I did see -
I spoke.
I was spoken with-
Yet it was not seen by others...
Then, one day it was seen
They were scared and made it something else.
They justified it to their minds.
Fear of unknown petrified them.
I was confused.
Then it never arrived again.
I did speak again - be still was shouted !
Think it was more scared of them.
Feeling of over and end.
Acceptance is a scary thing.
I did see.

Ghost? or just me.

Come here

See me
See you
Be free
Im here - see me
You there, free?
Be here with me
So long
Just not meant to be.

Hate you - free me
Hate me, be free of you.

Let you go -

We are free.

Boring

Beautiful one.
I did not know -
Was in my own throw.
Its clear to me now.
I  hiss and miss, was blind.
Was in a bind.
Was not arriving to land in time.
I did see and denied you and I.
Ran from I and you- like a child from fear.
Like a Man to war- was a child to blind love.

I will take cheese with that.

Not forgot and will remember always.

Servant of what.
Me ?
Life
Courage
Blame
Need
Im not a servant to see..
Im simply a result to society, yes a person
who has no idea of Doctren bestowed on me.

I blame my lack of seeing whats in front of me.
When I was a child, I did see and feel everything.

Now its gone - I am a serpent of we.

Little sharp mind again, wish for freedom.

Maybe thats the Servant.

Never did that happen
happen by two
50/50
Outcome is always infinity by half
Blame this -... no blame that ....
If I just did this at the time
No ! it will always that !

Magic will be in -  In the maybe
Maybe is the daily
Daily is the 50/50

Running out of time
Happen your always

It is never the outcome to blame arrogant Choice.
Get back to half
Love and blame has no place in magic.
Just infinity

Clarity of vision
Twixed and twined
Love and life is blind
Mean it - take it - bind it..
You will never know what it holds-
trust it with open kindness.

No one can trust it
No surprise it fails.

Simply trust your self as you know you trust
your body to breath while you sleep.

Universe of light and encouragement of life
will always be. 80.000 before and more after.

Its not you..
Was wondering, then.. it was just I.

i Point with my small finger now.
Now i know not to point with index finger - it can be harmful.

This is a funny storey.
The tree asked me, is this funny funny - or just funny...
I said Im not sure yet.
The tea poured in to the cup and swirled round and about §.
Its like I waked in to a dream I lived before.

Time wont tell.
Still.. love and funny is time I cant tell.
Some thing is helping me from a boy to now.
I cant see it - But I know its there.
Comfort and believing in me.
I help others and the love sets me free.

I cant let this be.

Dedicated to a Brother who believed he would be ok.
Knew he was Protected by the saves he had made.

It took time.. but he made it.
He made it.

Love and honesty will set you

Sounds arrive to ears-
Also, heart and skin.
Eyes smell and nose listens..
Makes no sense.

The trees.
Small are we.
Simple tadpoles in the weeds.
Strong we grew.
Few are we, masters we want to be.
The trees , our friends let us be
They keep us safe.. those masters of kindness.
The leafs that sway comfort.
I betray thee
We dont know how to be.
Forgive us
Masters of me.

Free of need and

Preparing.
Dreaming.
Knowing.
This we all feel is seconds away.
The question we all ask; where are we from ?
What am I ?
How did I get here..
Then it fades with age as we get on with dealing with this
living place..
I feel and love, yet I dont belong.
admire the beauty and scenery, yet I dont belong.
I am the owner and the most clever, yet that feeling..
I am just a child.

End of part 1.

Mass of people say something together at the same time,
What about earth?
Earth listen to mass.
The answer arrives.
Then mass behave like crazy children needing loo roll and sweets..
Now naughty step will calm children.. to see WHY we said what about earth.

Love and respect.

Funny time

Best you respect yourself - whether you kak yourself out- or happy for 2 mins a day. look after your kids - hate everyone else in the world cause they all wrong anyway. ~Floss and brush your teeth till they tiny stumps..as this helps anger issues.. if not - tattoo your whole face to look like your toe nails. Or fake some of it, some of life you dont agree with. Just until the next glorious curry ****.. Then remember life is what you make it. Kak all the way to the end. **

Rain scatters across widows.
Bump - the sound.. strange.
lazy afternoon, get up and look -

A little bird huddles in the corner outside.
Run out and lift little warm body in hand.

Stare down at envelope of fingers holding precious
bird and feel the breathing and fast heart beat..

Connect sublime in a way that, is an instant feeling of sorrow.
Little bird shudders in my hand, softens and lay lifeless.

Natures connect - is the loudest word and feeling.

Run to the phone box ..
Coins clinking in pocket.. run, run..
I have something to say - rain pouring.
Drenched, running and splashing now.
Someone in box.. jumping up and down with excitement
waiting.... Finally they finish and its my turn to tell her I love her!
Dial quick... ring ring..ring ring..
Voice - hello
Hi its me !
Voice who?
ME!
I want to say i.....

Its just me thinking while I sleep.