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CJ Tims Dec 2017
“Read your bible more”
That’s what I was told.
But dad, don’t you see?
The bible speaks out about depression,
It’s not just me.
“Your poems worry me”
But dad, they’re not that bad!
I write about my past,
I let my feelings go,
And this strengthens me,
Don’t you want that?
“I didn’t see it that way.”
Of course you didn’t.
Dad, I’ve grown tougher,
Become happier.
Don’t you worry about me.
CJ Tims Dec 2017
My Life
Is like a dagger to the heart.
But I’m still here.
As the blood runs down my chest,
And the thoughts of leaving
Run through my mind
So fast that there’s no destination,
I look back.
The dagger missed by an inch.
Today’s not my day,
So I shall stay,
Until the time comes.
Naturally.
Nothing,
And I mean nothing,
Should push you over the edge,
Oh so far,
That you let that dagger strike.
Stand tall.
for anyone who has thought about ending it, just stand tall and let depression know it’s not in charge.. :)
CJ Tims Dec 2017
It had been quite a while
Since I’d experienced genuine laughter.
And maybe,
Just maybe...
I missed it
CJ Tims Dec 2017
When I say I’m a hopeless dreamer,
I mean when I think of traveling the world,
I think of the 35 cents
Sitting on my counter:
I can travel to the couch and back.
When I say I’m a hopeless romantic,
I mean when I think of you and I,
I think of finding a *** of gold
At the end of a rainbow:
Not going to happen.
See, I’ve got dreams,
I think of romance.
But I’m also quite aware of reality,
And I’m aware of things that just aren’t possible.
CJ Tims Dec 2017
I’m enjoying myself.
Living freely.
But when you come in
Your booming voice
Runs through my veins.
And next thing you know,
My wish is your command.
Oh, what love does to me.
I know you don’t care.
But I tell myself you do.
Then when your through,
Im here.
Again.
Broken hearted.
Then I build myself up.
And I’m enjoying myself.
Living freely.
CJ Tims Dec 2017
You know the line,
Where the sun meets the ocean?
When all the beach
Is engulfed in hues of red, orange, purple.
I want to sit out, and watch that happen.
Watch the sun set into its own work of art.
You know the infamous clock,
Big ben?
The one in London that everyone loves.
I want to sit, right after dark
And paint the beautiful tower.
I’ll watch as the locals make fun of me,
A tourist in awe of a clock.
But I won’t care,
Because I’ll have checked it off
Of my simplistic little bucket list.
CJ Tims Dec 2017
Time flies.
You know this.
Yet you use it up so selfishly.
No one is promised tomorrow.
You know this.
Yet you use your days to criticize people,
Instead of trying
To make they’re unknown tomorrow better.
Words are strong.
You know this.
Yet you throw them around
Like they’re paper *****
And not hand grenades.
You hurt people.
But once again, you know this.
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