Living in a country where most have not a clue
That there's a difference between emotions..
So grossly most controlled by religion as if
Their's an emotionally difference as oceans..

There's so many that I love not in love with
Others I'm in love with in my very own way..
I was born psychic and can as well look within
And see what lives in there come what may..

So tied of having to explain myself to many
Them thinking I should tell them of all of me..
When I don't know anything about themselves
Their own life's secrets hidden and not free..

Whatever I am is for myself to know in life
As long as my intentions are decent with respect..
If they have to at all know all of me then ask away
My integrity honesty open mind easy to detect..

So many in the Philippines have become religious
Hypocrites without knowing that as well it's true..
I do not follow any religion I captain my own soul
And have done always in life and as well in life I do..

To all these that have to know mind your business
Until I've done something wrong and I don't it's so..
I know right from wrong good and bad so to them
The ******* has a job to do if they need to know..

Tell me all your thoughts feelings within your soul
In life first or is that some kind of religious hex..
I only answer to myself not stuffed minds or religion
Learn the difference between love being in love and ***..

Mostly like a woman yesterday asked myself about myself
Her being herself who in life never had a single idea of love..
I gave someone I adore a hug and this women's lonely mind
With only her fantasy of God had to speak as if God above..

The audacity of this unknowing person way less my age in life
Thinking all men are one in thought looking at her I understand..
The kind of male I suppose she knew in life over her time
I feel resembled a grub and not that of a decent kind of man..

The young soul that I hugged so she knew who I was within
And rushed out to hug me as well with loving sincerity true..
And I hugged her as she is charismatically within so innocent
The older woman almost had a heart attack not having a clue..

They don't know me I not them these holey hypocrites that be
Yet over their lives they've done things that'd set fire to a tree..
So fed up them me at my age now thinking I was born yesterday
Not knowing love or being in love maybe *** a trinity that be..

Thank goodness they'er not all the same but ever so many seems
I have an open mind and values many if I had four wives up to me..
Stuff the religious owned souls get an education about here and now
I only answer to myself not them to be myself I'll always be..

My business is my business I always walked the very line
I'm a better person than most of them ever hope to be..
So if you think I owe any or you an explanation of myself
Take my ******* and go climb back up your tree..

terrence michael sutton
copyright 2016

A coming together as never in life ever before
A knowing so new to a soul-
A being as one has never ever known
An experience as if from earliest days of old-
A riddle almost hidden in clouded mystery
A falling golden leaf as if from heaven above-
A moonbeam so heart penetrating to a soul
Unexplainable feelings of real true love-
An embracing as hearts have never known-
A smile sent from the most distant star-
An unexpected answer to true loves fulfillment
A depth of desire to carry a soul so far-
A purity to win that heart and a soul within
A blessing from God in all from above-
A becoming as if being born once again
Unexplainable feeling's of real true love-
A gentleness of first signs of an autumn dawn
A warmth of a welcoming winters open fire-
A goodness as good as goodness can be
A positivity as the most positive of desire-
As beautifully captivating beyond all debating
The most precious of feelings in life ever to call-
Almost the most potent ingredient of all things good
That's as loving as true love can possibly be at all-
A knowing , a going , an almost mind blowing
A real blessing in all divine destiny-
An unbreakable vow to last forever and how
The one thing that have two souls know ecstasy-
A being within , Heavenly with out traces of sin
A souls blessing that becomes so a part of same-
A feeling of beautiful ease contentment and tease
A never wanting to ever go back ever again-
All a souls heart could ask as in it it basks
A very reason for being born from above-
All an entity ever needs to feel as whole as can be
The many unexplainable feelings of real love-

Terrence Michael Sutton
Copyright 2010

Wagon train longest line a few miles a day
Seeking new lives adventure property new home..
Family loaded wagons on long untraveled trails
All together like birds of feather others alone..

So long ago when there was room still to know
Where only oldest tribes had ever been before..
Places endless later came to live and to grow
Miles of open country so many came to adore..

Populating also bringing woe as populating does
Endless land open plains mountains valleys deep..
All the while in natural ways and natures style
Wild flowers grew springs from mountains creep..

All a natural thing nature does bring over a time
The human race new places to embrace at a pace..
Nature has a natural mind of it's own you'll find
Nature God upon earth being one in natural grace..

If all could work with nature many obstacles gone
As everything else does a truth should be known..
As the highest strongest winds there are no sins
Since time began along with nature all have blown..

Nature the creator of our planet all that exists
Yet the human race feels it has a natural say..
All of woe would not be at all for all to know
Creating their own problems as they go each day..

terrence michael sutton  
copyright 2016

How I could feel the gates of heaven open
So new So fresh so ever lovingly soft
Like a fog so damp as it eased without cramp
As I found my way as if to an angels loft
I felt the greatest feeling of approval
And an angel clutched my hand just so
As if we two how we flew to uncharted stars
A strongest grip as to as if never let go
It was as if the swell upon the deepest ocean
A feeling of a glow from moon and sun as one
Rising and setting over and over once again
A feeling of as if a new world had just begun
Time it seemed as if the longest time to be
Like holding hands we sailed into deepest space
And as well a slow motion I've never known
With the changing emotion glowing upon your face
A pleasure of experiencing something ever new
A complete feeling of taking even the breath away
All of ecstasy it self could never before be
As one until the very dimmest light of day

terrence michael sutton
copyright 2016

She Was ... MY MOTHER
A woman I once Knew ..
(TRUE but a song written as sung)

She was the best of the best
And the worst of the worst~
She traveled all over
And quenched every thirst~
When somethen was over
She d move on agen~
And only return
When and if she got the yen~
She d say what she thought
And no matter to whom~
One could never miss her
Even in a crowded room~
She d do as she pleased
And no matter what~
She was always herself
If they liked it or not~
Full of surprises
And one could never guess~
What wonderful things
She d make out of a mess~
When one thought they had her
They never had her at all~
Come rain or come shine
She always had a ball~
She lived her life to the limit
Come day or come night~
And when she made a statement
She was usually right~
She could dance she could love
She could see in the dark~
One vibrant woman
Who was always a spark~
She left no stone unturned
Missed nothen at all~
No matter who ever downed her
She always stood tall~
Everyone loved her so
And they hated her too~
That was everyone she met
And that was more than a few~
She spread so much laughter
And thrived on pure hell~
Nobody ever forgot her
They all knew her too well~
She could take anything on
And just as easy throw it away~
And go on regardless and
Live well another day~
She was all that she said she was
So she d say with pride~
She could welcome you home
And just as easy cast you aside~
There was more to this woman
Than anyone ever knew~
She could tell you a lie
And prove it was true~
She d play out a fantasy
And make it become real~
She had her own charisma
Never ever hid how she d feel~
She could sing like an angel
And then steal your heart~
and once she had gotten it
She d rip it apart~
Nobody ever owned her
She was her own soul~
She could act like a child
Or a woman so very old~
In her life she lived several lifetimes
And lived them all well~
She had her own brand of religion
And rang her own bell~
Everyone that knew her
They never ever knew why~
She could make so very happy
And then give you reason to cry~

( BUT I LOVED HER )

Terrence Michael Sutton
copyright 1988.

My Mother .... This is how I write poety ...
And it rings until it almost destroys me ..
Another reason Ising and tell how I felt
Some'll haunt until I die .. But then free..
https://youtu.be/USiwUHsDETs?list=RDUSiwUHsDETs

As a younger man I sang so well still do
A well sung song can mend a broken heart
I taght dance ball room and also  hand jive
Away back in early days loved it all from start

I had a thing about the clacking of high heels
Upon cement with frocks worn swaying so
I guess I had a thing about bed room eyes
So many beautiful memories back to I can go

But there's something I still miss was that kiss
Lips clinging on for dearest ever life back then
Slow and as if the last one upon earth each time
How I loved a bach moon lit kiss away back when

I loved a perfume women wore longest time ago
Called  Blue Grass it had a way with me every time
I myself wore after shave called Joop or Jupe then
It too had an affect of romance seduction divine

I always had several suits made tailored perfectly
And Italian shoes Julios Marlo plus pums as to then
Dance an entire night away becoming part of same
Thoght those days and nights would never end

I remember being able to do the splits not anymore
Life was romance seduction even abandon some
Still got friends I made away back then somewhere
That would today bring a smile when life is glum

But above it all though the bricks of life might fall
I still do in all honest really still do ever so miss
The feeling That ran through me like loves lava
That ever lingering lip clinging longest loving kiss

terrence michael sutton
copyright 2018

The OH your not leaving tonight you can kiss ..

This is a poem that I have had for as long
as I can remember given to myself from my
very own grandmother as a cut out from a
newspaper when I was a child .
It is Author Unknown ..
Not one I wrote myself .
I would love to know who had
indeed written it .  Dated time of Titanic ..

TO BEGIN AGAIN

It takes a lot of courage
It calls for strngth to mind~
To make a new beginning
And leave the past behind~
To build upon the ruins
And dream another dream~
To set forth in the dakness
Towards a distant gleam~
To suffer many losses
Yet faithful to remain~
To rise above disaster
And then begin again~
Life's ending today but there
can be a new tomorrow with
faith and trust in your heart .

Author Unknown

He's been visiting a friend a state away
Upon side of mountain tracks not been
Came a day his host being  on business
Came an urge to walk a track high unseen

Thinking admiring nature for company
Feeling as if he was that day being lead
Not a single soul to be seen or heard about
Deepest unfigured thoughts within instead

Peaceful existance mountain high there alone
Not knowing why or where he was thus going
However a feeling as if a reason for this stroll
As a gentle mountain wind as if seeds sowing

Then he stopped a strangest un-natural sound
Broke the natural symphony of mountain high
Heard away a sobbing  ever softly through trees
A most heart breaking gentle softest as if cry

Following it he walked away from walking track
There he saw a beautiful soul ever this life real
Sitting near a mountain spring fresh trickling
That cry gave birth to a sadness loneliness to feel

Deliberately dropping a branch to make aware
As she looked up he signed a hand up of all's ok
Walking to her side sitting somewhat near beside
Withing dimmest mountain shadows on this day

Holding out his hand as to indicate care no demand
Letting her feel by doing so a friend that day un-met
He then knew he had been lead by those guiding us
He was where he was supposed to be without regret

Softly he whispered could he ask why the saddest tear
Becoming one for moments via eyes widows of soul
Gently she did her best to softly thus there explain
I've never felt nor been so lost alone nor at all so cold

Removing his jacket to shoulder thus in warm geature
Knowing up here on mountain his soul had been lead
He lent in caring stance a shoulder on which to rest
As if an old friend had been sent to mend the dread

She told in awhile alone her parents now passed on
She'd spent her life thus in their aging time caring
Never knew a single soul remaing up there alone
Now ever along this woe her heavy heart bearing

Running his fingers through her hair ever gently
She leaning towards the feeling she'd not ever knew
Hours passed feelings allowed to now exist openly
As the high trees gave it's approval as it gently blew

He kissed her cheeks she turned in need a reality
Lips they did from there thus the so meant to be
Feelings of abandon arms ever now clinging on
A prayer answered a knowing a loneliness set free

terrence michael sutton
copyright 2018

https://youtu.be/DlPOldBxxVs

Alone we two at this time it's true
With loving upon our mind~
The fire burned as our hearts yearned
For the bonding of two hearts to find~
High within a country loft warm and soft
A world away from what we both know~
Two souls have we been with a destiny
To have both our hearts so inlove glow~
There were largest candles lighting the shadows
And there was music to play so soft~
The wind outside it sang it's natural tune
But so warm were we within the country loft~
From different worlds we two had come
But much the same within were we~
As we two had found our desires common ground
Within our high loft destiny~
How our hearts radiated prejudged joy
As our eyes had found that special glow~
And we became each others dream come true
For that first time that we came to know~
With the flickering fire light and candles bright
We drifted away into our own time~
A moment ever so dear as our love drew near
That special time that was yours and mine~
Time there and then for us stood still
As the wind blew and we heard night birds call~
And through the night with love and flickering light
Somewhere I'm sure a star did fall~
Sensuality as never for us known before
We reached places our souls had never known~
Not in any way aware of the world outside
Already we two learning how our love had grown~
At times not even aware that we were up there
Within this warmest loft so very high~
And we became one as the sky and the sun
And as within it the birds that fly~
We two taking our fondest longest time
Upon this one first night of our nights~
No way could we put into words at all
Our very hearts emotional flight of all flights~
Now as we two dream of life's past water in streams
We wish we could go back to where it begin~
Such sublime first time ecstasy for us both
Feeling to not dream of same almost a sin~
Returning after that night to your own world
I too sadly then made my retreat~
Both walking so ever high as dawn drew nigh
I can still hear your dancing feet~
There within a warm loft with music soft
You and I had been to places ever so new~
And we both learnt as fire and candles burnt
And outside how the wind it blew~

Terrence Michael Sutton
copyright 2007