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Rita Sep 2018
"I've never felt less"
I said to our friends
I made such a mess
One I just couldnt mend

"I've never felt less"
Was all a facade
For I’ve never felt more
Oh please help me God

"I've never felt less"
I lied to myself
But you had me undressed
Exposed and craving your help

"I've never felt more"
You said to the sad soul
All the layers you tore
your attempts to feel whole

"I've never felt less"
I whispered to the sad soul
Misery loves company
And love has its toll

"I've never felt less"
I repeated as you left
Again, stuck in this mess
Alone I wept
  Sep 2018 Rita
fearfulpoet
school starts soon
smoking joints on the weekday afternoon

in a sidelined shady
freight car, property of
Norfolk Southern

debating if this car will be
northbound or southbound
and master-bating our fantasy
where we want to be taken

knowing full well maybe one of us -
(and they all looking at me)

will get out of this car and live to
see foreign places without having to
return in a body bag

we argue lazy who should go get the beer,
collect the quarters and sweaty dollar bills
and **** if I am not reappointed
leader of the beer fetching

besides it’s my
tan lab panting needing water so it’s my
responsibility and the nasty liquor store owner don’t hate me that much as the others so he’ll sell me beer without too much **** talk (some for sure)

asking where I’m laying low on a **** hot day like this one

tell him i’m getting on a train getting out of this two bit town which makes him reminisce and ask which direction

could be northbound could be southbound
hell could be west
but for sure won’t be
going eastbound

cause I seen the Atlantic and didn’t like it

too **** big and too **** cold,
too **** mean

— The End —