Black is the only colour that I see
I want to scream until someone hears me
I can’t because I am to vain
Day to day life is hard to maintain
Something inside feels like it’s missing
Can’t tell a soul they would be dissing
Only thing I can think of is black
Empty feelings come crawling back
I never want anyone to feel this pain
Only thing I can think of keeps me sane
The only way for me to escape
I’m in a panic I cannot break
Try to move forward try to move on
Don’t think I really belong

In my dreams you are here with me
In my dreams my life is fine
In my dreams I can see me
In my dreams I have committed no crime
In my dreams I can be me
In my dreams I have plenty of time

In my dreams people are near me
In my dreams we laugh and cry
In my dreams everyone can see me
In my dreams I don't have to hide
In my dream you are happy to see me
In my dreams I laugh and don't cry

stand up straight shoulders back
don't forget the golden rule
its time to get your life on track
get out there and jump in the pool

turn lemon into lemon aid
wreckage of a hurricane

something is holding me back
this situation has made me a fool
no motivation I only see black
I don't want to go back to school

I got stories that will blow you're mind
only if you give me the time
I got stories that will make you love me
just say yes and you will see
I will entertain you until the end of time
just take the chance to hear me rhyme

I promise you will fall in love
both of us together we fit like a glove
hand in hand until the end of time
my love won't cost you a dime
just take a chance take the gamble
I promise you can handle

Please just be with me
I promise you the air land and sea
unconditional love is on my mind
I know that is really hard to find
you will fall in love with me
just take a chance and you will see

I can feel you're eyes judging me
you can't tell but I can see
I know you only want the best for me
why can't you just let me be

social situations always bring me down
trying to swim so I don't drown
i'll let you have today you can wear the crown
just don't forget me when im not around

Everyone around me is talking
I want to speak up but you block me
you can all run but im still walking
topic you talk about  are so daunting

life is so strange how things can be
this crazy life has taken alot from me
emotions constantly distract so I can't see
Another wasted life taken from me

What do they have that I don't have
You can tell me don't feel bad
is it the way they can talk to you
is it the way they can *****
im not perfect but I am a man
Why do I feel like i'm always on the stand

I got something they will never have
my endless love for you
you can tell me don't feel bad
this soul was made for two

Does he have lots of money
he makes you laugh he is kind of funny
he can't offer the things I have
if you choose me you will be glad
I can give you endless love
just pick me our emotions will rise like a dove

I see you with him I go out of my mind
We both know I have to be strong
you've moved on and left me behind
whatever I did to do you wrong
I should of put the effort to be kind
I want you to know that you belong
My heart is sinking now that you're gone
Miss you everyday can't get you out of my mind
I just want you to know that I was wrong
You have moved on and left me behind
wish you were here to show you belong
in my arms i'm sorry I was wrong.