Here goes nothing.

Hey, backstabbing *****.
How's the guy I wasn't supposed to worry about treating you?
Not like I called that the first time you two hung out.
Oh wait, that was me being jealous about you spending time with someone else.
Heaven forbid I was worried about you cheating on me again.

I was as naive as you seemed.
******* *****.
I wish I could tell it to your face,
but why would I waste my time on you.

****.
You.
You.
Cheating.
*****.

see you in hell
L. M. B.

I could throw words on a page
to show you how much I think of you,
but I'd rather say something cliche like;
I don't want to fill a hundred books.

I could write you a song
a melody to your heart.
but I don't need one,
you gave me your heart long ago.

We've both changed.
I'm bitter, resentful. Hurt. Angry.
worried, frightened, lonely
You seem more silver.
hurt. remorseful.

But I don't want to lose you.
You're such an amazing person,
and I can't believe that you've let me be your player two.

<3

I'm not always the best with keeping my promises.
I'd go as far to say that I'm pretty dumb,
at least when it comes down to handling my feelings.
But I've always been able to put a pen to a page and write them out.
So I guess I'm here to do that again.

I wish I could tell you I'm not scared.
I wish I could tell you I'm not jealous.
I wish that I could hold you every night.
I know that it means nothing.
I'm scared that it could turn into something when I'm away.
I know you Love me.
I Know I Love you.
I just get scared because I'm afra-404
I just get scared because it's happened before,
I look into the mirror and can't understand why I'm like this.

Today I said the words you gave me about 100 times today.
They still haven't worked.
But I'll keep saying them,
because maybe then you'll believe me when I say:
I think you're beautiful.
You look stunning.
I love the sound of your laugh.
I think you're an amazing singer.

I finally was able to stand by your side
Even as I held you
I knew I’d miss you no matter how far we are
Cause I love you.
Regardless of anything else.

Something
A whole lot more than nothing
Makes me want you.
Under me, over me
Anything make me happy

I’ll take you in the shower,
And of course I’ll clean you too,
Because that’s just fair.

I think when you told me
About how much you loved
***
And everything that goes with it

Let’s just say
It keeps my thoughts
On you;

Someday when we're together again,
those tears won't stream down your face.
There won't be nights where we both wish
the other was by our side.

I know not easy with 800 miles between you and I.
I never expected it to be this hard.
Each day grows longer and longer
and you feel further and further away.

So send me the night to bring me to you,
in our dreams we're together,
and miles
and days
can't steal that from us.