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Villam Oct 2018
Being strong all the time
is a dangerous game of mine

I wish to be seen weak
But these walls does not letting me

I can not even cry anymore..

I wish to fall in tears
To let my soul get washed
Of all the fears

I wish to fall in tears
To be able to let it go
Of all the things
Villam Oct 2018
You
I do not miss a man out of my life

I miss him
My soulmate

I wish life has never showed
you to me

It would be easier...

And this lonely feeling
That comes at night
When everything is calm

I miss your warm arms
To make me feel alive
Villam Sep 2018
I never wanted to happen
But I had to adopt to my new life

Then one day..
You say
I still miss you

I have warned you on time

You finding Brazilian words
To describe
What we are

You should only search
In the simple dictionary
Section of the past

See explanations for us...
Villam Sep 2018
You are crazy and so am I

It has been a dream that made us believe
We can be somebody else

You have given me Wings
Than you have taken them back..

I gave you hope
But you choose to be a slave..

The mind chooses the path,By killing a heart
And broke us apart..

You don't ask questions
And I don't have the answers

        Old rules...
Pretending to be as new

The once happy memories become sad

As you think of them
You know that is the past

The moment is gone
And will never return again
Villam Sep 2018
I want to show myself to you

I want you to know me
like nobody knew

I have nothing to win
Nothing to lose

I am a slave of my own rules..

I am an open book yet
If you don't ask questions
The answer will never come

I am the honest you never met before

I am the someone who is daily very high and low

I am a happy personality with a sad soul

I am the strongest and weakest

I am the one who will never show forgiveness

I am a good reader
Desired to be read...

I am who I am

The someone who will stay alone at the end
Villam Sep 2018
You keep distance,
then one day you realise
that the distance becomes constant

The hardest thing is
when you feel nothing anymore
When it is hard to cry as all your tears have been used up for another time

You have been losing a part of your soul with every drop of them

The only thing that you are able to feel is emptyness

It does not hurt
It does not make you happy

You want to shout but you can't
You lost your voice

All you have is only you
and a trust in yourself.
Villam Sep 2018
I know that there is no future for us..
Why I cannot stop believing in us?
I know that there are things broke us apart..
Why I think we could still across that part?

I don't want you to pray for my happiness
As it would have been only with you

How can you even think
That someone else could heal the wound

It should be always you..

Who will heal your broken heart?
I always just wanted to be that one....

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