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May 2019 · 144
LOST
Makevli May 2019
The perils of the man with the pure heart and dark mind. This war has been waging for a long time, inside a battlefield and on the outside I'm perfectly fine , but perfect isn't the correct word I'd use to describe. Black sheep exiled from his tribe going through troubled times. This is the song of my cry stuck on rewind. Looking ahead but i can hear the demons behind, wishing that the Devil would release his hold of my mind. This has been one hell of a ride I just pray I can make it to heaven in time. Afraid of the calm before the storm in the distance i can hear the siren warn and I'm stuck with no cover, but I still manage to cover the ugliest truth with a beautiful lie. I'm afraid alone I'll die. I'm unable to love her because I think I'm unworthy and she belongs to another. Lost my Father when I lost my Mother, when I lost them I lost my Sister and all 3 of my Brothers. If things could change, oh I wonder. Overthinking is the same thing that'll put me under. Resting in peace is my equivalent of a well needed slumber. Missed calls leave your name and number. I won't call back I'll be gone before summer. When i lay to sleep I don't pray for peace, I prey for me now I've become the hunter and peace is what i crave. Amazing grace is the only way I could be saved. Deals with Devil but I couldn't persuade no matter what i say his only will is to betray. Now here I lay in an early grave, not resting in peace instead I'm wide awake doomed to relive all of my worst days stuck on replay. Looking to find my place but instead i lost my way.
Sep 2018 · 107
If I...
Makevli Sep 2018
If I told you I felt like something tragic was to happen tonight would I get left on read or would you make sure I was alright if I apologized trying to make amends would you forgive an old friend or would you type a message and never push send if I told you this was the end how would you begin to respond or would you wait until I was gone and cry and blame yourself don’t worry love it’s not you Im the one who needs some help if I told you it was your last chance to talk to me would you tell me how you felt I wonder if it’d be high praises or insults below the belt if I told you you’d never see me anymore would you come knocking on my door reminding me of memories and begging to make more or would things be just as they were before if I told you my heart was sore and I ache to the core would you caress it or harass it then trash it ignoring me asking what you would do if I told you I wanna die would you lie and say I’d be fine or would you ignore me and silently cry I’m sorry your time is up I love you and goodbye

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