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Oct 2018 · 201
My children.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
My children, four children
Always little children
Be happy children
Under the Autumn sky
Mummy says goodbye.

Love Mary xxxx
Sorry my lovely four , you gave me so much love .
Mummy
Oct 2018 · 215
How can I tell you.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
My last try to tell you
Far out I touch your hair
The greyness bleeds into mine
Long fingers dance the computer
How can you know
As you sit I wonder
Thinking your game
How can I tell you
I am sorry that I have to
Go.

My love nestles your neck
Your forehead my table
Under each ear our lives
I am sorry
How can I tell you
Goodbye.

Love  Mary ***
For my darling husband of 48 years , my Roger
Love His Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 123
The water tap
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
I took my friend Sam to school
He did not know what to do
I sat him in a wooden chair
Then turned around he wasn’t there.

I crept out the classroom door
Scrambled along on all fours
Came to the water tap
There was Sam sapping that.

Love Mary x
Oct 2018 · 2.2k
Purple Check.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
In purple checked dresses we are confronted
Behind a piano sits ‘Miss Creak’ head of house
She has one bad eye, unfixable from childhood
But plays beautifully perched on an oakwood
And fabric stool. This is our secondary school.

On the wall above the piano is a framed print
‘Madonna of the Meadows’ by the artist Bellini
I pushed a drawing of a couple intertwining
Under ‘her’ door knowing she never would have
But a boy may have felt affection for ‘that’ affliction.

Here we all ate meals, did fashion shows and sang
I was glad my dress was purple not orange or red
Went better with my blue eyes and blonde hair
The rest of the school diveded into coloured checks
To represent Shakespearean female characters.

Just opened in Wandsworth a new comprehensive
Serving all abilities, behaviours and nationalities
Cordelia, Beatrice, Juliet, Katharine,
Portia, Rosalind, Olivia, Viola a rather unsuitable
Vision for such an uptake of adolescent froth.

Miss Creak was, kindly, I wish I had always been.
Based on my own life and true.Mary
Did anyone know the school.
Oct 2018 · 175
Poetry
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
I use you like an old tool
Something I can turn over
***** in tight so you stay
After I have moved off.

You fix what is left of me
Tied down, knotted silk
A binding of age and beauty
My hair, still plaited, remains.

Love Mary x
Oct 2018 · 477
A time .
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
I will walk with you
Down the beauty of this world
Holding on to you
As we gather conker shells.

We will find each day
Filling up the sun
Where the harvest mouse
Sings a harvest song.

I will climb with you
The green hill in the glade
Watching for your shadow
Bouncing free and still.

We will be together
As we pass the church
Faithful friends forever
Even if it hurts .

Love Mary
**
Oct 2018 · 74
You who can.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
I climbed out of the day
Switching off the light
In the gloomy twilight
Never forgotten
How the sadness
Broke my soul
For as the sparrow saw
Birds die quietly
And my feathers were broken
The heart now lonely
And you who can
Remember.

Love Mary Mum Grandma ***
Oct 2018 · 2.5k
Gatherings.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
A road of palest lime fluttering Sycamore trees
Some almost leafless, others coronets still there
Through the golden branches colbalt blue skies
Lilac bushes, the garden daisies, flower in rows.

Thinning Robinna casts shadows of dim shade
Contrasting the red Acer’s lace leaf with green
The trunk arch of handkerchief laden Foxglove
Holds open its beautiful boughs to be admired.

For Autumn spreads my walk in glorious glitter
Though the evening pulls in the coldness of year
Making the best of these last savages of seasons
Gathering leavings, the birdtable spills its seeds.

Love Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 486
Bunny Fluff.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
When walls cover themselves in ribbons and trailing
Restore hope so children take hands and play their pipes
And run with ropes on sideways to seek out spiders
To watch the rabbits in burrows cry hide.


Love Mary xxxx
Oct 2018 · 570
The briar and the rose.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
The briar and rose of Autumn lends light
All covered in harvest ripe berries and leaf
The bird on wing flies high against winds
And pulling over hats we trundle the shred.

Love Mary x
My life has been a pathway stretched out
In hues of many colours brightly tied bows.

Xxxxmary
Oct 2018 · 226
The wings .
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Let winter be me in harvest fairy breast
No dipping of moon to touch the sky
For undo I can’t the flower and bud
And shallow in my journey do fly .

By Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 787
Firecrackers .
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
The orange leaves on viridian  
Dripping trails of season shade
Tangerine carpet sweeps path
Roads runs on a white stripe.


Oh such making of nature in change
Birds find mellow mist on their wing
And firecrackers zoom towards skies
Where the bonfires explode and burn.

Love Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 3.5k
Hedgehog Houle.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Cascades of red in Hedgehog Houle
The beginning of Autumn falls over
And breaks the greenest in morning
We pass the church arched doorway
And the hawthorn berries brightest.

Walking the steady step in this day
Finding the bend the windy winds
Show me little Alfie in his nestling
For love carries everything trusting
This pathway of flowing memories.

Love Mary **
Oct 2018 · 360
A favourite poem of mine .
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Autumn by John Keats

Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness,
   Close *****-friend of the maturing sun;
Conspiring with him how to load and bless
   With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run;
To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees,
   And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;
      To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells
   With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,
And still more, later flowers for the bees,
Until they think warm days will never cease,
      For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells.

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?
   Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find
Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,
   Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;
Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep,
   Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook
      Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers:
And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep
   Steady thy laden head across a brook;
   Or by a cyder-press, with patient look,
      Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours.

Where are the songs of spring? Ay, Where are they?
   Think not of them, thou hast thy music too,—
While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day,
   And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;
Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn
   Among the river sallows, borne aloft
      Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;
And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;
   Hedge-crickets sing; and now with treble soft
   The red-breast whistles from a garden-croft;
      And gathering swallows twitter in the skies.
Oct 2018 · 201
Pam’s poem
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Truth

Autumn and her berries come

Bringing warmth oh fire crave

Embers to the summer gone

A vision life takes
Mortals look for free

Tomorrow green on green we see

Not a dream
TRUTH
This was written by Pam for me .Love and thank you Mary xxxx
Oct 2018 · 333
Millions of light years
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Citrus green of early morning sun
Interrupted by a woman’s shadow
As she looks where land meets sky
In the freshness of another Autumn.

Over the fields, past the evergreens
A silhouette of stillness newly open
Surprised in the glancing light here
A stopping place to hold ones breath.

Love Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 936
White haven
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
In the middle stopped by the breeze
A collection of colourful annual seeds
Filled out a butler sink wrestling with time
Solitary, silently completing seasonal rhyme
Regular rhythms of perpetual chime.

Love Mary x
Oct 2018 · 2.0k
Apache
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
‘Why ask’,said the field mouse to Hedgehog
Who scuttled along softly on four short legs
Wearing a bobble hat made of apache wool
‘I don’t know but truths must be brought on.’

‘Yes’, said Mousey as it perched with fairy
In the brown bed filled with green cuttings
For only here with my friend is the world’s
Beauty allowed a sharing heart and voice.

So take me into the garden with pink roses
Growing one with up turned bright bud
Shoes holding tightly your peering down
Fills out the future with seeded windmills.

Love Mary x
Oct 2018 · 2.8k
Autumn sights.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Never seen an apple tree
With crimson and green
Set against sunflowers
On a hot afternoon.

Thé garden is laden with
Visual delight and I move
To gather favourite sights
A waterbutt  blue and white.

Love Mary ***
A walk in Riccall love Mary
Oct 2018 · 556
You all.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Wait, I hear you tipping through the long grass
A trumpet of flowers and an armful of love
My heart is a crystal of raindrops fair
And you are my fairies who fly through the air.

Love Mary , Mum , Grandma x
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
The Footfalls of Memory



Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.

What might have been is an abstraction
Remaining a perpetual possibility
Only in a world of speculation.
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.

Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden. My words echo
Thus, in your mind.

By TS Elliot
Oct 2018 · 331
A game of cricket.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
I asked a cricket if he please
Could come and play a game
With me
The wind was soft, the sky fair
He loved to touch my golden hair.

We jumped the pond in half a bounce
Travelled the bridge in delight
Then underneath the chestnut tree
He came, we both lay down to read
And I had made a friend that day
Please don’t ever go away.

Love Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 588
Green and Brown.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
In the middle of the road stood a toad
All dressed out in green and gold
He did not frown to see those prettier
Than he but wondered at such ecstasy.

Love Mary **
Oct 2018 · 155
Why do I love you ,Sir?
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Emily Dickinson
Why do I love You, Sir?
480

“Why do I love” You, Sir?
Because—
The Wind does not require the Grass
To answer—Wherefore when He pass
She cannot keep Her place.

Because He knows—and
Do not You—
And We know not—
Enough for Us
The Wisdom it be so—

The Lightning—never asked an Eye
Wherefore it shut—when He was by—
Because He knows it cannot speak—
And reasons not contained—
—Of Talk—
There be—preferred by Daintier Folk—

The Sunrise—Sire—compelleth Me—
Because He’s Sunrise—and I see—
Therefore—Then—
I love Thee—
Oct 2018 · 370
Golden Flower.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
Little crown of gold resting on green
Each floret a circular gem, a princess
A friend, healer sustainer, nature into
Flower laid in the grasses as I walk by.

Love Mary ***
Oct 2018 · 588
A birthday gift.
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
A birthday gift was given in Autumn
To a girl younger than her blue eyes
She held out her hands to this bonny
Babe and cradled her all the way home.
To Katharine Happy Birthday for the 8th of October.
Love Mummy ***
Oct 2018 · 823
Shadow buttons
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
In a shadow down the lane
Stands a tree near to home
Where the truth hushes its
Heart to the cosy comforts
Where buttons close words.

Love Mary ***
starts as last word?
Oct 2018 · 258
Autumn Beauty
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
And so they cluster frilly spinning dancers
Across the Autumn stage
Yellow centred bodices
The lilac, white and cerise petals
Of Michaelmas Daisy remembered
Each year flowering for us always.

Love Mary x
Oct 2018 · 1.9k
The best part
Mary Gay Kearns Oct 2018
The best part of the day
Sun on bramble bushes
Ripe with blackberries
The fields smokey brown
As contrast to the blue sky.

The pleasure of walking
Each stride, healthy strong
Smiling the hour’s destiny
Here and back, to meander
In the sensible shoes, today.

Love Mary ***
Pam on her walk in Riccall
Sep 2018 · 565
The Pathways
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
This is my final pathway, I walk with slowness and sadly
Brushing the foliage loved and cherished with light kiss
These paths, spreading the sunshine of little child to greet
And guiding my heart from here to there until we meet.

Love Mary **
Goodbye my dear poets, I have loved sharing with you .Love Mary ***
Sep 2018 · 1.6k
Little Alfie
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Every morning she went out for a walk
To find where the fallow meadows swept
And one bright clover peeped its head
In the foliage of wild leaf and green grass.

This part of the day was the beginning of joy
As far as she could look back and see her way
The lovely land dew wet on the leather shoes
And little Alfie to remember passing his way.

Love Mary ***
This poem was inspired by my dear friend Pam’s morning walks
And thé photos she shared with me .
Little Alfie was her baby grandson who died at two hours old and
Some of the walk take her past his little headstone

Love Mary ***
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
What is the reason for the letter I thought
Reasons are never what they seem to be
Behind each reason are many and varied
Incidents that cause a reason to develop.

Returning to the letter arriving today
For whom was the information written
An escape, a break in the transmission
A protection of denial and valsification.

So does truth exist in reason, can it be trusted?
Is it there for ownership of personage?
I sink down in sorrow at the realisation of this
The fact the letter was meant for reason not truth.

Love Mary **
Sep 2018 · 287
Harvest
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Harvest forgiveness while still fresh
Do not let it setter to rot in box
Rememember the calling came at dawn
The heart once peeled stays skinless.

Love Mary x
Sep 2018 · 210
The ditches
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Not know the cold that froze in heart
For blister it brought to thought its friend
For bare it spread the land to take
In ditches left lame a scream in pain.

Love Mary x
Sep 2018 · 187
Without words
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
There are people who know what your heart desires
Without asking
They travel on the same bus route
Look out of the same window
They are rare.

Love Mary x
Sep 2018 · 1.0k
Until we were older.
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
The rowing boat gave you half an hour
On a murky lake in the middle of a park
After waiting in a line for quite a time
One took the paddles and jumped inside.

The boat it rattled and rolled, the paddles
Clanked as each backwards move pulled
Fingers floated wide stretched in the leaf
Sycamore seeds dust meniscus shimmer.

Autumn holiday glitter in St James Park
Where the Serpentine under arch bridge
Eating sandwiches and waiting for City
Christmas lights to brighten Selfridges.

Love Mary **
Sep 2018 · 706
Saved for love.
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Your walking right out of my life
Taking that head of bubbly curls
And a floaty smocked dress to be
Somewhere I can’t see in an ocean.

Where protocol and personalities
My arms to enfold were not meant
But I will ache inside and not hide
Till together all our hours are spent.

Never touch the ground my flower
Mummy bears witness to the days
She will catch gleaming sunbeams
On the endings of wooden spoons.

Love Grandma ***
Sep 2018 · 89
Waiting
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
It hasn’t stopped raining yet
The sky filled with greyness
Inside we watched the drips
Listening to the pitter patter.

Waiting out love is different
It stretches our endurance’s
Inside we watch for a knock
Listening to footstep in rain.

Love Mary ***
Sep 2018 · 678
Hopes
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Youth clatters itself on tomorrow’s hopes
Winding wistfully hair on cobweb dream
More beautiful the pathway widens heart
And thé fluttering bee falling nectar leave.

Oh pretty one pick up your dancing skirts
And find that arm around a narrow waist
He will sing you in the Summer nightings
And you will find the damson juice sweet.

Love Mary **
Sep 2018 · 157
Happy Birthday Hours.
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Together the time lifts and separates
Those for whom there is no shadow
Slowly undoing the winching gears
Watching the guide rope flop water.

And if you hear my song of depart
Do not cry for today is your happy
Birthday hours and it must celebrate
All the days that belonged to ourself.

Love Mary ***
Sep 2018 · 762
My reaper.
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
My friend dressed in grey
A round neck jumper rests
His head on the armchair
Of years and sleeps briefly.

He is my reaper of hours
Gathering in the last joys
Folded head behind that
Soft embrace of his hand.

Love Mary ***
Sep 2018 · 122
Circumference.
Mary Gay Kearns Sep 2018
Oh let this sun filled day
With flower head’s opening
And the grassy green ring
A circumference of circle
Perimetering the brim.

Just before leaving when
Inspiration can come in
This day of my mortality
The eternity is speechless
Under flow of bird’s wing.

Love Mary x
Aug 2018 · 2.9k
Evelyn and Queen Bee.
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
Your party an animal affair
The elephant and kangaroo
A dog in a ruff, upside down
on a tub
And a friendly cockatoo.

We all sat round the ring
The lights were bright
The music a jaggedly song
Then in came Queen Bee
On her trapeze.

Mr clown took a leap
But missed the band
In Queen Bee’s hand
Gliding safely
To earth by his feet.

Love Grandma ***
Aug 2018 · 126
Shimmering
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
No trespassing, the sorrows are mine
The seeing were blinkered and blind
It’s permanent, an indelibility, by star
Shimmering in the blackness of right.


Goodnight my loved ones.
Mary ***
Aug 2018 · 171
Dears
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
Dears never feel the pain of your loss
But hold hands together and in that
Moment know you have a part of me
That is with your heart always there.

Love Mumxxxx
Aug 2018 · 423
Snapped
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
The wind snapped in his tongue
A cruelty beyond measure
So in trembling fear she floated
Downstream to the edges of time
And in that way said goodbye
A thank you for everything.

Love Mary x
Aug 2018 · 1.4k
The dance of Ends
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
Today the Summer lets go of its hold
Dripping rain drops from the trees
Swaying its closure of green growth
The tips of the Acer turning reddish.

The dance of ends splits my heart
Leaving sarratteted round its edge
Autumn’s promise of golden days
The Foxglove leaf a fallen emblem.

Love Mary
Aug 2018 · 1.8k
Priceless
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
‘It will get colder than this’, said He,
On a rainy late August afternoon.
Knowing that would not matter
I thought of him alone in his chair.

So sad I was but not for me, now,
I had known for such a long time
And the pain spreads itself along
But thinking him, singular, alone.

I no longer able to comfort him
Or stroke his hair’s silver thread
And watch a finger on keyboard
This is unbearable priceless love.

Love Mary x
Take care of  yourself love Mary x
Aug 2018 · 109
Secrets
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
A bird, not heard, flying high, some sky
Over meadow, above sea, see snow, landfill
So flap the palest of wing up lifted it sings
His secret only known is carried into flow.

Love Mary ***
Aug 2018 · 200
Arlo’s dream
Mary Gay Kearns Aug 2018
He slept till eleven a quiet new babe
A sister and brother to love and enfold
A dream of wonder, a wonder of surprise
A poem to open a person to know.

Love Mary
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