You never did let me down
When you knew I'm a psychedelic clown
Gave me strength to stand up again
Made my heart forget the pain

Still I'm hurt when your not around
In you the peace and love I found
I wanted you to stay forever
And leave me never

But now you broke my little heart
For a stupid thing thinking you smart
And now I end up broken apart
For you, it was an art

This happens every single day
And then you want to come back and stay
I'm such a fool to accept you back
'Cause you've got all that I lack

Whatever may happen, my love
I still love you, you stay above
Nothing can take away you from me
My love for you is deeper than the sea

Maybe being alone is not new
People around me are really few
'Cause I chose self respect over you
Seeing the whole wide view
Never can you rule over me
We can never be how we use to be

When nobody even stood behind
You were the one to bring me up,
With all your motivating words so kind,
To find my real trophy cup;
For whatever you made me find
A 'thank you' is not enough;
Everything that was in my mind,
All the times which was tough
Has now moved like blowing wind,
Because of your words not being rough.
I would only ask you to always stand
For me and care as you do, My love.

When you see the closest person avoid you
When they are the only one you pursue
There you'll have the pain in heart and soul too
The confused state and don't know what to do
But still you have got those little hope
They still think that is a kind of dope
Without knowing it is the worst *****
And you'll make it better 'cause your the rope

I desperately want to cry out loud
I have no courage anymore to face it all
They say there is silver line for every cloud
But then they said I won't stand, I'll fall
Deep inside I have the fire burning bright
Flames which can burn them all up to coal
But still I stay calm and good, being right
Wanting to destroy them with my great goal

I was dead when,
Friends became backstabbers
Siblings became spies
And parents became cursers
Yet I live maybe
For the sake of myself

Woke up with usual daily routine
Terribly wanting for a change
Moody, and makes everyone go mad
Still not satisfied, maybe wants getting wider
And finally the most awaited day arrived
The change! But is this the change i wanted?
I think better was the days before

The times I've left alone
The awful feeling in my bone
All the stupid change in my tone
After you came into my zone

It all started with my phone
And moved to the ice cream cone
It developed and I started to mourn
Finally ended up, I am left alone

I feel jealous looking at their freedom
Thinking they have how much wisdom
Always happy with their own kingdom
Without even a little strike of boredom

Wondering they won't have any sadness
Being positive without any kind of badness
Not hurting but with their own madness
I wish I be a bird with their happiness

It was another awesome day
And forever the same it'll stay
All fresh and evergreen memories
Making my life sweet without worries
The moment when you look into my eyes
All my strength and courage dies
The symphony in the silence we share
And the comfort in the air when you care
It feels like a rainbow in the sky
And like a sweet choco pie
Bringing joy to my world of pain
Like the dry desert having a stormy rain
With all this thoughts I was high
And now I realize it was all a lie

Remember those days you were mine,
And now you've changed your mind.
With a glass of wine,
You always seemed so kind;
But now I see your evil soul,
Which was always kept untold.
Your soul, as black as coal
Is now left so cold

Lost in our sweet memories
When we gave each other companies
talking about our future families
While having bread with mayonnaise
Those stupid little baby fightings
And cute midnight dinner lightings
The whole of our crazy datings
Has now become meaningful paintings

I didn't think taking decision may be tough
Leaving hurts but staying is also rough
I don't want it, This is enough
Maybe this is so usual in love
Whenever you hurt and show the white dove
I should not accept everything you do and bow
I should start being me and stop staying low
Sometimes never stay, just let it go
Better tell the death sentence than the vow
I know I badly want you but I choose a "NO"

Would you wait?
Or use me as a bait?
I'm sorry I made you stay
Maybe for a whole long day
But baby you always know
I would never let you go
For you are only mine
And everything will be fine

When depression knocks your door
Break it hard down to the floor
When everyone hates you to the core
Let them know you give **** no more
When the awful times come and go
Don't let it make you sit down low
When you want to cry out so loud
Let your hard work make the sound

Meeting a gentleman on internet is not easy
But I met this guy who made me feel lucky
I know together we have got a long journey
To have a friend like you is the best and crazy

We have this deep bond between us lately
When we started texting and talking sweetly
We became friends from anonymous so quickly
Growing old as best friends is our only destiny

You showed me everyone is fake
You left me float in the air
You made me to imagine stuffs
You made me realize true love
My **** <3

You told me it was all a lie
When I was really high
Thinking I won't take it in
Cheating me with my own kin
But the memories on me you tie
Deep inside I brutally die
Just because I'm addicted to jin
But you never know how I've been

It's gonna be fine, my dear
There is nothing you should fear
It's all gonna be fine, my dear
You'll come back happy and clear

I will tell you what, just hear
You don't have to shed a single tear
You know it's not a big deal, just mere
She's always with you, always near