Mera Yeh Dil Ab Nazuk Hau Gaya.
Aab Aur Bardaas Nahi Kar Saka
Kabhi Teri  Khamooshi
Kabhi Teri Nafarmani.

Tired as I wanted to be Tired.  
Angry as I wanted to be Angry
Sad as I wanted to be Sad
Now having doing all that
Happy as I now want to be Happy.

Mat Karau Aisa Harkatai
O Merai Bhai.
Jissai Dil Toot Jayaai.
O Merai Bhai.

Mat Karau Aisa Harkatai
O Merai Bhai.
Jissai Baat Band Hau Jayai
O Merai Bhai.  

Mat Karau Aisa Harkatai
O Merai Bhai.
Maddad  Lainai Ko Bhi Saramandgi Aayai
O Merai Bhai.

Absence  of Love ..
State of Comparison...
Actions Incomplete.
Pain and Suffering

Why so much of hatred … ?
Why are you burning ?
Is it that you hate yourself …
In the Fire you will not only burn others.
But end up burning your self and your loved ones too.
Have you not realised that  Ego needs this desperately.
Especially where there is peace.
So that there is a collective of the one.
Which only goes astray in the process
And ends up burning itself.

Even now there is time.
Let go of the Hatred
My Friend My Brother My Sister.
Let go of the past and
Lets live the moment in peace.
As such there is so little time.

Late Night Conversations
End up with Headaches
At times Heartaches.

Being Honest was never easy.
Eventually we loose many.

The moment the  truth is spoken.
They brand you as outspoken.

Expect to be completely open.
They leave you heartbroken.

Pipes here and there.
Practically Everywhere.
Monitored Day and Night.
What a dreadful Sight.
I want to go Home
Is all that he Silently Says.
All I can do is Listen Everyday.
But So Helpless I am today.
Nothing Much to Say.
All I can now do is Pray.

As the skies turn darker
Her love becomes  stronger

As she walk in the room gently.  
Her aura becomes deadly.

As she came towards me slowly.
Her fingers Touching my chest softly.  

Now as she comes closer
Makes me long to touch her.  

Arousing  my deep hidden passions
kissing everywhere with compassion.


Suddenly the door bell rings loud its seems.  
Waking me up from this awesome beautiful dream

From Dusk to Dawn ...
Goes On and On ....

Endless Road Below
Ever Lasting Glow

As the beautiful Roads Bend
Wish it would  never End.
Blowing the Horns Again ...
At times driving Insane.

Missed the Warning Sign ...
Now I am on Cloud Nine ...

Delayed Response
Always Busy
Low Priority
No Trust.
Move On..

Ask me for honest opinion
Listen and smile
Stop Talking for a while.

For I have seen many a times
Those wanting honesty
are the most dishonest ones.

Millions of thoughts, an empty mind,
Searching for purpose, losing time.
Passion gone, interest fades,
Business struggles, debts cascade.

Stuck in a rut, years go by,
Losses grow, dreams seem to die.
Trapped in debt, feeling alone,
No one to talk to, all on your own.

Nights are long, days are gray,
Hopes and dreams seem far away.
But deep inside, a spark remains,
A whisper calls through all the pain.

To rise above, break the mold,
A story of courage yet to be told.
Amid the dark, a light is found,
A chance to turn life back around.

With each step, a new chance grows,
In the garden of tomorrow, hope still sows.
Though the path is rough and steep,
It's dreams pursued that hearts shall keep.

So stand tall, embrace the fight,
For in the darkest hour, stars shine bright.
Though life is hard and challenges steep,
It's in the journey that dreams we keep.

Saturated by Ignorance.
Devastated by Rudeness.
Absolutely Broken by Distrust.  
Angered by your Mocking.
Yet I go back and forth.
Smile Back with my Silence.
Hoping that one day.
All this will change.

Its the last place anyone wants to be.
Some much of Pain No one can see.
Sad Faces Everywhere.
Some with Hope  Some without.
Some Cry Some Smile.
Some Live Some Die

Hot  I was when I came
Cold they told me became , So I became.  

Later they told me you are so Cold
So I melted and became Hot again.

Now when I am hot I burn myself and others as well.  
Now no one cares if I am hot or cold.

Ai Adam Ki Aulaad.
Tu Kaun Hai ?
Jau Itna Akkad Tha Hai Tu ?
Apni Maal Par
Ya Apni Hasiyaaat  Par
Ya Apni Hunaar Par

Tujhe Lagta hai ki Jau Khuch Hai
Woh Terai Wajai Sai hai ?
Itna Ghamand Kyu ?
Jabki Tujhai Yeah Maluum Hai
Ki Sab Khuch Apnai Rab Kai Wajai Sai hai.  


Phir bhi Tum “I” ya “We”
itnai Aasani sai laga daita hau.
Jaisai Tujhai Khuch Malum Nahi Hai.

We love the Creator
      Not the Creation.

Some seek solace temporary and when they get bored they leave abruptly. Some expect honestly from you and keep throwing lies on your face. Some talk about rules and regulation but they themselves follow not. Some fool you. Some make fun of you.  Some have a give and take relationship and always expect a lot.
Some get hurt by even a forward and dont communicate for ages.
Some just want appreciation but will never give when the time come.
And some simply block you or unfriend you.

Respect their decision from my heart but if the same had to be done, why come close and near.  
Why not  be honest in expressing their opinion after the relationship goes more stronger and just leave and move on.

Many years pass By
A Special Friend am I
When I am needed I am always there.
Busy or Free Everywhere.  
When you need me
I am there.  
When I need you someday
You are always busy
Tired of this Hypocircy
Denied of the Honesty.

Vanilla Flavoured Ice Cream
Cold and Frozen in a Cup.
Explored New Flavours
Rejected them All.
Wanted to have my Ice Cream.
Too Bad it was already melted.

I feel as If

I am a Candle not Lit.
I am a Car not Driven.
I am a Machine not Switched On.
I am a Building without Dwellers.
I am a  Party without Guest.
I am a Game without Spectators.
I am a Conference without Delegates.
And
A Soul with a Body but without a Cause.

If only you would have told me..
To Stop Expressing myself.  

If only you would have told me
To Stop being my own self..

If only you would have told me
To Stop Disturbing you.  

If only you would have told me
To Stop telling the Truth.

If only you would have told me
That you did not love me.

When messages are not replied.
Guess thats when you realised.
Worst than a Million Rejections.

Enough of this Drama.  
Either we talk and
Clear the Matter
Rather than beating
around the Bush.
Why should I
Like Always
Be the one to
Understand.
And always be Ignored....

The Majority still lives
      In the Beautiful Illusion
Created By the Minority.

Some are still in their Fortress
Built by Lies and Deceit.
Strengthened by Greed and Vice.
Protected by their Wealth and Fear.

The Storm is yet to come
which will break every part
One by One.

Cold Water and Ice Cubes.
Touched the Ice Cubes immersed.
Could not feel the Difference.
Took one of the Ice Cubes away.
After a while could feel the same.

Is it the Message ..
Or the Messenger ….

Is the the Interpretation
Or just Plain Translation …

Is the Origin
Or the Time

Is it the Numbers who follow
Or the Meaning

Some in Boundaries.
Some in Thoughts.
Some in Love.
Some in Hate.
Some by Desires.
Some by Wealth.
Some by Health.

Just like the Car needs Fuel.
   Just like the Road needs the Car.
I need you.

Stagantion at its best....
This place is like a nest ...
Wanna Break Free and Fly .....
Explore all under the sky.
As the Endless Time goes by ...
Every moment I just try..
Waiting for that one Moment
Where Initial Inertia is Overcome.

Walking on this path
Again and Again  
Tired and Confused
Its not the Diameter
Nor the Rotations
Its about the Purification
Towards Infinite Perfection.

Insaan Insaan Hauta Hai
Kalaa , Gora , Peela ya Sawla.

Insaan Insaan Ko Hi Maarta Hai
Dhan, Kapda , Kaam Ya Audaa.

Insaan Insaan Hi Reh Jaata Hai.
Waqt , Aqaal , Jagaah Ya Saubaat

Insaan Insaan Tau Nahi Bantaa
Gadddar, Kaatil , Na Farmaan Ya Jhoota.

Insaan Insaan Hau Hauta Hai
Waqt Bhi Badaal Jaayi Woh Nahi Badlai Ga

Some write to be heard
Some write to just vent out
Some write to be appreciated
Some write to share experiences.
Some write to just write.

All I now ask that why I am in the middle of senseless humans who are highly intoxicated and are selfish.  
They Justify their Actions very cleverly and indulge in worldly pleasures endlessly.

As the Night turns Darker
My Eyes get Smaller.
Flaring  my Nostrils a bit Larger.
Inviting you in my Armour.

The Streets are filled with Pilgrims.
Night and Day….
Near the Tombs…
Some stand Silently.
Some profusely cry.

Outside is another world
Orphans and Widows Beg Everyday.
Cant forget that 4 Year Old Girl
Wearing a Pink Frock.
Came to me and just cried.
All I could hear was only one word.
“ Miskeen “ - Poor.  Help Me Sir.
She was an angel for sure.

I gave whatever  I had that day.
But could never forget that face.

I wonder how many angels are there
Who keep on Begging Every Day.

This is only one girl in one place.  
Imagine how many more are there all over the world.
Maybe Thousands or Millions for sure.

We are fortunate to lead a good life and yet complain.
While those little boys and girls beg everyday
Everyday and Everywhere.

Every day and Every Where. …

Is it too much to ask for
To have Peace.  

Is it too much to ask for
To be loved unconditionally.

Is it too much to ask for
To accept what I am.

Is it too much to ask for
To be Free.

When close friends dont reply
It Hurts.....  

When you are the only person
in your college batch not invited.  
It Hurts......  

When you are the Only Neighbour
Not invited for the Wedding.
It Hurts.

When someone close to you
Keeps on Discouraging you always.
It Hurts.  

When employees whom you Empower
Became Competitors
It Hurts.

When you are contacted
Only when the need something  and Ignored rest of the time.
It Hurts.  

All I need to know is WHY ?  
As even not getting the Reason Hurts.

Its like eating  
  when you are not Hungry.  

Its like sleeping
   when you are not Sleepy.  

Its like working
   when you are so so Lazy.  

Its like loving
   when you are not in Love.

Walking on the Foot Path....
A Speeding Ambulance.
Crashes into me like never before.
Leaves me dead to the core.
Waiting for another Ambulance.

Yeh samaa woh waqt ka hai
Jab hum jawaan thai tum bhi jawaan thai.  

Uss shadi mai aap ka aaana.
Aur mujhe bar bar dekhnaa.

Aap ka andaaz ke kya khanai.  
Jau hum kau bebaaz kar deeya.  

Woh aap ka nazuk natnaai  phulaanaa
Woh aap ka sharm sai thar tharanaaa

Woh aap ki kali saree sai naaf ka
Meri aaukhai sai chupa chupi khelna

Woh aap ki halki se musqurahat
Woh aap ki thodi se sharahaat.  

Aap ka andaaz ke kya khanai.  
Jau hum kau bebaaz kar deeya.

Phir woh mera pass sai guzri.  
Merai dil pai raiham na karkai.  

Aur phir paas woh jab aaayi.  
Aur yu muskurayee.

Uski sassai merai cheharai par halki halki baraas rahi thi.  

Yeh samaa woh waqt ka hai
Jab hum jawaan thai tum bhi jawaan thai.
Yeh

Are we not pieces in this Infinite Jigsaw.
Endlessly trying to fit in where we belong…
Some find their places at once.
Some  can never find their place.
And then this game ends.
Where some Puzzles are finished.
And Some Remain Incomplete.

Darkness all around,  
Silence echoes through the night,  
Each heart stands alone,  
In a world of self and shade,  
Where their own path takes the lead.

Soul's journey, like water's flow,
From realms unknown to Earth, they go.
Buckets few, spills are bound,
Life's dance, a cycle profound.

On earthly tables, they briefly rest,
Droplets of spirit, each a guest.
Dried to return, a timeless spree,
A cosmic cycle, the soul's journey.

Millions of years, this celestial spin,
Unique droplets, each with a kin.
Back and forth, they play their part,
In the grand dance, a cosmic art.

Judge me not for
                         what I eat
                         what I wear
and above all  for what I love.....

Judge me not
When I open myself to you.
It hurts.