My heart only has one direction and it's straight to you...

The timing was wrong
But oh how we found this amazing love...
You weren't ready I was
You hurt me...
You came back to me...
Showed me a kind of love that would prove to be unbreakable...
You hurt me again...
You came back to me...
Although I love you with all my heart and soul should I give you another chance?
Will you hurt me again?
Will you go back?
Will you cheat again on the one who has been there, the one who loves you unconditionally,the one who can't find away to stop loving you...
Please don't hurt me again my love...

Once a pig is what she called me ..
I was over weight oh just a little but pig is what she said...
Pig pig pig pig pig ....
Brought my self esteem way down... All I could think was no one would want me I'm a pig....
Until one day my beautiful friend said if you wanna loose weight you can because your beautiful inside and out ..
The bully telling you other words can't change who they are because they are ugly from inside out .. be who you are your beautiful no longer the pig she called you...

One day,
I only hope and pray to find my love song again...

One day I will LOVE again...
Hopefully this time the Lord won't take you from me... Again

one day i will grow up..
one day i will show love...
one day you will arrive...
one day you will leave...
one day i will be all alone...
one day i will see you again...
life is short please enjoy the time you have with your loved one before you know it one day you will see it...

From my body to his there is so much passion
The way he touches me is beyond his control...
The way he kisses me leaves me breathless..
His look is so piercing it shoots vibes through out my whole body...
Body's touching body's pulsating to touch...
What passion can two have with just a f*...

Sometimes I wish you would have never found me sometimes I wish I would of never came to you..I wish the sum would stay brute so I wouldn't remember the clouds so very which made you wanna prey...I wish I could forget how remembering you broke me... Remember our days driving windows down hair blowing in the wind Bon Jovi blasting on the radio..
Sometime I wish I didn't remember the feeling of my arms wrapped around your arm head on shoulder just holding you remembing this is everything all I have ever wanted...
But most of the time I wish I never remembered the love you showed me...

So seems like time is about to change... The sun will shine brighter...
The heat will rise...
The grass will grow wild..
The flowers i spend so much time on will bloom...
Oh i hope my heart will bloom in the spring time....
One day at a time....
Missing my LOVE

Summer summer ...
With eyes so blue they can only be true...
Summer summer...
With a heart so pure it can only be made for me and you...
Summer summer...
With a friendship so true I will always take care of you....

Summer summer with eyes so blue, you can only be true..
Summer summer with a smile so Brite, there's surely to always have sun lite....
Summer summer with a heart so pure, it's God's prayer for me to always be there for you....

*** I take in the biggest breath....
All I smell is the  esses of your scent  on my pillow..
Come back don't go to work....
Hugs,kisses, and smooches throughout the day....
Makes the night time ready to play....


Oh Gabe what did you do

Thanksgiving day a time to be thankful...
All the family gets together to shop, prepare,bake,cook and enjoy watching our loved ones consume all the love we put into our Thanksgiving dinner...

A day to be thankful although families are separated, some families don't even have food for a dinner...
People holding onto anger, holding grudges, spending the holidays with people they don't even know.. this is a time to share with family and friends to be thankful for one another... Try making up you just might feel thankful that you did...

The warmth of the sun on my fair skin is like taking a hot shower you can't get out of...
The feel of the sand between my toes is what's been missing from my life..
The beach is my life..
The water the crashing of the waves is like taking my breath when trying to breath..
The beach is my life. .

This morning, I'm awaken by the intense pounding of my heart...
This morning,  I realized your not coming back...
This morning,  I felt the loss of you all over...
This morning, I wished it was me instead of you...

Awaken by the blissfull sound of baby talk..
Googoo gaagaa...
A little laughter ..God has granted me the sound of a beautiful baby...

It ***** without you...
Will you ever forgive me?
Could you ever see past our past and realize that 'i was born to be your baby'..
I've always seen forever when I looked into your eyes...
You were perfect at least to me you were.. I would never turn against my heart...
I would run as fast as I could to you if I knew you wanted to be my baby...
We must have been in different time zones because we definitely saw things differently..
Only wanted you but within time you wanted her...
Broken just broken
To me you will always be the one the one I never could see myself without and that is why I am doing without...

Timing is everything...
I once fell into a sweet deep love...
I thought nothing would ever come between me and my love...
Until you came along flunting your stuff in front of my love...
My love said the timing to our sweet deep love was all wrong... I'm not ready...
If at another time in my life you came to me the timing might be right...
How am I to hold on to this timing game..
Impossible timing...

Today, started with a blessing...
Today, you messaged..
Today,  my heart pounded intensely..
Today, you made me super happy..
Today, you made me smile..
Today, the memory of you breaking me flooded my mind.
Today, you broke me all over again..
I hate today..
Praying for a better tomorrow ...

I realized today...
That even though you are not with me today...
When the breeze blows it's you sending me hugs....
missing my love

You are my forever... together our love will surpass any hurdle...
Today tomorrow forever you have imprinted yourself in my forever loving heart...

I hate everything..

Wish I was holding you tonight...

I missed you more then ever...

For it wasn't my eyes you were looking into it was my window...
For it wasn't my air you took from me it was my being...
For it wasn't my heart that you took from me it was my soul....

Ever since you came into my life I have treasured every moment. never taken anything for granted.. the treasure that I have found in you is golden...
A treasure i will hold within my heart as long has I have a beat..
You my love are the greatest treasure I could ask for...

It wasn't that long ago that you became my lifeline...
It wasn't that Long ago I became yo
your lifeline...
It wasn't that long ago your love is what ran through my veins in order to keep the breath of love alive..
It wasn't that long ago that you chose to go to her....
It's funny how you could sit on the love laughter caring holding caressing admiring respecting it right out the window...
It's funny how you can live life as if we never existed when I am sentenced to an undetermined amount of time of  a broken heart..
Why must life be happy with love instead of just love of life???

People have forgotten what it is the say
"THANK YOU"
just a simple word, it's like pulling teeth..
What has this world turned into???
UNGREATFULLNESS

N
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Let I LOVE YOU GO
          UNSAID..

You said I was wrong to think the way I do ..
I'm waiting on you..
You said I was the one .
I'm still waiting on you...
You said I was a love of a life time.  
I'm still waiting on you...
You said for me to wait for you ...
I'm still waiting ...
Born to be your baby...
Still waiting.. .
When I look into your eyes I can see forever ..
Still waiting....
Crazy for you ... But you left ..
Still waiting....
We will caught that mystery train. .
Still waiting .....
Is this love I'm feeling..
Still waiting ..
You give love a bad name...
Although I'm still waiting...
The words of love songs  can really make a girl fall deeper in love but just like the love songs the love and lyrics fade also.  
They will have you waiting for your true love  to say I got you babe....

You said I was wrong to think the way I do ..
I'm waiting on you..
You said I was the one .
I'm still in waiting on you...
You said I was a love of a life time.  
I'm still waiting on you...
You said for me to wait for you ...
I'm still waiting ...
Born to be your baby...
Still waiting.. .
When I look into your eyes I can see forever ..
Still waiting....
Crazy for you ... But you left ..
Still waiting....
We will caught that mystery train. .
Still waiting .....
Is this love I'm feeling..
Still waiting ..
You give love a bad name...
Although I'm still waiting...
The words of love songs  can really make a girl fall deeper in love but just like the love songs the love and lyrics fade also.  
They will have you waiting for your true love  to say I got you babe....

When I wake up is when I miss you the most

What's the matter with my baby..
With the big brown eyes..
What's there matter with my baby..
The one that cries...

So much has happened...
So much has been done..
So much has been said...
So much time has passed...
When will you stop being selfless and doing what everyone else thinks you should do.. while in between you are really the one suffering alone... While love is waiting for you... Oh patiently waiting for you to come rescue us...

Why must we grow up?
The caress from our mommies are what we all want...
Why must we go to school?
To learn and be the best we can be ..
Why must we be attracted to the opposite ***? Or the same ***?
We are human
Why must we fall in love?
To learn the real feeling of HURT ..
why must you hurt me?
Because I can...

Why not me?

Will I ever be as special as you are??
Will I ever see the beauty you see ???
Will I ever hear the song you sing???

They work together on a daily.....
They caught one another checking each other out...
Flirtatious eye contact between the two of them....
She's at her desk he comes up behind her rubbing her shoulders down her back...
Sweet soft kisses along her neck....
Careful no one sees..
he slowly moves his arms  down her shoulders around to her breast massaging her...
moaning craving wanting her....
As she stands to grab hold of him kissing him intensely he nibbles on her lip...
He turns her around Bend her over grabs her hair and starts with bumping and grinding to the sounds of love in the air or is it lust...
Passion between the two of them uncontrollable...
Oh **** someone walked in the eye contact says it all "TO BE CONTINUE"

My hand only fits perfect in yours..
My head fits perfect on your shoulder...
My body fits perfect on yours..
My love only works perfect along with yours..
My heart only fits perfect in yours...
My thoughts and prayers are all for you..
I miss my love I'm forever yours...