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185 · Nov 2018
Do's matter
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Sending doubts out on Doves wings

Keeping the do's a forever thing

Because you matter to me

It was the don'ts you did

But Yes It's true I do

I'm still in love with you
you matter to me**holding on to love
177 · Oct 2018
New Season
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
If Autumn comes and your not here
I'll say goodbye forever too dear
The love I thought to see us through
Has left an empty hollow in my soul
My mate has flown away it seems
Is it time to find another dream?
I still love you with all my heart
So dwell again & abide with me
Let not our love be history...
***** in your court ; )
176 · Nov 2018
Echoes
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Echoes of you tremble through my brain

Thoughts full of love giving memories pain

Lost dreams remembered of what was once  us

Desires replaced by broken hearts we're untied

Over again the echoes still heard no lies

Recorded and played time as it passes by
Echoes are  sound waves returned back to the listener
174 · Dec 2018
No Apology
Bea Autumn Dec 2018
Been waiting for my roses

The ones that didn't come

No phone calls or messages saying

I'm sorry that's heartfelt with love too

No wanna see you again miss you so much

I guess This endless wait is over

Its time now to move on past

Forgive the hurt that's been given

Let your heart find love again that lasts
174 · Nov 2018
Over Again
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Able to see thru silent sound
I hear your gaze at me
Though you're not around
Know your heart believes the true
Memories left don't have to be blue
Destination the same here I do
Before, after and again to you
repeat
172 · Dec 2018
Christmas Wonderland
Bea Autumn Dec 2018
In a realm beyond the polar

Northern lights in vivid color

Across the frozen tundra vast

North winds bellow circling fast

Where penquins skate on ice in snow

The walrus's laugh out loud & roll

Its there the reindeer & elks do frolic

Dancing Elves are singing merry tunes

Where Santa lives yes jolly ole St Nick

Making children's wishes all come true
Merry Christmas to all
165 · Dec 2018
Not Eve(n)
Bea Autumn Dec 2018
There's a snake in every garden

But the light brings out the dark

Don't eat the apple so hardened

If you pass this test he'll send a lark

Your life will flow so easy then

Peace and love will stay within

Keep your light try not to sin

And trust alone in Him above

Only in His everlasting Love

Goodness comes out from the throne

Passes down to us by his Son

The cross a symbol of the Grace

He died for us He took our place
165 · Nov 2018
Hourglass
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Like sand pours through the hourglass of time

Still waiting for you so long just to be mine

Many moons have come an gone

Since I have heard anything from you

My well of sand is filling up so deep

Lets turn the hourglass upside down

It feels like time is running out & changing

So now awaken from this endless sleep

To be together again with love for keeps
long time gone*love still here
164 · Dec 2018
Battle Garments
Bea Autumn Dec 2018
Her battle garments are on she remains ready

This daughter of Zion takes her place remains steady

Beside her arched knights covered in robes of light

We're all on bended knee awaiting for the sound

Trumpets with a blast exalt as the Lion comes past

All bowed low before dawn with grace before the King

Humbled stretched torn, wounded and forsaken

Worn out but still strong a faith in things not seen

Knowing what's right when all is going left

Warring  against many dark spiritual forces

Her defense & stance pure love assigned from above

Gentle as a lamb courage of a lion & wings of a dove

When the prophesy has been spoken believe that it is fate

Fighting till the fulfillment is made though it seems late

What is to be forever love will always endure any battle
Keep your armor on
156 · Nov 2018
Red Flags
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Red flags and warnings
The benefit of a doubt was
No longer an option
155 · Oct 2018
One thing remains
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
If the planet shakes with quakes
With all stars falling from the sky
And darkness from a bomb hits
When the oceans dry up
Green no longer grows
And Life on earth is misery
One thing would still exist
Nothing could take away
A love to forever stay
love always forever
153 · Nov 2018
Holes
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Jesus has holes

in His hands and His feet

I have a hole in my heart

Only He can heal

Truly He is sweet
152 · Oct 2018
Soul Tied
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
How you touch me with no hands
Walk with me with no feet
When I see you my blood warms up
Pulsing to a fever that heartbeats are felt
Greater when we dance with no music
In tune with each others vibrations
We both know deep down inside
Not to run away again forever separate
Apart you  still here with me and me inside
Of your place that’s safe for us both
Many years gone by still here together
Again like before & before that time
You tried moving on away with others
Yes I know but stayed alone because
Of it an believing everything in us
You'd see without eyes a vision of we
When two is complete as one are
Formed like a painting sculptured
Created with no hands but formed beautifully
That was created and sent from God
To us as a gift more precious than jewels or gold
Solid and invisible my love
love knots
150 · Oct 2018
He knows
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
I have pierced the black void
Into the atmosphere
Deep into the space of time
I call to my true love
He hears my cries
And knows my longing for him alone
Awake now for I know
you long for me too
As my heart is calling into my beloved
With many celestial harps playing
In one accord and soulful violins
Tune together with my yearning
For my soul mates return to me
You inspired my will to not stop
Pressing through never giving up
Till us coming around again back
Together in our hemisphere
132 · Oct 2018
Unsaddled
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
You can't ride two horses with one ****!
8 words with a lot of meaning! lol
131 · Nov 2018
Star Bright
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
I wish I may I wish I might
Hope my love is well tonight
He makes is way back to his cloud
Please guide him to safe abode
So heavenly host protects his soul
Grant him some blessing, rest & joy
Keep his children safe in their beds
All tucked in so there's peace in his head
While I'm no longer by his side
Have your angels there for his ride
My hopes for his happiness too
That his dreams & wishes come true
blessings & love
130 · Nov 2018
Pieces
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
Take a little piece of me as you go
I took a piece of you when I left
Love only holds room for two
When a heart is not filled
And your lover has another
It empties and hungers for more
What's left is broken incomplete
Time to mend & fill that void
Two halves make a whole
When put back together
Pieces fit perfectly when we hold
129 · Oct 2018
Rainbows Slide
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
Our story feels like a fable
making  wishes we were stable
I've been running round in circles
I'm so dizzy without your forever
So lets get carried away together
Like On a magic carpet ride we go
So swept into our fantasy dreams
Sliding down the rainbows side
Landing in the *** of pure gold
we become each others treasure
A love that never could be measured
Tested tried and still true
Lets embrace with hugs long lasting
While we gaze into each others eyes
Seeing the depth of our soul ties
127 · Oct 2018
Missing
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
I miss who I wish you were!
6 short words
115 · Nov 2018
Turned around
Bea Autumn Nov 2018
So lost in my love

I gave you for keeps

Your betrayal of me

Cut me cold way so deep

I turned around for another try

You came back again

But it was just another lie

Turned around again
113 · Oct 2018
written in the snow
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
Your words are written in my heart
Like tablets made of snow
I feel them in the aftermath
of loves forgotten glow
I pressed into you trusting
You were mine then came the blow
I felt the sun burn away
melting what I know
the things I thought were true
My color emptied veins of pain
Embossed like lead of blue
As time goes by to fast to see
the memories made so real to me
What's written in the snow
101 · Oct 2018
Simply Scarlet
Bea Autumn Oct 2018
The Silence of Secrets seeps
In sessions of seconds sinking
into my spirit saying shush
While still staying silent
Shielding myself while sagging along
I swiftly was swimming to the surface
In the situation of being sunk
Speaking slowly shortly surrounding
The  start of my Suspicions
Silkenly as softly they set in
See my stagnant surrendered soul
Selfishly I'm suffering the subtle
Show seen  so sooner separated
I'm smaller slowly smarter
Shyly slightly shamed & shattered
left surely so simply scarlet
heartbreak*cheated on

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