My Special Friend.
Opened my Heart and Soul.
Trusted you and will always Trust You.
Conversations have dwindled.  
Messages hardly being replied.
Confused I am now
Am I the special friend
Or now just a mere acquaintance.  
Tired now of this one sided Relationship.
Time for me to let go
As I cant take this anymore.

Billions Born.
Millions Die.
Thousands Smile.
Life Goes On and On.

At this stage
I am done.
With anyone
Or Someone
Who takes me for Granted.
Who takes my Silence for Acceptance.  
Who does not respect my feelings.
Who only thinks about themselves.
Who think Relationship is nothing but a Give -Take / Take - Give one.
Who just want attention when needed
Who just remember you when needed.

I am done with Hypocrites
I am done with Selfish Humans
I am done with Fake Personals
I am done with Two Face Beings

At this Stage its better to be a Loner.
Maybe I am in the Wrong Place at a Wrong Time.
But Nevertheless this is far better
Than bearing these kind of People.

Nature has so much to give
Yet we are blind to see
Deaf to Listen
Indifferent to the Vibes  it gives us.

Appreciate the Beauty ,
Learn from Nature
as it teaches you
without any expectation,
Simple and Truth.

Each Landscape has a message.
Every Object has something to Say.
Too Bad we cant see or hear them
As we are engrossed with our Devices
Or Others while they speak.

Electric Shock
Sudden, Comfortable.
Painless,Soothing, Magnetic ...
Oasis in the Desert.
Your Touch

Ruh mai lagi hai Aaag.
Nahi Sakta Hu Usssai Bhaag.
Bhuj Jaati Hai Woh Jab.  
Aur Koi Nahi Hauta Siwai
Mai aur Mera Rab.

My Soul is on Fire.
Just cannot break Free.
When the Flames are doused.
There is no one except you and me My Lord.

Vanilla Flavoured Ice Cream
Cold and Frozen in a Cup.
Explored New Flavours
Rejected them All.
Wanted to have my Ice Cream.
Too Bad it was already melted.

Bas Puchata Tha Yeh Ek Sawaal.  
Badan Ban Jata Ek Mashaal.

Na Dai Woh Uska Jawaab.
Bhuj Jaati Hai Woh Aftaab.  

Yeh Silsalaa Chalta Raha.
Aur Qayamat Tak Chalta Rahaiga.

Aab Baizaar Hau Gayai Hai Hum.
Zindagi Khuch Nahi hai Siwai Ghum.

Raastai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.  

Rishtai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.

Mesmerised by your smile...
Just started to compile.
Made me realise after a while.
What has made you smile.

Somethings cannot be changed.
Unanswered Questions remain.
No matter how much one attempts.
Keep on failing time and again.
A few friends was all I asked.
With whom could pour my heart.
A few came and went back.
Leaving my heart with a crack.
In the end I have finally accepted.
No matter  how much one attempts.
Keep on Failing time and again.

I was walking ....
Fell in Love.  
It Hurts.

Many years pass By
A Special Friend am I
When I am needed I am always there.
Busy or Free Everywhere.  
When you need me
I am there.  
When I need you someday
You are always busy
Tired of this Hypocircy
Denied of the Honesty.

You came in my life quite late.
Thought I finally met My Soul Mate.  
We shared our Thoughts Thru the Night.
At times we had a few insignificant fights
Then slowly we drifted apart.
I still played my Part
Wondered what went wrong.
Seeked Solace in some sad Song.

Guess you were A Dose of Medicine.
Given Temporarily to me.

Aaisi Sazaa Mujhe Na Dai
Jau Mujhe Bulandi par Pahauchai.
Aur Khuch Waqt Baad
Mujhe Wapis Sai Nichai Pahauchai.

Ussai Behtaar Tau Woh
Nicchai Ka Maakaam Hi Sahi.
Jissmai Khushi Tau Hai
Girnai ka Dard  Tau Nahi.

Facts
Truth ,Precise.
Colours, Interesting, Fun
Cold Breeze in the Desert
Lies

Dil mai Bahut Khuch Hai.
Kabhie Kabhie Bahut Khuch Bol Daita Hai.
Kabhie Kabhie Khuch Nahi Bol Daita Hai.
In Both Cases ,
Dil Udaas Hi Reh Jaata Hai.

Car
Strong,Sturdy.
Fast, Smooth, Secured.
Complete Protection to the Driver.
My Body.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Na Kahai Ki
Woh Kyu Aayai Hai.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Dua Karau Ki
Bardaast Karni Ki Himmat Dai.


{ Whenever Hardships Come
Dont Question Why it has Come ?  

When Hardships Come.
Pray that you get the Courage to Face it. }}

Two Strong Wolves
Green and Red.
They Loved me.
I loved them too.  

Then She came.
Liked me but not the wolves.
Especially the Red One.
She was Sad.  

As times passed by
The Wolves were being ignored.
Rarely  she would like them.
Just to make me Stay.  

None of us were happy.
Someone had to leave.
Conveyed  the same to the wolves.
They Refused...

Finally Killed them Both.  

Now at least Shes Happy.

Hot Coffee and Biscuits
Endless Talks
Pulses of Laughter..
Transeints of Half Smiles.
Interested yet Lost.
Phone Rings.
Leaves Abruptly.

From Dusk to Dawn ...
Goes On and On ....

Endless Road Below
Ever Lasting Glow

As the beautiful Roads Bend
Wish it would  never End.
Blowing the Horns Again ...
At times driving Insane.

Missed the Warning Sign ...
Now I am on Cloud Nine ...

I was walking ....
Fell in Love.  
It Hurts.

Infinite dots in my Domain.
Connecting one by one.
Some Disconnect.

Khuch Lamhai Aisa Bhi Hauta Hai...
Tanhayee Kai Siwai Khuch Nahi Milta.
Akailaapaan ki Aaag Aur  Sulagtee Hai
Aur Aassu Sai bhi Bujtee Nahi.

... As Even the Fire needs Fuel.

Zindagi ki Kashmakash mai
Ek Choti si Khauwish hai.  
Anmol  sa KehKasha bana dai.

Enough of this Drama.  
Either we talk and
Clear the Matter
Rather than beating
around the Bush.
Why should I
Like Always
Be the one to
Understand.
And always be Ignored....

But for me  ...
Its always the same ...
No Matter what I do ....
In the End Everything  
Remains  the same.

I  came out
From my  House
Saw many Doors.
Some were Open
Some were Locked
Some were Small
Some were Large
Sone were Broad
Some were Narrow.
Some were Inviting
Some were Repulsive.
It was very cold out there
Had to go somewhere.
Knocked on some
Welcomed by some
Thrown out by some
Came back to my own
Back to where I belonged.

What is yours will always be ...
There is nothing otherwise to see ...
Those who backstab will also face ...
Time and Again I have won the race...
For decades I have been very quite
I Swear you have still not seen my might.
Dont ever challenge me again
For I can also play the game
and  make you insane.

Instigated by Anger
Fuelled by Jeleously
Burn Endlessly

Green Garden with a Sump.
Had this old Water Pump.
The Garden Needs Water.
The Pump Needs Power.
One Day  during a Blackout.
The Garden Cried.
The Pump Nearly Died.

Silence followed by Silence
Absolute  horrifying ambience.
The Truth was just revealed.  
Relationship just got sealed.

Your Eyes looked endlessly
without a mask.
Searching for the answers
Questions yet to ask.

Pleasure follows Pain
Nothing to Gain
Now Going Completely Insane.

Full Moon
Late Night
Lustful Mood
Desperate.


Protection Misplaced
Search Begins
Finally Found
Happy and Relieved

Importance Given.
Gentle Handling.

Fun Starts
Happiness Prevails
Loud Cries
Satisfied.  

Finally Thrown Away ......

I wonder about my Thirst..
which does not quench.  
It becomes extremely difficult
when I am holding a full glass of water.
But cannot even take a sip from it.

Its been long since
I have been moved.
At the Right Time
I am made to groove.
Not that I could not
Handle the Lot.  
Altogether a different thing
to confront you without any Strings.

GIVE  and then take.

Late Night Conversations
End up with Headaches
At times Heartaches.

Curly Hair Streaks.
Lovely Cheeks.
Mischievous Eyes
Truth in Disguise.
Silent Lips.
The Beat Skips.
Endless Smile
Your **** Style.

Late Evening ...
Always Smiling ...
Nails Biting....
Secretly Admiring.
So Relaxing.
So Exciting.

For I once asked him.  
Why is it that I am all alone too  
He smiled back and replied
“ Son you dont need anyone.
You are Unique.  
You came for a Different Purpose.  
Find the Same if not as yet.  
And when you find it.  
You will be all and contended.“.

Woh Baataau ki Baat Khuch Alaag hi thi.
Jab Hum aur Aap Ek Dusrai sai baat kartai.

Phir  Masrufee ka aaya woh Daur.
Baataai huwi sirf telephone par.  

Jaisa Waqt Guzurara Gayaa
Lafz awaaz sai screen par utar aayai.  

Aakhir mai aisa bhi waqt aa hi gayaaa
Jab Likhai huwai alfaas ban gaya  ajeeb sai emojis.  

Ab yeh dekhna hai ki aaagai kya hauta hai ?

Delayed Response
Always Busy
Low Priority
No Trust.
Move On..

In the quest for permanent relationships.
I forgot that this life is temporary.  

Everything has a validity
Depending on its credibility.

Keep on Joining them.
Some Here ...
Some There ...
Everywhere...

For I have learnt an Important Lesson
Not to empower anyone ever again.
No matter how much you do for them.
In the end they always hurt  us again.

Honest Intention  is far from being appreciated
Everyone  now is laughing on me.  
So many decades  of my Belief System.  
Always  broken by these kind of people.

For now I will just wait and watch thee.
As I can no longer trust anyone but me.

Fire Started
Another One to Extinguish it.
Earth Burns.