It's not that I'm born, *******
It's Cz I like corn, *******
Maybe I can change, *******
But then that'd make me more strange, *******
"Smart and clever" I don't claim, *******
I don't even know my name, *******
I don't even bother hide, *******
Cz thats, *******
A useless deed, *******
Indeed
Repeating endlessly, *******
Non stop, *******
Silence,. *******
Is all I hear, *******
To my face, *******
It's said
Looking in a mirror, *******
What do I see, *******
But, *******
An image that brings terror, *******
Distance measured, *******
Fates pressured, *******
Knowledge
What do I know
I'm *******

CAUTION:
content includes rated language and is kinda mind f@king

•Sometimes i feel so useless
As if my mind is so blank and clean
Other times i feel useful
Yet usually, the most useless person ive seen
I dont get it why its this way it just changes from day to day
Simetimes i wake up and feel like i have no purpose
Others, i wake up and just go back to sleep
Thers is no sceduale the is no order
Days r passing, but we're the same, still not getting any older
I donk know
Where i am
Where i have been
Or where ill go
I just live life
The way life lives in me
It comes snd goes
How? When? and Why? No one knows
There is nothing u can really do but try to figure out, u r who?
U might make it u might not
Ull never know till time pases by
Dont just sit there, stare, and watch ur life go by
Do something, anything, just try
Try ur best and do what u can
* u can't drink soup from a pan
{pause}
* it isnt realted and dosent make sense at all
Well too bad thats life
U get up and u fall
* u know u can if u want to
* but u might burn if it was hot
{ there was kind of a shift in charecter}
What the hell is going on
My mind is so messed up
More like ****** up
But no one can actually like literly **** my mind
Never mind
I dont even really get it
Im just so tierd and mind ******
It ****** me off when **** changes to duck
But still it kinda makes sence
Saying that im mind ducked
It dosent really
But neither does ******
So im probably both
Mind ****** and ducked
Im done
I think
I'll stop now
I think
My head is empty
I think
I cant really think
But still
I think
Ill stop thinking now
Il stop thinking bout thinking
Cz i cant think no more
Shut the **** up bro
I got no idea whats going on
I never do
I dont know why
I never know
TRANQUILO {it means (quiet, calm) in Spanish }

They have ****** among insults
Not knowing it's a blessing
They wanna make us responsible
Freal that **** is depressing
wanna make us average lame Adults
Truth be told we're disposable
No cause no effect
No effort no result
Blablabla and all that useless ****
We're pretty ****** up
Ya we need someone to consult

It's not that we were neglected
It didn't just happen that we're insane
We've been chosen and selected
It's all empty there in the place of a brain

Damaged goods
Cracked products
Unwanted results
Is what we r

We're not alone in this world
We've found more of us so far

We say "Caution distance advised"
They **** with us and act surprised

Ppl like plz *******
were being polite that for us is tough

At times I know im insane
Yet still question if I have a functioning brain
All my thoughts are forgotten they just go down the drain
What will I do when I'm old and with a cane
It's nice when I'm warm and I feel cold drops of rain
I can't control my subconscious to ignore the pain
Am I what they say
Am I sane?
I'm all ******* with a chain
But how is there no purpose nothing beneficial or gain
I'm all locked up Cz I crossed more than one lane
I'm about to die I punctured my vain
I am me I am she I am he I am we I am they i am us I am the main

The sun called the clouds to hide her light
All the creatures hid and disappeared from sight
The clouds began tearing for her loss I think
life still moves me on
As if she hasn't.        Gone
Were they tears of joy or misery?
I will never really know
She was murdered by an innocent they say
But it doesn't matter: she is dead my life is grey
They couldn't find the ****** weapon or knife
I know he killed my wife
His fate is now in my hands
I'll take my revenge
I'll cut him to prices and dump him on different lands
This is my official confession
I am a patient with depression:

They say chill
They say calm down
They say it as if it's something easy
As if it's not they who are about to drown
They did lots of ****
But none of it really mattered
They did lots of ****
But every little thing could make them shattered
They ask for things that don't exist
They ask questions with no answers
They ask and they must not answer must resist
They live their lives
Yet they do not
They are physically alive
But mentally on ***
Hours days and years pass by
They say they wanna change but do they even try?
It's like their lives are fixed and can't be changed
But why would they even try?
They know they hate change
"Uselessly important" that's what they always say
They say that bout all **** every singe day
But is there such a thing
(Note to self) ignore all **** and just pray
Let's go back to them
The they we don't know about
The they all lives circle about
The they who use to be us
But then we stopped existing
And our lives became a fuss
Let's just go back
Back to where ?
Back to when?
We do not know
Nm
Or
Nvm
Never mind all that ****
Let's not go back
Ever
Let's just stay right where we r
They say live the moment
We try
But do not always succeed
They say find ur peace of mind
We tried
But haven't yet succeeded
Do they who tell us what to do ,do it?
Do they who tell us how to live, live ?
Do they who talk about the peace in ones mind, have it?
Peace of mind
Or just
Piece of mind
Doesn't matter at all
But it really does
We now know what we and they have
What we've all got is just a piece of a mind

Tears running
Nose running
Time running
Feet running
Heart running

When one stops
The others don't

Water running
Engine running
Time running
Excuses running
Energy running

life's STILL RUNNING. from me. i'm STILL RUNNING. from life.