Its almost like I looked
into a kaleidoscope and what
did I see a spectrum of
Beautiful colors and patterns
Starring back to me

I went into the Throne room
And on my way there
I saw vivid colors vibrate
Hues of gold so rare

Up the stairs I climbed so high
were patterns and shapes
a very tall arched gate
With intricacies so defined
Things unknown in the sky

When I looked into His eyes
A moment outside of time
Ancient  of days Maker of All
Things Sun, space & time
Awesome truly Supreme & Divine

As He sees all of me
Under a microscope
Windows of my soul
His Beauty Brilliance and Light
I can only behold

Rubies, diamonds, precious gems
Unknown nothing compares
Amazed at his Love He freely shares

Red flags and warnings
The benefit of a doubt was
No longer an option

One day I'll take you on a trip
Across the stars and moons eclipse
We'll fly across the universe
Until we finally find the Sun
We'll circle round the only One
Then maybe then you'd see
You really are in love with me

One day I'll take you on a ride
Across the sea with waves so high
We'll float the oceans seas
We'd swim together just you & me
No tidal serge could set us free

One day we’ll journey too
My everlasting love for you
Our hearts forever surrendered close
No more breaks or sad goodbyes
Maybe then you'll love me most

The Silence of Secrets seeps
In sessions of seconds sinking
into my spirit saying shush
While still staying silent
Shielding myself while sagging along
I swiftly was swimming to the surface
In the situation of being sunk
Speaking slowly shortly surrounding
The  start of my Suspicions
Silkenly as softly they set in
See my stagnant surrendered soul
Selfishly I'm suffering the subtle
Show seen  so sooner separated
I'm smaller slowly smarter
Shyly slightly shamed & shattered
left surely so simply scarlet

How you touch me with no hands
Walk with me with no feet
When I see you my blood warms up
Pulsing to a fever that heartbeats are felt
Greater when we dance with no music
In tune with each others vibrations
We both know deep down inside
Not to run away again forever separate
Apart you  still here with me and me inside
Of your place that’s safe for us both
Many years gone by still here together
Again like before & before that time
You tried moving on away with others
Yes I know but stayed alone because
Of it an believing everything in us
You'd see without eyes a vision of we
When two is complete as one are
Formed like a painting sculptured
Created with no hands but formed beautifully
That was created and sent from God
To us as a gift more precious than jewels or gold
Solid and invisible my love

If the planet shakes with quakes
With all stars falling from the sky
And darkness from a bomb hits
When the oceans dry up
Green no longer grows
And Life on earth is misery
One thing would still exist
Nothing could take away
A love to forever stay

I have pierced the black void
Into the atmosphere
Deep into the space of time
I call to my true love
He hears my cries
And knows my longing for him alone
Awake now for I know
you long for me too
As my heart is calling into my beloved
With many celestial harps playing
In one accord and soulful violins
Tune together with my yearning
For my soul mates return to me
You inspired my will to not stop
Pressing through never giving up
Till us coming around again back
Together in our hemisphere

I sent a package to you
On butterfly wings

My heart inside my love
With a note written

I'm missing you
Again and again

Send it back to me with your sign
On the wings blowing with the wind

A note with all your love for me
Is coming back more once again

Your words are written in my heart
Like tablets made of snow
I feel them in the aftermath
of loves forgotten glow
I pressed into you trusting
You were mine then came the blow
I felt the sun burn away
melting what I know
the things I thought were true
My color emptied veins of pain
Embossed like lead of blue
As time goes by to fast to see
the memories made so real to me
What's written in the snow

Our story feels like a fable
making  wishes we were stable
I've been running round in circles
I'm so dizzy without your forever
So lets get carried away together
Like On a magic carpet ride we go
So swept into our fantasy dreams
Sliding down the rainbows side
Landing in the *** of pure gold
we become each others treasure
A love that never could be measured
Tested tried and still true
Lets embrace with hugs long lasting
While we gaze into each others eyes
Seeing the depth of our soul ties

I miss who I wish you were!

From dreams to daylights sun
Begin again make way a path
Come to me my love tonight
This time and do it right
Make this fantasy surreal
Into our eternity do seal
Set your love for me alone
Unlock these heavy chains
That bind and holds me back
Because you have the key
End this lonely yearning pain
In this hopeful plea to thee
My darling please come back to me

You can't ride two horses with one ****!

If Autumn comes and your not here
I'll say goodbye forever too dear
The love I thought to see us through
Has left an empty hollow in my soul
My mate has flown away it seems
Is it time to find another dream?
I still love you with all my heart
So dwell again & abide with me
Let not our love be history...