I never was alone.
I had a family.
one that cares,
unlike my blood family.

"So what if she wants to **** herself...
she wont do it..."

"all she wants is attention..."

"She will loose her friends faster than lightning..."

HOW ABOUT YOU ******* REALIZE THAT THE ONLY REASON I AM ALIVE IS BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY AT SCHOOL?

OPEN YOUR **** EYES TO SEE ME!

thats all i ask.... and its too hard for you

noun

The matter in which my mind is screaming for help, but no one comes

All i ask is to help me...

why wont you help me?

why?

Dear Mom,

I've gotten used to the boots, the heavy bags, the rapid gunfire, the swearing, the strenuous workouts, but I love it. Here, I belong. This is what I was born to do. I was born to protect the innocent, keep our freedom, and sacrifice myself for the greater good. I'm the Marine I was born to be. Tell my wife I love her, and our baby too. I don't know when I'm coming home, but I'll be okay, knowing you guys have one.

                                                                                        Love,
                                                                                   Spencer

Dear Dad,

The Marines has changed me. I'm not the angry kid I used to be. I've gotten used to the boots, the armor, the swearing, the yelling, and I love it. I miss Lucy like crazy, and I miss our baby too. I don't know when I'm coming home, but I'll be okay, knowing she and the baby are safe. tell her I love her, and Tell Mom I love her too. I miss home.
                                                                              Love, Spencer

"I will not bow, I will not break, I will shut the world away..."
(Breaking Benjamin)

I have Rosa Park's mugshot in my room, to remind me of what she did for equality. She refused to give up her seat on a bus for a white man. I have countless books filling my shelves, each one filled with Maya Angelou poems. She didn't let anyone tell her what she could or couldn't do.

So why should I?

Why should I dress from head to toe in black, and leave my house with a male relative? Why should I marry a man I do not know, just to please my father. Why should I put my head down and do what anyone tells me to do? Why should I lower myself to a standard to a lower standard than what I deserve? Why should I not feel like the queen I was born to be?

Why should I give up on what I believe in, just to satisfy the status quo?

Can anyone answer that for me?

You where the last thing I expected to hurt me.
You  came into my life over a text message.
We talked for three months, then you asked me out.
I was the ******* that said yes.
I was the idiot that said yes.
You tore me up inside.
You where the one who lied.
I was just the person who said yes to a Hurricane.