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just to put on public record,
once and for all,
the lies that keep surroundingme,
will eventually fall.
I will never take my own life,
that will never be my thing,
i was ****** for being innocent,
for same reason,  i had to sing.
i sang, because it's relentless,
all the things they do to me,
the bullies surmounted me,  
facts some know and see.
because I don't matter
evil ,sick ,bad, or wrong,
they have become this to their core,
if they killed me young,
It  have been better,
than all the evil i did endure,
there is no let up from bullies,
they plunder, **** and maim,
they prey on child, the innocent,
the purest is their game.
I may be stupid, naive, and dumb , a clown  
they called a dope,
I won't **** myself ever, with Christ I have all hope.
Life is precious and more than that ,I  respect the life I bore,
I will never give up the life God gave me, for this you can be sure,
God is the goal for my soul, I went to hell and back,
My destiny is with Christ, his love I never lacked,
I would have thrown my life away, if I did not have Gods grace,
so put this in your censored news, in twitter ,book face,
Just know all you enablers, when they try to take me down,
I have a shield, I have a medallion, I also have a crown,
I have a star in heaven , two eagles,
my Father sent to me,
my white shell from opening 8 locks,
a blessed destiny.
a multicoloured dream coat, brought strife and jealousy,
my gifts from up above,
precious beyond compare,
thats why I don't chase earthly goods, I don't belong to here.
when i look up, my star looks down,
the trapdoor men and women,
can wear my frown.
I'm going to look after my body, I care about it a lot,
this  temple with a truthful heart
took your pain, **** , torture lots ,
I was ****** when I said nothing, I was ****** if I spoke,
so ploitters, power houses, politicians, cops, priests, not so intelligient intelligience,
take back all of your sicknesses,
and own your foul misdeeds,
a message from angel Michael, and Mother Mary
when they set me alight in flames,
advised me the lies they hooked me with,
the methods they used to  trick,
same killed God when he came to earth,
this is not my job to fix.
my perspective is not high enough to see the insides of their hearts,
predatory  wolf men batwinging their  world wide web of tricks
Ciao it was not nice knowing you, you make my stomach sick
The lies you told will trip you up, I know if you plan my end,
She didn't **** herself, the ***** did
her story will eternal trend
somethings are more precious than gold
for me that is my soul
cannot be bought cannot be sold
sometimes even God gets angry Christ also
unlike the most of the people i have met
keep bowing to mammon
good luck with your greed
only on earth evil succeeds
God loves all his children
he pays the ones running out of steam
up front
Celestina Nov 2018
Can you understand?
No, will you understand?
The day can start off just fine,
Then turn and make you want to die.

High school is the most important thing,
But all you find are drugs and pain.
People leave and stab you in the back.
You WILL lose trust.
Friends will leave,
And they won't come back.

It's Junior year,
You finally understand how important everything is,
But as soon as you start,
You will want to stop.
You put a mask,
Attempting to keep your stress hidden.
You look back on memories,
And you realize,
You can't be a kid.

The summers get shorter,
And the school years longer.
You get stabbed in the back so many times,
That you just give up.

The school never understands,
Even when they say they can help.
The most important time in your life,
Will most likely become the time you want to die.

This is only part of the story,
Maybe you'll stick around for the rest.
Or maybe,
I'll finally have eternal rest.
Samira Jul 2017
I listened to role models by J. Cole for the hundredth time and I finally heard it. It was a message to our women, No Role Models To Speak Of. He spoke of women who knew he had a girl but encouraged him to act like a dog they cry about. He spoke of "I don't want no ***** from reality shows", he spoke of meaningless *** women has allowed of him and "Kick em to the door, that just how it goes". He made a song and that's all most women of today will hear from No Role Models by J. Cole, another tune. It's not another tune, it's a message. I know because I was one of those women who never heard the message in 2014, today I here it loud in clear some years later. He looks back at his past and No Role Models To Speak Of. It all starts with women and I'm sure he wish women demanded more of what they deserve. Men like complexity, a challenge and as men they deserve that too. He claimed the women didn't even show him worthy of wearing his shirt home. "Lame ****** Cant Tell A Difference, One Time For A ***** Who Knows". He wants an Ant Viv love, he said he was too young for Lisa Bonet, Nia Long... all he's left with is ******* from reality shows who can't even read a script. Can't get mad at him that his only regret is not being able to take Aaliyah home.
Let it be powerful... let it hurt

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