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Jul 2019 · 98
Fooling
Mary Gay Kearns Jul 2019
Fooling about on a rattlesnake
The sand slipped quickly by
Nobody noticed the cliff face
Only the boy and I
With rings on our fingers
Wherever we Stroud.

Me and the jam and dodger
Were never really aloud.

Love Mary xxxxx
Mary Gay Kearns Jul 2019
Daisy you always loved me,
As I loved you from the first
We played together, talked
Ate sweeties and cakes
Watched television.

To be with you each week
With my bag of goodies
They are special memories
They are what is meant
By a life.

Love Mary x
Jul 2019 · 361
It took a long time
Mary Gay Kearns Jul 2019
It took a long time
Does one forget how
To put into perspective
This life of ours.

A few words locked in me
‘Grandma Mary, just want to
Say thank you for all the
Things that you gave
But no more at the weekend
Love Evelyn.


Love Grandma Mary xxxxx
Jun 2019 · 437
The birds
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The birds came to visit
Early in the morning
Waiting by the dolphin
And porridge bowl.

There was a Peacock
An Eagle and two Pelicans
A Perigine Falcan, a Macaw
And a nest of baby Birds.

Evelyn ate her breakfast
Read her phonic words
And talked to Grandma
It was a sunny day today.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 119
Stabilise.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Stabilise the sinking grass
That gives the hills their shape
Stabilise the hinges
On the old wrought iron gate.

Letting in the way we see
Please stabilise me.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 87
Little shell
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The little girl who opened
The world of clinking shells.

Love Grandma ***
Jun 2019 · 93
Theirs
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
How to get there, that place of pity
Where others really mean theirs
Instead of fumbling like a demon
On stain glass and missing the boat.

Hope fell out the window of waste
Those who are fortunate can scream
But the rest stripped naked near die
Empathy is an old fashioned word.

Love Mary **
Jun 2019 · 101
Last stop
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
This house on the corner with a tree
A bright green tree with fingered leaves
Is the last place for me to close a door
Pick a dandelion from a circle of grass.

A destination miles from an arrival
Where all doors keep open to the blue
Complétion of a life, my last window
To look out of and sit here with you.


Love Mary **
Jun 2019 · 185
The beginning 1968
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Flowered cotton smocked dress
And winter’s cerise woven coat
From Top Shop with its cheap belt
And front covered zip encased me.

As did your long arms and pink shirt
And together we stood at the bar
My heart lips of wine and your mouth
And you filled with brown beer.

Love Mary x for Roger.
Jun 2019 · 464
Adolescence.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
I liked it, that time of adolescence
When my heart and body gripped
Tightened, relaxed and expanded
And the days spilled me all over .

Short dresses, small *******
Rolled their way with you
I loved to sit upon your knee
Head resting on you.


In that front bedroom with broken glass
And curtains grey, unwashed opened to
The streets below and our bodies warm
Curled and curved together in the light.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 448
Missing
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
To miss the early morning birds
To miss the sound of the milk can
To miss the postman with parcels new
To miss the children off to school
To miss you close the door at six
And welcome you back at nine.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 206
We need to talk.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The journey made together
was  from unusual parts
Not described in travel journals
Or found on catalogue displays

Listening as it did to hardships
Courage and the wings of a dove
Sweeping the gauntlet of choice
Honour and the white stars above.

Love Mary ***
Jun 2019 · 218
Friendship.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
How beautiful the hours between
You and me when our histories talk
Now you flourish in your evening
And I find the country girl cutivating
The fields of youth’s treasured times.

Love Mary xxxx
Jun 2019 · 269
Rest in peace.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Those knees touched the edge of my skirt
That one my mother made with elastic
And an embroidered trim in blue gabardine
They were pre -adolescent,
Bony and sculptured ******* sticks.

My hair fringed like a Rosebud doll
Bent under my mother’s wet fingers
To make it turn so to clip eyebrows
The rest lay like golden fleece on back
Of the broderie anglaise white blouse.

At eleven my underwear was still cotton
And socks white on Mary Jane shoes
I said little and hugged my many dolls
Loved best to stroke our black and white cat
And roll about to the sound of The Beatles.

Love Mary
Jun 2019 · 96
Pink shirt.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Startling though love is
Coming in the back door
When we know so little
Tied our hands together
On a pink collared shirt
Round a neck went arms
To take that first sweet kiss.

Love Mary
Jun 2019 · 75
Sugar Whistles.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
I have to go, once to the corner shop
Where I bought sugar whistles
Sugar whistles, that blew a croak
But I never came back
For all that was me
Lay in the dew
And forgetting your voices
I stopped calling
But to remember those whistles
And be no more than that.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 104
Rippled.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The sea and its tides
That vanish and fade
Leaving acres of sand
Rippled and stripped

And when tide comes in
Filling bay to the brim
The people swim about
And the seagulls shout.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 169
Sanctified.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
When I die it is not for you to cry
For you gave me love and sanctified
All that I needed was given in the wait
On the garden seat where I knew you
So tussle not in the shadowy days
Just be with the things that I made.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 119
I know.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
When I sit and look out to sea
I know I have always been loved.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 250
Intolerable.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The tree has swayed its top branches
For over a month, gusty June weather
Tired we all of a wet and windy month
Colder than usual, we are intemperate
The roses in cerise, peach and heritage
Tolerate this climate of ours but not us.

Love Mary
Jun 2019 · 161
Speak to me.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
‘Speak to me ‘,
I couldn’t it cost too much
Energy evaporated
Leaving tangled webs
Of fibrotic nerves exposed.

The traveller lost all impulse
The temperature dropped
And what was given
Could not be returned
So I cannot speak to you.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 74
My Father’s Mile.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
My Father’s Mile
Where ever the walk went
You took me
Carried me home on your shoulders
Showed me a newness bright
We picked up the remains
Of each day
Placing them in a memory
And I loved you father
A love that was so safe
That included me .
Every mile of you.

Love Mary x


In memory of all father’s
Jun 2019 · 142
Sprouted.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
The crooked heart sprouted a bark
So tough and so hard it had no leaf
The country folk took chisels sharp
And plunged them in quick and fast
To alleviate the damage carried out
By the evil of the crooked heart.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 77
Unclean.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
There is no justification
And those who do know it
Their mouths are blasphemy
Their hearts unclean.

Love Mary ***
Jun 2019 · 2.8k
The Amphitheater.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Wondering the evening stillness
We left the bluebell beds
And the sculptured wooden rose
To trample the wearing pathway
Down to the campus amphitheater.

A patch of daylight brought the party
To look upwards where transparent rope
Made a crossing of wavering sun beams
A celebration of Art Installations with an
unexpected rhyme.

Downwards the plateau, a semicircle of grass
Melts into July’s empty classroom of books
As wasted writing and hours of hot fluttering
In a breeze with discarded wineglasses and cups
Await the sound of trumpets and a golden crown.

Love Mary ***
Jun 2019 · 115
Limits
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
We are limits lost and found
Created and removed
A moment of magnificient
Beauty on the go.

Love Mary ***
Could say more but no need to. Love Mary
Jun 2019 · 125
Walter W Hoelbling
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Walter W Hoelbling 22h
out there
once you let your poems
fly freely
out into the world
anything can happen to them

and it does
poems free world
Jun 2019 · 196
Tumble.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
When you tumble out of bed
Knickers round your head
You begin to float around
And the ladybird falls down
Onto a floor of soft brown.

Love Mary x
Jun 2019 · 95
Edward Thomas
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Words - Poem by Edward Thomas


Out of us all
That make rhymes
Will you choose
Sometimes -
As the winds use
A crack in a wall
Or a drain,
Their joy or their pain
To whistle through -
Choose me,
You English words?

I know you:
You are light as dreams,
Tough as oak,
Precious as gold,
As poppies and corn,
Or an old cloak:
Sweet as our birds
To the ear,
As the burnet rose
In the heat
Of Midsummer:
Strange as the races
Of dead and unborn:
Strange and sweet
Equally,
And familiar,
To the eye,
As the dearest faces
That a man knows,
And as lost homes are:
But though older far
Than oldest yew, -
As our hills are, old, -
Worn new
Again and again:
Young as our streams
After rain:
And as dear
As the earth which you prove
That we love.

Make me content
With some sweetness
From Wales
Whose nightingales
Have no wings, -
From Wiltshire and Kent
And Herefordshire, -
And the villages there, -
From the names, and the things
No less.
Let me sometimes dance
With you,
Or climb
Or stand perchance
In ecstasy,
Fixed and free
In a rhyme,
As poets do.
Jun 2019 · 148
Kiss me.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
A birds kiss had been his song
On every celebration
This was his greeting of love
Such a beauty within
Had the boy
Though for he
The shadows rolled
A tresspassing volt
Leaving tenderness
Unhinged.

To Milo
Love Grandma

***
Jun 2019 · 353
The chatterboxes
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Why have your teeth fallen out
And your hair turned grey?,
Said the child with golden locks
And an inquisitive tongue
Which swept around words
And tasted thoughts
Like a juicy vitamin pill.

Her Grandma who was old
But had a mind which curled
Like the scraps of a ponytail
Explained that this is how age is
Changing one like a chameleon
To a different state
They smiled together.


Love Grandma Mary x
Jun 2019 · 252
Cough candies.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Tearing thorns from coat
I found hidden amongst
The winter fabric a broach
Slightly mellowed by age
And the stone a shiny blue.

No one knew its origin outside
An old cigarette tin with rust
And the smell of cough candies
That belonged to a mother’s love
Returning home I was not alone.

Love Mary **
Jun 2019 · 884
The forgotten letters.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
After the parting
They burnt the letters
Sacks and bags
Envelopes and folders
No one wanted to read
The significance inside.

I slid down the side
Of the velvetine covered bed
And sat amongst my treasures
On a brown wooden floor
If tears could break a vase
Mine would all be shattered.

Love Mary **
Jun 2019 · 252
Jay bird.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Holding his small brown hand
Collecting the coat on a coloured peg
We walk the Cherry Blossom Tree way
He has a work book in his fingers
A satchel and drinking flask on his back
We talk and sing as the road bends
I love you my first grandson.

Love Grandma xxxx
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Your learning to read my Evelyn
Its not easy at first
Starting are phonics to find
Then sight words behind
One must look and say
To end the day
And pictures help
The words be spelt
With memorial
Prédiction
A dog and a mat
And sleepy cat.

Love Mary **
Jun 2019 · 337
Ducks and swans.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Brave little ducks
Swimming in the water
Brave little ducks
Doing what they oughta.

Along came a swan
A black necked swan
And the little duck
Went quack quack.

Love Grandma xxo
Jun 2019 · 84
The pipers lament.
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
I feel your pain trickling down my neck
Catching the crevices in my neck folds
Placing a hand where it hurts the most
I know you did, you tried and you cried.

Love Mary xxxxx
Jun 2019 · 1.0k
Common garden weeds
Mary Gay Kearns Jun 2019
Wild morning glory
Ties the world in knots
Pigweed or Aramanth
Appears in late Spring.

A ****, simply
a plant,
A long term survivor
A carrier of germination.
Dandelion and Burdock.
Marshmallow and nettle,
Purslane, clover and Mellow.
Eating weeds,why not!

Love Mary ***
Dandelion, ground elder,
May 2019 · 92
Canker.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
I hope you understand
I know that not be easy
Short we are on intuition
As canker binds the vein.

Withered soul outpouring
The tempest grass flowing
I hope you understand me
Sad it be if not.

Love Mary ***
May 2019 · 1.0k
Candle
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
I never knew
Or asked the questions
When young enough
To change fate.

Just kept blowing
Out the candles
In their frilled holders
Until all was too late.

Love Mary ***
May 2019 · 220
Parties
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
I suppose parties could be fun
Dressed up all prettily by Mum
Present in hand here we stand
On the front step
Like in the Ladybird book.

The door opens into Jane’s world
Hand over your coat to someone.
Down the linoleum hallway,
Into the front room of delights
Dropped handkerchief on floor.

Two cut - out books for party girl
She’s opening my sparkly cat card
The one with a feather and pearls
The paper piles up on a chair
Susan’s mother announces tea.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
It was mother's future that drawer of mine
She'd waited to collect it for a long time
Only one daughter , just engaged
So now was the chance to exchange.

Friday was a new plate for china set
A misty blue, with grey flowers etched
Each wrapped in tissue white
And tied with a ribbon stripe.

But today meals are eaten out or on ones knee
Or thereabouts
The table rarely laid with clothe and bowl
Finger dipping is the rule.

To this drawer I would inspect
Heaving the mounting treasures out
A tablecloth and kitchen box
Cutlery with rose embossed.

Love Mary
May 2019 · 84
Woolly Bear.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
Bear came to do my garden today
It had got into rather a mess,
Sticky Jenny and dandelions,
Rotten roots and garlic shoots
Got poor Bear betwixed;
Hot and sweating, really fretting
Bear began to cry,
Why was it that I thought gardening
From painting let me hide.
But off he went along the fence
Pulling out the weeds
Found some bulbs that did not smell
Dug  them up, as fast, as well
Now they're  back in a different spot
Three short stems in an empty plot;
Made me laugh just to see
How silly that Woolly Bear can be.


Love Mary x
Thank you to Ian my Gardener
May 2019 · 174
New growth.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
The first crimson rosebud appeared
In a garden made out of lovedreams
Given and built from deep intuition
Watched each day for the new growth.

Love Mary
May 2019 · 65
Rawness.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
When things are hyperthetical
It is the realisation that all
Can only be gained through
The rawness of the clasping
Of experience in the poetry
That is gleamed in our words.

Love Mary ***
May 2019 · 195
Borage.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
‘It was my borage’, said the woman
Seemingly in extreme surprise
That he wanted it.
It was their Wedding Anniversary day
Thé 21 st of May
Forty nine years ago
As usual peace
Smiled on
In the fridge.

Love Mary ***
May 2019 · 825
A conversation.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
I love you
Probably people love you more than you will ever know,
Probably,
You know what you are like
Thinking people don’t care,
Silly Billy,
Still fighting aren’t you?
Keep fighting, big brave man.
Between a daughter and her father.
Just so poetically spoken.
(Between life and death).
May 2019 · 54
A painting.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
A new *** started its journey
A journey towards becoming
Unknown and unfounded
The artists layed out palette.
Love Mary **
May 2019 · 720
Apple
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
Hard edged swimming pool
Costume stretched, still dry
Slowly lowering body to cold
Until shoulders were covered.

Let go of the bar, move away
Letting arms pull the weight
Legs rise to surface warmth
One, two, three lengths taken in.

Mother sits at the far end in sandals
Looking after bags, food and towels
Brother jumps in splashing my hair
Lunch is sandwich, apple, cake and
Mum.

Love daughter Mary ***
May 2019 · 333
Cake.
Mary Gay Kearns May 2019
By the time I got to see him
He was an old man grey hair
Thinly combed across his head
Still loquacious, bending over
Stewed apples gathered from
A wind swept garden of falls.

A proud collector of knowledge
Across boundaries and wisdom
Stretching age ‘youthfully ‘at gate,
City centre and poetry recitals  
With copies of books for selling.

Love Maryxxx
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