You Talk too much
"Check what I found!!"
Move way wayy back
"Don't Make A Sound"

You yell
You scream
"A lie
A scheme"

Get lost
Get away
Life's not white or black
Just grey

It will pass it shall
It is what it is

Calm down pal
It's alright just chill

Body temperature rising
Heat nd fire builds up
It's all synchronizing
Watch out heads up

U saw it coming
U knew it'll happen
Calm urself down
Abit more till u drow

Succumb to their wishes
Obey their demands
Dress up nd role over
Perform their commands
Be quiet and listen
Do u understand?
Act or fake it
Just shake the **** hand

Smile
Wave
Live in a cave
Away from all ppl
Do not be their slave

Ur not in a cage
Just stuck on a stage
Preforming the acts ur told
Ur not completely bold

Deliberately falling
Constantly stalling

Isolated indeed
Elsewhere attached
Somehow freed
Chick just hatched
Ignorant as ever
Pretending to be clever

Precaution advised
Lifetime ahead
Something revised
Yet u are dead

Ask for
Redemption
Receive no exemption

Satisfaction obscured
Resistance assured
Yap I'm *******

Growth all over
Malignant, benign?
Makes no difference
This life isn't mine

Concealing truthfulness
Overwhelmed by dreadfulness

Brightened past
Inspected expectedly
Nothing bright about it
Accepted rhetorically

Complaining all over  
Demanding closure
Contemplating scars
A world of cigars

Brilliant circumstances  
Or so they say
Thoroughly examined
Yet ****** me up day by day

Transparently seeking
Truth, its demanding
Reluctantly speaking
Truth, is outstanding

Strands and threads of hope
No it's just one, and mirrors
It's doubling, tripling nd more
Fake and false, an excuse for war

Confetti in a balloon
Released to the moon
Wishing for light to shine over
To find me that clover

A sack of ribbons
Dropping like a ****
Hitting the pavement
Like an overweight man's ***
Blown over with the wind
Flowing thru the street
There's a cool sound to that happening
What an awesome beat

I might sound trippy
I may seem cold
Do I even listen
To whatever I'm told

Go on
Move on
It's over
Or, almost over
Close enough tho
Ud be satisfied
Or so ud say
Who would know tho?
If it weren't for u
It won't show tho
That u knew


The beginning

Took ages to brain storm
Even longer to prepare
Should it be in a dorm
Or at the fun fair
A clown or magician to preform
Or a game of truth or dare
For the Birthday
Both balloons and cake
Or something elegant by the lake
For the Wedding
Invite neighbors, family or neither
Perhaps all we need is a church and preacher
For the Funeral
Greyscale or colorful
Face pale or dress in wool
Rap, jazz, classical or non
Gifts give aways or whomever won
Confusion
Dilution
Once clarified
I'd be satisfied
But till now prospective matters
"**** it bad luck"
Mirror shatters
Who'll plan
Not me I won't
What a surprise it'll be
Won't be much u'll see
Lame and boring af for sure
None of this makes sense u need a cure
Yaay I'll go back the the asylum
Where all these r one

U ask me a question
Although U know I have no answer
Then u ask me another
Of which u don't want an answer
and of me u don't wanna hear an utter
Somehow u still ask again
And get silence with no answer
Ull get upset cz u got no answer

Is it a game we r playing
How would I know, when u'd want to here of me a saying
Ur always unclear
Do I have to guess
Of that u know I fear
I don't understand
Do u or don't u want me to obey ur command
To me u must explain
Cz The thought of u not knowing me causes more pain
Than loving u and getting no gain

Now tell me is it true what they said
Towards me the feelings u once had r now dead
Indeed u have changed
From better to worse
And it's me u have blamed
I have done nothing to deserve to live that way
But yet I choose to stay

I can't live without u and that I hope u still know

Q: Do u not nave feelings for me or do u just not want them to show
Plz tell me the truth
Tell me all that u know and can
For without u I am a lost man

A: Even though
U say ur answer is no
U must have known that this question I asked
Should have been answered by silence

As I begin to understand u
U forget who u have been
It is this illnes blocking ur memory from every thing u have ever seen
Flashbacks are what I get of u
For before this invasion was the perfect version of u
U forget me and forget u
And every situation we have ever been through

Not knowing who I am
And having to constantly remind u i am and will always forever be ur man

Will always be upsetting
But to u I'll always be forgiving
For it is not ur fault u keep forgetting
Hugging me sometimes like its the first time ever
Is what keeps me from leaving u never

The love I have for u is deep
But now since u see me as a stranger I weep
But yet I will never leave u alone
I'll always be by ur side
Even thought ud never notice if I died

U told me nothing but lies and lies
And every now and then a new awful surprise
But yet I gave u many chances despite
U were the one I despise
The fact that every time I saw her I got butterflies
U took the things I bought, most of the supplies
And would always give an excuse when it was OUR time to exercise
I think it was she, who u truly wanted, the real prize
But u have played me for no reason and didn't apologize
I don't need any thing from u anymore u have made me hate the sunrise
cause every time I see it I begin to recognize
That I was stupid and in disguise
I think I was simply trapped by ur eyes
And just wouldn't and couldn't realize
Now that ur gone time flies and flies
But I know that my decision was wise
Although I still look for clothes ur size
But then return them back and begin to organize
My toughts and rearrange my goodbyes
But then again I sometimes start to visualize
The two of us together reunited in the skies

I started to feel like I began to raise
I'll try to explain myself in different ways
So ud understand how I got in to this phase
I looked up and began to gaze
At the sky and sun as I felt it's hot rays
Shinning towards me and penetrating my skin, to my amaze

I don't recall what it was but I was repeating a phrase
It must of had something to do with  prays
But Yet I felt lost, as if in a maze  
Then I was floating in mid air because of the delays
and felt like my feet hadn't touched the ground in days
I released the ashes in the vase
And the soul was set free alas

When I remember our moments I smile
But luckily u haven't noticed it in a while
I look at u and I daydream
I imagine things that make me wanna scream
U don't understand
I don't understand
If only we'd both stand
In front of each other and explain
Rather than continuously complain
Then we would both be satisfied
With what ever answer was given for the rest our lives we would grind
I say a lot when ever u are not aware
But I become mute when ur present and there
I Cant tell u anything because I have nothing to say
I can't tell u anything cz u wouldnt understand it my way
I can't tell u not to leave because I  don't know why u should stay
I can't tell u why I love u because it dosent make sence how without u my life would be grey
I can't tell u anything because I know nothing for sure
All I know is that u are my cure

He tries
But says nothing but lies
He flies
But has never reached the skies
He cries
But tears never fills his eyes
He hears
But has disfigured, incomplete ears
He appears
But yet every now and then disappears
He fears
But has been killed by his own spears
He dies
AND there in his coffin alone he lies