Umama iqbal

Umama iqbal Jul 2018

October

In the month of October
When everything covers itself with white blanket

She was Wearing white beautiful dress
She was looking so beautiful
That I couldn't take my eyes of her

That red lips , And shinny eyelashes
Were spreading a beautiful color around

Her heart was beating like a melody
That pretty face with a rose on her chest

I was shevring from cold
I took step to go near her

Every step was making me feel more cold
Every step and that mealody was fading
I was standing beside her

I hold her hands
They were freezed

Her voice was faded
Her heart Stopped singing that beautiful melody
I hold her I shaked her but she didn't answered me

I tired to make her warm the way she use to do
But she was already gone

I shouted not to stop that beautiful melody
but she was already gone...

Umama iqbal Jul 2018

Don't come here again

Dont come here again
When you come here ,Holding you became a beautiful dream

Don't come with these flowers again
You leave a smell here which holds me to wait for you

Don't touch the mud it's not dry yet
When you touch, you leave your prints here too I still have your prints on my soul

Don't touch the mud it's not dry yet
I feel your cold hands and holding them making them warm became a wish

Don't touch the mud its not dry yet
your hands are cold go home, sorry I can't make them warm this time I'm caged down here

Don't come here to shead your tears
It hurts me down here and my heart starts bleed again

Don't come here to talk to me again
I hear all your words you utter

My heart isn't iced yet
My feelings aren't numb yet

Don't come here again
I still feel you when you come here

I wish I could ask you to remove this blanket of mud for once
I just want to hold you for last one time
I want to hug you for last one time

So that after my last wish my soul can leave this place

So that after my last wish I can stop feeling you when you come here

Please don't come here again ...

Umama iqbal Jul 2018

Unknown~~

I will shed tears tonight
This will be the last night I will cry
Someday I know I will stop crying
I will shape all my wounds to new hopes
All broken parts will be hairline frecture
All of my thoughts will arobit around me
And i will rise with the sunshine
This time I will rise beautifully
I will be strong
I will love My self
And then one day I will become a beautiful picture
That You will save on your cell phone
You will see daily like I did
May be you will cry or scream but this time I won't listen
You will type me text even after knowing that you won't get reply
I will be quite
Because you know
After every sunrise there's sunset
I will be gone with the sunset for forever

Umama iqbal Jul 2018

Creator

He forgive her on her sins
When she bow in front of him

He forgive her on every mistake
Because he love everyone

He forgive her on her every sin
Because he know she's innocent

Mid night when everyone sleep
She stay at prayer mat for help
She stay there for hours sharing what she feel
Because no doubt he is the best secret keeper

He help her everytime
Because he is her creator

She know that no one but he will listen
She know no that one but he will be with her

She know that no one but he will guide her
She know that no one but he will guide her home

He forgive her everytime and show his blessings upon her
Because he is the creator

When she went out and make mistake
No one forget
Because man can not forget mistake
They make her realise every time when she stand up

They never forgive a single mistake
Because they don't love her

He's the creator only who know the actual you and helps you everytime
When you bow infront of him ~

Umama iqbal Jul 2018

That morning

Do you remember that morning when we were together
You were sleeping beside me
I was holding you
I opened my eyes and you were sleeping
I watched you sleeping for hours
I noticed that how peaceful it was looking at you when you were sleeping
I smell like you that day
I was loving myself because of you
I was feeling every touch of you that day
Watching you sleeping and sunlight kissing you from the window
Cold morning
And we were together
Dream came true that morning
I just wanted to stop time there and live that moment for rest of my life
I wanted to feel you everyday when I wakeup
I wanted to watch you for hours
I wanted to talk to you when you are sleeping
I wanted to smell like you every morning
I wanted to have you beside me every morning
I just wanted you !

Umama iqbal Jun 2018

Sad song

Their always was forever
Their nights were together
Their mornings were beautiful
Their love was unconditional
Their care was pure
They were together
They were forever
But things changed with a blink of eye
They were apart
They were no more together
Their always was shattered
There nights were painfull and mornings were with tears
Lots of memories and dreams broken
Each part of them screamed
Each part of of them cried
Each part of them ached
They were apart they were tired
With the sunset they were gone
The love story ended with the sad song and they never met again !

Umama iqbal May 2018

Expectations

They expect her to smile
Even when she's all shattered

They expect her kindness to everyone
Even if they hurt her

They expect her to be there for them
But deal with her own problems alone

They expect her to be the same
Even if they change

They expect her to be brave
Even when she's all broken from inside

They think she can do but they'll never know
What she's going through

They expect that she remain calm
When they can't even control themselves

They expect alot from her
They don't know that she's mad but with lots of emotions feelings and expectations hidden inside her

Sometimes she expects a little
Because she forgets that " expectations hurt ".