Bea Autumn

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

Echoes

Echoes of you tremble through my brain

Thoughts full of love giving memories pain

Lost dreams remembered of what was once us

Desires replaced by broken hearts we're untied

Over again the echoes still heard no lies

Recorded and played time as it passes by

Echoes are sound waves returned back to the listener

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

Over Again

Able to see thru silent sound
I hear your gaze at me
Though you're not around
Know your heart believes the true
Memories left don't have to be blue
Destination the same here I do
Before, after and again to you

repeat

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

Still chewing on you

I started eating red licorice now

Trying to paint this blue heart red

And filling up on bow tie pasta till fed

Symbolically to fix this torn heart

So turn it red and tie it up fast

Nothings worked yet need to get past

So I'll try anything it seems

To mend these broken dreams

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

Sparrows of sorrow

The birds arrive each morning I smile & see
Leaves have fallen left barren trees like me
Cooling breezes floating thru my soul
With the sparrows of sorrow
Following around me everyday now
Alone again without someone to love
Such a big loss reaps quiet solitude
Changes I make but memories linger
I miss our time together with gratitude
There used to be a ring on my finger
Time In the tropics I miss you the most
Dreams of a time when we were so close

Even the little sparrows are not forgotten

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

my rivers raging current

Swimming in this river current
Guided by its endless flow
Trying to make my way to reach your side
on this endless rivers tide
This raging current torment
I'm swimming for my life
To get it right this time with him
Down underwater dark & deep
Seeping inside my skin so cold
I'm wet down to my bones
Only by my love to make it through
No maps or routes nor guided plan
Just waves of this current over flow
Holding out hoping waiting still
swimming breathlessly I'm knowing
My rescue by his hands he will

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

I need your face

Like I need to feel the sun on my face
Its been so pale and sad without yours

"Here without you " by 3 Doors Down

Bea Autumn Nov 2018

Star Bright

I wish I may I wish I might
Hope my love is well tonight
He makes is way back to his cloud
Please guide him to safe abode
So heavenly host protects his soul
Grant him some blessing, rest & joy
Keep his children safe in their beds
All tucked in so there's peace in his head
While I'm no longer by his side
Have your angels there for his ride
My hopes for his happiness too
That his dreams & wishes come true

blessings & love