Tossing and turning
Listening to her favorite artist
Just to feel like she is here
Missing her

Staring at the ceiling
Flooded with thoughts of her
In my mind, heart and soul
I long for her

Finally falling asleep
Only to wake 1/2 hour latter
Staring at the wall
Missing her

Dozing off then awake
Wishing to kiss her
Staring at the ceiling
Missing her

Closing my eyes
Trying to relax
Seeing us cuddling
Missing her

Morning comes
No energy to rise
Have to start my day
Send her a Good Morning Text
Letting her know I love her

Bi-Polar sometimes can push hard down on you

It makes you feel like it won't end

The pain hurts oh so much

Even tears start to fall

You become tired of it all

You don't have to hide it

Your no longer alone

I am here for you

No matter the time

For better or worse

A warm voice to help you relax

Hugs and kisses to show you my love

A chest to lay your head on to comfort you

Sweetheart I am here for you

When I am by myself
I wish you could read my mind
You would read a love story
A story of a guy that is in love
With an amazing and special girl
Who wants to give her everything she has dreamed of
A place where she can breed dogs
Feel safe, relaxed, calm and secure
Have people ask how do I find a love like that
How I still have butterflies and feel so alive when we kiss and cuddle
How thinking of her leaves a smile on my face
How much you miss her when not spending time together
Worry about her
That she knows how many times I have wanted just to go over to her place, pick her up, hug and kiss her and tell her everything will be ok
As the Garth song goes " If I never wake up in the morning would she ever doubt the way i feel about her in my heart"

I know the course of your day or week is not always smooth
It can change from one second to one minute to one hour
Remember there is hope, your present episode will fade
You will be able to sleep again
Your mind may not shut off, but will slow down
The waves will turn to ripples
Sky will become partly cloudy
There will be one thing that will always be consistent in our relationship
I will love you
Be your rock
Your shoulder to lean on
Arms to hold you
Never make you feel unimportant, useless, it’s your fault
I will always be supportive
Allow you to put yourself first when needed
Sweetheart your the love of my life.
Your Bi Polar does not define you it is one part of the most amazing women I have ever met and fell madly in love with