It is a matter of time
Am i really fine ?
Losing my time
Over someone who isn’t even mine
I should have put this in my mind
Way back when i got left behind

I pour down a glass of wine
Reminiscing bout all the time
That you could’ve been mine
But it was you who declined
To give it a try, to redefine
Our unfinished love story in my mind!

How do i tell you how much i miss you?
It’s been a while
We haven’t talked
You keep on forgetting
I keep on reminiscing
Daydreams became nightmares
You once were mine
We once were one
Feels like even the words in my head are also making echoes

Such clouds will come again
But such rain, will never fall again

If only i could’ve done this or could’ve done that
Perhaps we would’ve been together till now!

If only i could’ve told you this or could’ve told you that
Our hearts, wouldn’t be torn apart till now!

So many ifs, yet so many regrets!
By the time you realize, it might be too late.

I never loved you.
I adored you!

I may talk, joke around or laugh with you. But you don’t know the number of pain i hide deep inside!
My eyes, they shine so bright but you never see my tears, rolling down my face, along with a torn heart.
So many things inside, looking for a soul to share my sorrow with. Yet nobody claim to hear!
That nobody is loneliness!
I feel like a perforated rose whose petals had withered and faded into a monochromatic dust.
Talking in vain, crying for help.
In the end, it’s me against myself!

Ever wondered why people commit suicide?
Well, maybe they don’t get the chance to express themselves, prove themselves about how good they are.
Maybe they don’t get the love they desire!
Maybe to evade fingers of blame!
So many things tormenting their mind which they got nobody to share with.
Cowardice has nothing to do with it!
Suicide takes considerable courage.
Beautiful words describe nothing but misery

After all, we are the scenarist of our own life

When i die, please don’t cry.
Some will shed false tears while others would regret.
Regret what? Maybe the good things we’ve been through. Or the bad things too!
Maybe you’ve like my company for a period of time but not, all the time!
All that’ll be left will be the memories we’ve cherished together.
Reminisce me only on my death anniversary.
Cause that’ll be the only moment when y’all will get the time to remember; I had a great friend, a tough enemy and an amazing lover

Ever since i saw you, i got entangled in your thoughts.
You, became my eyes favorite thing to admire.
Your voice, became my ears favorite melody.
You, would flabbergast me everytime i caught sight of your scintillating smile.
Everytime i would look into your eyes and you would look into mine, both visions would reflect ourselves; Us being together, forever.

God gave me a second chance and i don’t wanna lose you a second time!

They said we were the best twosome together. So claim i. We were considered as the best solution providers for problems in relationships. But we couldn't figure out our own muddle. If only you could see what i saw
If only you had shown me the love i craved.
Everytime we would meet, your hand tangled up in mine and everytime you would leave, it was a glimpse of you that i yearned for.
The things we fantasize about doesn't come by itself!
we have to work for it.
For a better life
For a better relationship as well
Our future is our confidence and self esteem.
If she can't learn to love you, she can't learn to love herself.
Perhaps you've made me the antagonist. But i became the protagonist of myself.
The best chapters of my story are still to be written.
If i upset you, don't stress; never forget that god isn't finished with me yet.