I try
I try so hard to hide it
I know me, It can't be tru
Don't know who knows or if they do
I can do nothing
I dont even get it
It makes no sense
How can I not know me
**** man, that's intense  
Don't know no truth
And that's how it'll stay
I got nothing to tell no *****
To just stop the suffering
Imma pull the trigger
Might end up recovering

My life, to me, is an incomplete inscription
In which I'm constantly in a state of unconscious self-deception
It is that feeling of unexplainable depression
Which keeps me from my ultimate confession
I don't want to give u the right impression
Since u are now my latest obsession
It is because of ur possession
I am suffering from this chronic aggression
Sorry. This isn't really the correct expression
Turns out my madness is just a form of my illness’ progression

Is it a gift
A blessing
Or a curse
Perhaps a combination of all

Come back I want me
Wanting me isn't enough
Come back I need me
Needing me isn't enough
It's not something I can say
Not something I can prove  
Neither something I can explain
It's a feeling derived from within
I don't exist without me
Come back it's me I want
Come back it's me I need

I am me

I want me
I need me
I'm gone
I exist no more

I love you so much I would drain your blood
And replace mine with yours till we become one

If I draw so much blood out of you there is a chance you might die
But I love you so much I am willing to try

My blood and yours do not match
But my love is like a flame a fire a burning match

U’d be so beautiful if I light you on fire
What could be greater than both my love and my favorite desire

I love you more than I do rain and showers
In fact I would watch you and the fire burn together for hours

But I can’t stand the sight of u
Because you are the one thing I can't get to

If I get too close to either of you I know I will burn
Still I'll wait for you forever i'll wait I'll never learn

She first stood there
Staring into the sky
Watching the sunset
And birds which (unlike her) could fly

She let her worries lose she didn't even care
She picked up her favorite possession
And gave it a long stare

It was like she has been blinded
But she never cared or minded

She picked it up and stared at her arrow
She was confused and in great sorrow

There was nothing to hunt above her
But still she shot it into the sky

She watched it rise higher
Stood there and stared into the fire

And watched the last burning flame
She was happy only then
‘Cause she was the target, she was the aim