I want to find someone with the rarest colour of eyes
I want to listen to someone with the saddest but truthful story that will make me appreciate who they are
I want to hold someone who loves me for me
I want that someone to forget about my past and my scars
To forget about everything and just be my rare person
I want someone who is RARE
Because they are here hardest to find but the easiest to love
So if your out there?
Come find me...

I was an idiot
An idiot to fall for you
And I hate myself for it
When I see you with her
I want to die
My friends tell me not to get ****** but...
I just can’t help it
So I’m an idiot
An idiot for believing that there could be something between us
An idiot for everything I thought and hoped
Because I ******* loved you
I ******* love you

He told me to hold on
but... to what?
There was noting there but empty words and an empty soul.
He slowly killed my worth and soul.
With every smile and look, he just lost me in a haze
Of the monsters in my head.
And demons in my body.
They tore my skin... made me bleed.
They tried to **** me.
But I'm still here... I think.

Heartless Monster
Some days she cannot stand herself
She has monsters in her head you know
Well of course you would
You put them there
You…the heartless monster
You made her believe that she could fly
You broke her wings and her cold pale hands
The anger you show will destroy her
Though it already has… you the heartless selfish monster
She tries to speak but your voice has overcome hers
So when you find her swinging from the rafters
Don’t come crying to me
You did that to her
You the heartless monster.