walls like Alcatraz, feeling like nobody can help me
But that's a lie cause I feel more free with these thoughts kept inside but it makes my
❤ Still race like I'm in the same space and can't wait for ⌚ to pass me by, there's light but I'm too scared to step through the tunnel cause I ❤ the pain and hate the healing feel like I'm free inside the cage of my mind.

Don't ❤ her the same no more
But I can't get her off my mind
Feels like I'm stuck inside this time
Loop trying to get myself set free
These thoughts keep creeping up
Where I feel it wasn't enough
And that I could ❤ you better
Now it feels like I'm stuck inside this rut
And I can't seem to open you see
Now I'm wondering why I feel so alone
Yet I keep myself in this place where my ❤ feels so stuck on you and I can't see a way out, now I'm all alone feeling this deep centred pain but I want you out of my mind

Stuck in this ➰ looking for closure
With a person I used to ❤ now
I'm out here feeling stuck reminiscing on
The past cause I thought we had ❤
Now you 😁 from a distance while
I'm stuck here feeling 🤢 wondering
Why I gave you all of this ❤
Thought we had something special yet now I can't even mention how you
Broke my ❤ and did me so wrong
Yet it's me in the way looking for happiness
In this dark place stuck in my dark times

Feeling stuck in this cycle can't seem
To get out where I find myself lost
Inside this dark mind it's like ❤️ this
Pain hits so much of the 🧠 feeling lonely
But don't want no company wanting ❤️
But to afraid to open up what's inside
This ❄️ ❤️ wants to feel ❤️ but I feel stuck
Inside this long story that doesn't
Want to end why do I feel stuck inside
This 🌊 of emotions when I could get out
It seems though it feels so bad but can't seem to get out the mud it's so hard that my ❤️ and mind seems hard to get out.

Feeling stuck in a loop I can't see a way out
It's like the same road just a different route
Being stuck here trying to smile through the pain
But I can't get these memories out of my brain
It's like I love the pain it puts me through
But at the same time this hell ain't even
Worth it though
Wasting all this time I could put to better use
But it's cold outside and I ain't got no noose

Feels like I'm never good enough I feel stuck every ⌚ I climb the ladder it won't budge cause you hate on everything now out of luck cause this 🤡 keeps my racing in this weird rut where ❤ you but I really can't be around you now that's tough all cause you a hater making me feel trapped inside this cage you built now the walls feels like they're carving in and I don't know what to do guess it's rough but I'm the one who's been there right.

Doubt creeping up on me
Feel like I'm worthless
Can't do it like I used to feeling
Stuck in this thought loop
Wondering when I will get but
That's what I thought
That maybe on the other side
There would be happiness
But I feel like I'm stuck in my mind
Why do I keep torturing myself
With all these thoughts of wanting to
Do everything it feels so hard to have
Peace of mind when these thoughts keep
Racing in my mind feel like I'm stuck in
Quicksand but I've got the ripe
That will pull me out of this ditch
I find myself in

Roses are blue
Violets are red
Honey is sour
The sky is purple
and filled with haze
Cause this liquor
Be hitting different
Trying to pour it all out

Crows of a feather flock together

These walls don't talk like they used to
Feel like talking through these empty walls
To try and fill the time I stay stuck scrolling
My timeline trying to find a way to esapce
This cycle where the old me fighting
But the new me wants to escape this
Hole that it feels trapped in
Don't know what to do anymore as
These thoughts run through with no hope

Thoughts are jumbled up
Cant even vent like
I used to
Feel stuck with all these
Thoughts and all these bars
But the words wont flow
Onto this page the way I want to
It's like I'm stuck but feel wide open
looking for a way out of this
Hell of writers block through writting