Your cute, Your Beautiful, Can I get your number?

Please save it for someone who has the time, to care!

I am a strong woman, no need to have a man tell me what I am!

I know what I am I don't need your validation!

I can roll my eyes theres so many more out there, and your just one
foretunate enough to have my time.

So why do I waste my time?Please you tell me
am I that one?Or Am I just another fool on your

never ending hitlist?

Boy, make up your mind before your current mistakes become

your future mistakes

It feels good to laugh
It feels good to cry
It feels good to smile
It feels good frown
It feels good to Care
It feels good not to care
It feels good to love
It feels good to be carefree
It feels good to be okay
It feels good to be happy
I feels good to be content
It feels good to be me

I look forward to a day,
A day when all are accepted and non are turned away,
A day when the look no longer counts,
A day where beauty is found within,
A day where worries will be no more,
A day of no more sadness,
A day of happiness,
A day to smile,
A day to laugh,
A day of joy,

I look forward to such a day when I can stop pretending who I am and be me

I have been happy
I have been sad
I have been lost
I have been found
I have been bright
I have been dull
I have been strong
I have been weak
I have been all these things
Right now I am none of these

I hate hypocrites.
They act one way put their mask on and they disguise who they are.
They put a front.
I am this way in front of you yet I am another person.
Who am I?
Its as if you are playing a game of guess who.
You can describe the person and their physical traits,
but you never know who's card is it really.
Im sorry Im boring
I try to hold myself with class,
and act as if nothing bothers me,
when in reality its eating me
I can't make sense of it, I really wish I could.
I wish I could make sense of my feelings,
but what are feelings?

Why do I care when you don't?
Why do I care when you move on?
Why do I care who your talking to?
Why do I care?
Why, I ask myself?
I don't know why.
Maybe its because I trust way to much,
and can see very little.
I let others get in the drivers seat of my emotions, when I am
just the passenger.
The question I ask myself, why do I care?
Especially if you don't

No matter what I am happy
Happy with Life
Happy with friends
Happy with myself
Happy with School
Happy with god
Happy with friends
I won't let you dictate my feelings anymore
I will take control of my feelings and not let anyone care
My guard is up high, hopefully it will stay that way

I am going to be happy
I am in control of my future
J am the only one who can control
My emotions
I am happy just me myself and I
At times I am lonely but I know I am not

Letting go is never easy
At the same time it’s not hard
I try to remain positive
That everything’s going to be okay
And I know it is
I have amazing friends  
And amazing family
I want to let go of the past and continue on
With the future
I know at times the future looks bleak
But I know at the end of the day it’s bright

I am tall
I am mixed
I am smart
I am cool
I am friendly
I am strong
I am cool
I am amazing
I am confident
I am fun
I am me and that is all that matters