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I want our mornings and evenings to be together.
I want to sleep with my nose buried in you.
In the pillow o. Which you sleep on.
I want to hear your scent on my pillow.

Would you like the same  for me.
I am high in ecstatic writing to you about my desires.
We never met in reality.
I am waiting for the day when you arrive.
I will wait for my happiness which is writen over your eyes.

I agreed that we will leave everything as it is.
I will not insist on anything even a dime.
I will not make any demands.
What truly matters is that we will see each other.
Although we make fun when were referring to our love.
I try not to betray my own feelings.
The main thing is that i will open myself up to you.

I will die for you.
I love you so much.
My heart beats only for your joy and happiness.
I don't know what i will do without you.
I wish i just could kiss away the pain in your eyes.
Remove the sorrow you going through with a touch of my hands.

Cause you are going through a lot now and all alone.
I love only you.
I love you more than i love myself.
I will **** the pain and destroy it.
I don't know what i will do if i lose you.
I will **** myself.
Cause you make life content.
You are the face that i am used to waking up next to.
You are the face i want to see last before i sleep.

You are the radio i wanna listen to.
You are the channels i want to turn to.
You are my favorite alcohol that i rejoice when i am drinking it.
Without you in my life all those joy disappear with you. 🌹🌹🌹🌹

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Since i left you hanging on the cold empty bed.
I have been constantly depressed.
My happiness is to be next to you.
Incessantly I live over in my memory of your caresses.

With your tears soaking the bed wet.
Heart broken and confused.
Your affections solitude.
Asking unending questions of what wrong you did.

Your charm eas incomparable.
You had a burning and a glowing flame in your mind.
I wanted you to be free from my anxiety.
I couldn't burden you with my grieve.
That i had blood cancer.
With only a week to live.

I could not watch you shrink each day to suffering.
Remembering the good all times we had together.
You were so young and so beautiful full of life.
I took an easy way out of being a dog.
My ego and selfishness couldn't let me say goodbye properly.

I wanted you to think there's another woman.
But my hear only beats for you.
Now that i am paralysed in a wheelchair far form you.
Now far from you i got the audacity mend my mistakes.

You were my my bone my sugar palms cream.
But i should have trusted and hope in you.
You were not only my wife but also my bestfriend that i shared secrets with.
You were the face that made return home quickly to calm the storm in my mind.

Shall i be able to pass all my time with you?
Having to only love you.
To think only the happiness you bought to me.
The desires that you gave me only linger in my mind .
Like a distant playing song in the shadows.

Its true when they say missed opportunity can be bought back.
Time wasted cannot be bought back.
I played with your feelings and love.
For that i will be forever sorry and guilty of inhuman crime.
Tears of guilt close this letter with pain and anguish 😦😦✈

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My love i couldn't sleep last night.
Tossing and turning as if i got a stomach bug.
Afraid to face the music solo.
I knew its over between us.

I am no longer bitter anymore.
Cause i knew what we had was real.
I took it for granted.
Now i am lost in melodious synchronisation.

If in some distant future we meet again in our new life.
I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent our life beneath the wings of love.
Learning from each other and growing in love.
You were my best love.
Cause it had awoken my soul and made me reach for more.

It planted the fire in our hearts and bought us peace.
That's what you have given me.
That is what i had hoped to give to you for eternity.
Hope its not to late to reminisce.
I love you and I'll be seeing you in my dreams in the distant future 🔥🔥

I realized that you were looking for a home.
A stable love partner.
I missed you very much earlier in the morning.

I missed your crazy smile.
That display your dimples in your cheeks.
The warmth of your voice.
The touch of your hugs.

I look forward to our meeting.
Cause its only you roaming around in my heart.
I hope it comes soon.
I wanna walk over your tender juicy lips.

Now days i am burning with desires of seeing your face.
You are my vivacious charger.
My fountain of peace.
My charm charisma.
You are the one i give ny breath just to see your face.

In my dreams there's you and me.
Will you love to fall in my dreams?
So that they become thrilling with your love.
Your simple smile..
Can pierce my heart with excitement.
You turned out to be a ray of sun to me.
That dispense bad weather away from my fragile heart 😍🌹😍🌹

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I was sitting by the window.
Writing a letter to a stranger.
I'm not alone, so extravagant from now on!

You wrote me a couple of tender lines.
I was confused by inspiration.
And through the distance. Your syllable penetrated my soul.
Dissolving it through the mirror.

I am without a faithful friend like a needle without an eye.
Boredom just overpowered me.
Come back its sadder for me to live without you.
I miss you very much.

I miss your tender words and warm smile.
Your kind eyes and faithful support.
Strong hugs and emotional conversations.
It seems like a quite bit of time has passed without you.
Tired of counting the minutes spent separately.

It seems to me the universe has stopped the time.
I miss you.
With words it is almost impossible to describe the feelings that now overwhelm me.
Because without you there is only a part of my soul.
One half is not quite comfortable without the other.