Your cute, Your Beautiful, Can I get your number?

Please save it for someone who has the time, to care!

I am a strong woman, no need to have a man tell me what I am!

I know what I am I don't need your validation!

I can roll my eyes theres so many more out there, and your just one
foretunate enough to have my time.

So why do I waste my time?Please you tell me
am I that one?Or Am I just another fool on your

never ending hitlist?

Boy, make up your mind before your current mistakes become

your future mistakes

I have been happy
I have been sad
I have been lost
I have been found
I have been bright
I have been dull
I have been strong
I have been weak
I have been all these things
Right now I am none of these

No matter what I am happy
Happy with Life
Happy with friends
Happy with myself
Happy with School
Happy with god
Happy with friends
I won't let you dictate my feelings anymore
I will take control of my feelings and not let anyone care
My guard is up high, hopefully it will stay that way

Why do I care when you don't?
Why do I care when you move on?
Why do I care who your talking to?
Why do I care?
Why, I ask myself?
I don't know why.
Maybe its because I trust way to much,
and can see very little.
I let others get in the drivers seat of my emotions, when I am
just the passenger.
The question I ask myself, why do I care?
Especially if you don't

It feels good to laugh
It feels good to cry
It feels good to smile
It feels good frown
It feels good to Care
It feels good not to care
It feels good to love
It feels good to be carefree
It feels good to be okay
It feels good to be happy
I feels good to be content
It feels good to be me

I hate hypocrites.
They act one way put their mask on and they disguise who they are.
They put a front.
I am this way in front of you yet I am another person.
Who am I?
Its as if you are playing a game of guess who.
You can describe the person and their physical traits,
but you never know who's card is it really.
Im sorry Im boring
I try to hold myself with class,
and act as if nothing bothers me,
when in reality its eating me
I can't make sense of it, I really wish I could.
I wish I could make sense of my feelings,
but what are feelings?

I am going to be happy
I am in control of my future
J am the only one who can control
My emotions
I am happy just me myself and I
At times I am lonely but I know I am not