Why is love so hard
I long for your touch I long for your kiss.  I know you will give them to me but yet I long for them as I miss our kiss I miss your touch my heart screams for a kiss my soul longs for your touch I love you

Do I  want to die
Yes
No
Yes
No
Sometimes the pain is too much sometime the lonely is too much I say yes
But then I see the flower the sparkle in your eyes that love that makes me want to live
For that I thank you thank you for making me want to live
I love you

My lonely night
I lay here in pain my body hurts my soul screams I am lonely. I need your touch your kiss, yet I find myself alone in pain with no one to hold. I scream for your touch yet no one to hold me. I scream not again my lonely night all alone

Talking:
You know it as a child you do it as an adult you do it ,  but yet you never know how to communicate, so much sadness can happen when you just don’t know so much sadness can hurt the soul just because you do not know  
Today we talked and I Knew I learned I found you and there was no sadness but nothing but joy
I love you

Today I kissed  your lips touch your body and made love to you as you touched me back and touch my soul and filled my life with such joy I love you

The loneliness she sneaks in when all is going well. She tries to steal your happiness your joy and empties your heart of what you have, loneliness can steal your life and your dreams she can hurt the soul, fight or she will win and you will die. Yet you I wonder will death be so bad to end this pain of loneliness

When I look at your face, I see an angle the smoot skin the glowing love that radiates out and fills my soul with love i can see you and look at you for eternity my love.  I miss you every day I am not with you even for a minute you fill my soul my heart my life with so much love