Need you . . . .

In the dark, lonely night
I needed you.
So I kept waiting for you.
But you were busy.

With other in your circle
Now you asked me?
Why I have turned into a cold person.
Cause you wasted my time.
Alone every day praying for your safety.

Yes I get jealous
The only difference  . ..
You call it" possessiveness "
To me its fear of losing you.🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥💌

It's you.  . . .  
I am glad I got to know you.
Cannot get over your smile.
This probably looks boring.
But there is just so many things I can't explain when I am in your *****.

As I write these lyrics .
You are always the one I think about.
Get inspiration from your eyes and smile.
There is nothing that can be better than that.

Why I love you this instance.
Thinking about it I am glad it's not a dream or myth.
You are a true reality for me.
There are so many things I am thankful for,
I count you as one of those.

When I compliment you.
Your constant smile always leave me weak on my knees.
You got a valuable smile.
I can stare at it until sunset.

Your body gestures stunned me all the way through my spine.
I get lighter every time I hugged you.
It's as if I should beg you daily to stay longer.
I will never let you get away from me.
You have captivated me will your warm embrace.

You started drifting through my mind.
When the first time I gazed at you.
That's when I knew.
This feelings grew stronger when I was surrounded by you.
Every thing felt like climbing a mountain each time.
You melted my heart away.
In a glimmering way melted honey for your your love.🌹🌹🌹💝

🔥🌹🤗

Highlight the lines that makes you feel something,
Get me a book as a gift,
Your favourite book.
Make a note on the passage that make you laugh.

Mark down the things that make you cry.
I wanna see exactly what kind of a person you are.
Let  me read what makes you special and unique.

There is an art in your heart.
Painting pictures when I lat down.
Singing lullabies,
There is a poem I  your tongue.
It taste like honey when I kiss you.

You are my jaded eye.
My tortured steroids ,
I hear whispers when you dont talk to me.
They can only be one for my heart.

I chose you above the running train.
You make me blush in my dreams.
You take away my sorrow and sadness.
With the tip of you smiles I see heavens. 🔥🌹🔥🌹🔥🌹

I take a glance.
escaping from her.
I see my darkest dream.
As i become a captive in her eyes.
Cause her spell has imprisoned me.

That has become an oasis's of lost love.
Splendid of osmosis of her moon.
It glimmers blue in the night fall.
Lonesome felt like a midnight train moving away.

You turned out to be a potential paseing lover.
Your persistence showed you were worthy.
But you seduction was poisonous.
It captures the mind and failed the heart.

Blue moon you love sting liked a bee.
It could kiss anyone and made them feel the pain.
But for those who missed the opportunity of feeling the kisses.
Their hearts will forever remain lonely. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Unimaginable love.
A love that sheds joyous tears.
Look me in the eyes tell me what you see.
A perfect paradise or a torn in between.

You keep and hallow me.
When i take a gun and it turned into a flaw diamond.
Its better than an angel with a rotten heart.
Cause the love will be extinct.
In the process i will be a bad lie that got trapped.

It heals without scars.
Heaven became a bliss for not erased memories.
Now i am a scared to see what lies beyond the door.
Scared of letting go my teenage immaturity.
I cant be what you need me to be.

I am afraid for who will stay and go.
I'm a lamb that has been roasted for a feast.
When reality come banging on the door.
Will the devil answer.
Or can my emotions return to me once more.
Can i be redeemed from my hopelessness of loving.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Paint me a picture of your smile.
Or sizzle and blush like your cheeks.
When you start to fall for me.
Is it love or your emotions intertwined?

Does it melt when you hear my name?
Can it taste like dreeping honey syrup?
Draw me a piece of your skin.
Does it bronze beneath the surface of your sun.

I dread the day i could get out of bed dreaming about you.
When i loved the darkness you were in.
The day i cure you of insecurities.
When you skin glowed  you were angry and sad.
I just knew waking up with you in my mind was a cure for my life.

I am sitting alone and all i smell is your fragrance.
Small music playing in the background takes to the moment i took you dancing in that raining day.
Sadly memories are hard to fade away.
We created a dream of our love.
I could have given you keys to my heart.
Made you a mother of ny new happily home.
💌💌💌💌🌹

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The world stopped for the both of us.
When you asked if i still loved you .
I dont know yet.
Was my final response.

Neither of us was speaking.
Silence echoed through the depths of our hearts.
As i wondered of me being selfish without a valid reason.
You thinking maybe the love i had for you is fleeing.

You crumbled on the thought of whispering those words.
So your tongue did the talking by responding "maybe ".
That moment you realised it was over.
Your inner indecisiveness made me give up on you.

I had to stay afloat.
On the clouds of ultimate solitude.
Free from emotional attachment.
It was hard to face the reality of being responsible for you.

It was as if i was forced to breathe through somebody's pair of lungs.
To scratch the loneliness.
Out of my head.
Made to look through someone else pair of eyes.
So that i can't taste the blissful love you offered to me.
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹