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Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
timidity, and anxiety, always thinking someone’s after me
doubt, and worry, always stressing about things I can’t see
troubles, and trials, distresses of life that always keep me down
hardships, and concerns, the things in life I fear I never learned
fright, and unease, the things that keep me down at night on my knees
watching, and waiting, everything and everyone seems so aggravating
so hard, so long, this uncontrollable feeling of fear
that keeps me from moving on.
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
Jealousy is sneaky.
It makes you believe that
you’re not really pretty.
It plays tricks with your mind,
It makes you relate only
with negativity all the time.
Jealousy is fake.
It makes you mistake dullness with greatness.
It leans more on back biting and shade.
Jealousy is dangerous.
Even though you’re Fabulous,
It makes you feel uptight about your lack of confidence.
It makes you feel useless,
It keeps you in malice and offense.
Jealousy lives to compete.
In order to control mind games and accept defeat,
To keep your jealousy on duplicitous repeat.
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
do you remember asking me for my number
making your mind wonder, like, who is this pretty girl
making you wait after class,
making you walk fast,
who knew this relationship would last 25 long years
My man!

I remember, you walking to see me in the snow,
just so you could get to know me.
I watched as you slip and fell down on the ground,
you looked around to make sure that no one saw you,
time flew! just as birds do, and your still,
My man!

I remember, you asked to marry me that day,
I said, “No way! Let’s wait a while.”
it wasn’t until we had our first child,
I knew that I was the girl for you.
right here is where we stand,
I'm your woman forever, and baby your still,
My man!
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
I never thought that bitterness would ever get the best of me,
And my dreams of happiness always felt like distant memories.
Always finding excuses, to cover up my misuses.
So regretfully, I successfully played the cards that had been dealt to me.
Always longing for longevity, always critiquing my capabilities.
Always ignoring my inner feelings, helped create more disabilities.
Always thinking about possibilities, never owning my insecurities.
Allowing bitterness to just take from me, everything I knew I could be?
Expectations of my relations, always faking and mistaken,
Never claiming, always blaming, things on everyone around me.
Now I’m learning, and I’m living, because I realized that I’m human,
And mistakes are only choices, when you listen to certain voices.
Then you’ll realize, you can’t compromise, getting older, makes you wiser.
And you’ll pass the test, when you try your best, always striving to go higher!
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
TO INFLUENCE, TO USE, TO MOTIVATE, TO MOVE,
TO INCREASE, TO RISE, TO IMPACT, TO SHINE,
TO ENCOURAGE, TO ADMIRE, TO LEARN, TO INSPIRE,
TO STIMULATE, TO STIR UP THE GIFTS YOU HAVE BOTTLED UP,
TO DREAM, TO CARE, TO ENVISION YOURSELF THERE,
TO BELIEVE, TO RECEIVE, TO ATTEMPT, TO ACHIEVE
TO ACQUIRE, TO RISE HIGHER, TO STRIVE DAILY TO INSPIRE!
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
I see you watching me,

Like I watch TV.

I know you like me,

Too bad I have on a ring.

I walk by, and you always stare.

Even on my lunch break, I see you there.

Don’t waste your time,

Because it’s clear to see,

That somebody in this office,

Is crushing on me!
Caterra Jackson Nov 2018
Why did my father leave my mother to raise me alone?

I guess he thought that I would never get grown.

I guess he wants me to understand why,

Or maybe that's the difference between the truth and a lie.

Or maybe, it's because he wanted to be free.

But what did that have to do with him and me?

I guess I had to learn to understand,

That being a father, doesn't make you a man.

And even though, I always wonder why?

I still think he’s a really nice guy.
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