Can you understand?
No, will you understand?
The day can start off just fine,
Then turn and make you want to die.
High school is the most important thing,
But all you find are drugs and pain.
People leave and stab you in the back.
You WILL lose trust.
Friends will leave,
And they won't come back.
It's Junior year,
You finally understand how important everything is,
But as soon as you start,
You will want to stop.
You put a mask,
Attempting to keep your stress hidden.
You look back on memories,
And you realize,
You can't be a kid.
The summers get shorter,
And the school years longer.
You get stabbed in the back so many times,
That you just give up.
The school never understands,
Even when they say they can help.
The most important time in your life,
Will most likely become the time you want to die.
This is only part of the story,
Maybe you'll stick around for the rest.
Or maybe,
I'll finally have eternal rest.