DILLEMMA SOLVED
I  have many a time wondered
Why do they ,
They  the; bond sharers
Unknown to each
But well known to each  
Shared by the core of love
THUS; the dilemma in me

My fingers pressurizes on these letterpads
Waving
The dilemma is cleanse  cleared factually,
Falling in it

There is always something
to bother me
but
this brings smile
brings fear
tears me
makes me blush
makes me cry
but then
it's the time
says my little
heart.

It's  me
The sense of mind
Full with *******--ence
Forgotten the essence
Messing the peasants with peace
Making the peace to piece
But
Its  funny
Its cozy
Its sady Vs Moody
Its all the walk of time

It makes me feel like
I don't belong here
My brain tells that
It's nothing its a part of your life
But in real I feel my heart cry
Up to  the core in me

I also have  something  inner, inner;
Within the real,  the so real me.
Missing that figure
Is plainly a pain in,  the so real me.
Though;  the thought,  supposed to be drowned, 
 is not; but submerged
Within me the so real me.
Trial of  forgetting
Reassures the nostalgy in the so real me.

Historical heroes are no more
My choice
Coz I have found the most precious gift which I'm  blessed with
Small wrinkle on my face will make them understand my mood
Their words are mountains of truth. 
Im lucky Im lucky
For having you
Mom and Dad
My choice would always be you all