Drive through the night with fear and freight stay focused hyper vigilant calm yourself don't let them see sweat this is the best it gets is this the day we all pray not today we move out to the next check point as we look out gunner stay alert stay alive all quit nothing but sand we wait to here the bang nothing all quite ringing my ears all my fears realized what next will I make it am ok I wake up to start the day.

It hurts so deep but feels so good my Hart breaks my Hart swells with love and joy my Hart hates my Hart can hurt others only way to protect my Hart is close it off to the world for what some girl no the pain is real betrayed forsaking no one to blame my Hart burns like a open flame devour all close to it nothing but ash I want to love I want care my Hart hurts my pain is real